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    Dear Ms. Gunderson,

    Lance McClain has had Keith Kogane erased from his memory. Please do not mention their relationship to him again.

    Thank you.

     

    Keith hasn't been well, not since the night Lance stormed out of his apartment, all of his belongings in tow. When he sees him for the first time in months, Lance does not recognize him, and Keith discovers that he's had all memory of their relationship wiped. Furious, heartbroken, and helpless, Keith decides to do the same to save himself: Forget. Forget Lance.

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  3. 23

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    Cleaning the flight suits after battle was a chore Lance started picking up pretty early on.

    Their paladin armor was self-cleaning and repairing thanks to the magic infused in them by Alfor, but the flight suits underneath were almost normal fabric. Of course, they were a weird Altean fabric and thus different from any clothing the paladins would see on Earth, but still fabric nonetheless.

    And so, they needed to be cleaned.

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    Or: Lance goes to clean the paladins' flight suits and finds out Keith is hiding a serious injury, leading them to talk about Keith's feelings and role in Voltron.

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  4. 46

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    Keith and Lance have been good hook-up buddies for a while. Things are going great, right? Not as well as they thought, apparently. Anxiety and lack of communication is not a great mix.

    READ TAGS FOR TRIGGER WARNINGS.

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  5. 6

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    Based on the song, "Hold On," by Chord Overstreet.
    Before he knew it, blood was dripping down his wrists to his elbows, and he found himself holding a scalpel in between his fingers.
    It hurt.
    But it was good for everyone else- benefited four Paladins over one.
    He cried, bursting out into loud sobs until his body shook and he doubled over. He hastily grabbed for the pills, but the images of his parents who abandoned him taunted him in his mind, saying, remember me, see me, feel me…
    WARNING: SUICIDAL ACTIONS AND THOUGHTS

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    Keith is quiet. Keith has secrets. What happens when his past can’t help but be revealed?

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    “What game do we play?” Lance asked quietly, defeated. It felt wrong to put the choice on Keith, they were both as clueless and taken by surprise. But Kieth always had a plan, whether it was reckless or not. If any of them would know what to do it would be Keith.

    “A simple one. We’ll play with just one marble. Whoever gets it closest to the wall wins” Keith gestured to the brick wall near them.

    “Who goes first?”

    “You. You’re numbers lower” he reasoned logically. Emotionless. Too caught up in facts and reality to let the vulnerability of the situation show. It annoyed him. Unfortunately, it was just like Keith to disconnect and make it easy for the others to hate him.

    In a way, that was the nicest thing Keith could do in the situation.

    “Right..”

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    It was something they both knew would never last and yet clung onto with all the same desperation, hoping that there was maybe, somehow a way for them to make it out.

    Basically I’m just depressed and taking my feelings out on these silly boys.

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    The red blinking came from a small square at the periphery of the map. Lance’s eyes focused as he realized where in the castle that would be.

    An airlock ..?

    Who the hell had opened an airlock at four in the fucking morning?

     

    // (Attempted) suicide warning

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  10. 80

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    Hurt on a mission and insecure, Keith and the others have to work through things that have happened recently. Post S4 finale

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  11. 17

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    Title from Paralyzed by NF. Major character death is for Shiro who is canonically dead during a lot of it. Thought it should be tagged.

    Keith is feeling strung thin in every single direction.

    And the team realizes they're terrible friends. Luckily, they get to fix this before it's too late for both Keith and Shiro.

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  12. 18

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    keith was hanging on by a thread. when it is cut, he gives up.

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    hiya it's vent time!! i wrote this in like an hour and a half whilst sobbing so sorry for any grammatical errors but i turned off spellcheck on my phone so what happens happens lol.

    please check the tw as i dont want y'all to hurt yourselves reading this.

    fic title from Replaced by Alec Benjamin (DEMO) as i had a massive breakdown to it whilst writing this and voila a fresh new vent piece

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    A year later his homeroom teacher notices the bruises on Lance’s arms and calls CPS. He’s held in a white room with an X-box and child friendly games while his parents argue with the care worker. He trusts his parents and he’s not stupid. He knows what’s happening while he beats Donkey Kong. His mother and father grab him two hours later after his physician comes to explain the situation. Apparently, it’s a frequent occurrence for parents who abuse their children to blame it on the skin-to-skin soulmate marks. Lance feels a little sick when his father explains the situation to him.
    The year after that he gets the cuts. Thin red lines going across his right and left wrists alternatively, disappearing after a day or two depending on the severity of the injury. Lance is twelve years old and he knows about this stuff. Knows what it means and how his soulmate must feel to cause it. He cries alone in his room until his older brother storms in and demands he comes down to dinner. The resulting talk removes the boy’s appetite.

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  14. 29

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    “You’re always sleeping and I haven’t seen you touch a pencil in weeks! Have you forgotten that you go to college?! When’s the last time you attended a class?!”

    Keith had forgot about college, he was too busy being sad all the time. And then it hit him, he was depressed again. Keith hid his face in his hands, partly to hide from pidges eyesight and because he hated that he was back in this state again. Shiro told him he would get better, and Here he is just two years after trying to kill himself, wanting too again.

    Keith let out a surprised whine, his thoughts scared him so badly.

    “When’s the last time you took a shower?! Ate a meal?! Taken care of yourself?!” Pidge’s voice was breaking by this point, and that made Keith feel worse. “What’s been going on with you lately?! You used to be happy!”

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    Or—— Keith meets a cute boy at a local coffee shop and can’t control his feelings

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  15. 1

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    Shiro remembers (3)

    The way Keith had always worn that
    Stupid
    Cropped
    Red
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    Jacket.

     

    A short character study with a bit of plot, written in verse, detailing Shiro and Keith's friendship/brotherhood.

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  16. 26

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    He was so tired. Tired of being sad, tired of suffering, tired of making everyone suffer. Tired of being tired. He could rest now.

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    Lance learns about Keith's attempted self-sacrifice, and Lance is pissed.

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  18. 10

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    Keith is suicidal, and just wants the pain to go away.

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    We've all done journaling at one point. Maybe it was for school, maybe it was because you were bored. Maybe you just needed to pour your thoughts out.

    This is the story of the Paladins, told from their point of view.

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  20. 6

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    A bunch of stories I've written in spur of the moment instances. They all are Voltron related and will most likely not be connected to each other, (Unless you want them to be;))

    Anyways, Enjoy the odd ticking's of my mind!

    Instagram dreamers.drabbles
    Tumbler legendarynightmare-stuff

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