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    Thomas's transition into undeath and the world of new questions it raised had broken Logan just a little. Unlike Patton, the damage hadn't been critical enough to merit pasting him back together with gold. It's up to him to pick up his own pieces, to examine the puzzle of Thomas's new life, and to figure out where they still fit.

    If they still fit.

    (Or, Thomas and Logan work out the particulars of keeping him alive—or at least the closest equivalent—with a particular focus on adapting to his new...liquid diet.)

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    English
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    22,353
    Chapters:
    8/8
    Comments:
    51
    Kudos:
    40
    Bookmarks:
    8
    Hits:
    461
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    Even though Roman and Virgil are dating, the Creative Side hasn’t gone to his boyfriend for assistance with any injuries from his adventures. So a surprise visit from an injured Roman immediately alerts Virgil of something being wrong. Hopefully Virgil can help comfort his boyfriend.

    Language:
    English
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    1,284
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    28
    Bookmarks:
    5
    Hits:
    281
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    His Sides were all odd. Different. Literally not human. But they acted like real people did. It helped talking and connecting with them easier. Thomas never questioned how they functioned on a metaphysical level, how they made objects appear and disappear or seemingly teleport anywhere they wished to, how much they actually felt. But maybe, with Remus' behavior... it was best to actually open that can of worms.

    Thomas asks questions and doesn't like the answer.

    For day 6 of Whumptober, using prompts "Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms" and “It's not my blood.”

    Can be read as standalone or as part of the series

    Series
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    English
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    1,786
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    8
    Kudos:
    48
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    284
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    Virgil was changing. He knew this, he felt it deep in his bones. He was louder, more anxious, more persistent. His voice distorted almost all the time now, nothing would calm him down, he was more than anxious, he was down right paranoid.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,260
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    31
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    391
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    A lot of people liked my angst headcannons from a while back, so here’s some new ones.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    371
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    21
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    232
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    “It had been a very, very long day. An old fiend had shown up and caused the entire group to go haywire, there was no second of the day that wasn’t filled with arguments, screaming, and overall pandemonium. Even after the initial party, Thomas was still recovering from the energy pit that the freakshow caused. Bitter feelings lingered all around, but the one person keeping Thomas—and the others by extent—more on edge than they would be… was Virgil.”

    A fanfic where Virgil has a panic attack as Virgil does.

    (Title is from Paranoiac Intervals/Body Dysmorphia by Of Montreal)

    Language:
    English
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    8,237
    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    34
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    597
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    Over the course of a year, an offhanded thought of Thomas killing himself becomes a consideration, a decision, a plan. All of his functions slowly start to come around to the idea, except one.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    18,144
    Chapters:
    5/?
    Comments:
    18
    Kudos:
    51
    Bookmarks:
    11
    Hits:
    630
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    What if Thomas was one of the 43 super powered children born on the same day?
    What if Thomas was involved in the Umbrella Academy?
    What if Thomas couldn't escape the Umbrella Academy no matter how hard him and the Sides tried?

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,007
    Chapters:
    2/25
    Comments:
    12
    Kudos:
    38
    Bookmarks:
    7
    Hits:
    360
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    The newest Hargreeves student was designated as Number Four. But he kept insisting that his name is Thomas. That of course was not allowed... but it sparked ideas in the other children.

    Years later they’ll have to see if he still sparks ideas in them.

    Or if it’s all pointless.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,611
    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    22
    Kudos:
    72
    Bookmarks:
    8
    Hits:
    727
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    Remy Sanders is an old witch, having dedicated his life to protecting and caring for the small town he calls home. He doesn’t have the time or energy for friends or family, nor does he need them, or so he thinks.
    (Based on the podcast Unwell: A Midwestern Gothic Mystery)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    847
    Chapters:
    1/?
    Kudos:
    7
    Hits:
    86
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    Thomas knows that he sometimes relates to different sides for different reasons, but this situation is a new one.

    Language:
    English
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    1,795
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    53
    Kudos:
    386
    Bookmarks:
    57
    Hits:
    2,100
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    Thomas only had a couple constants in his life ever since he moved away from his father after Janus died.

    His (barely acquired) choir teaching job (You are just ordinary, Number Seven.)

    His apartment (It would not do)

    His grief and worry regarding his brothers (To have you)

    His anxiety medication (train with))

    Oh, and his general ordinariness (the extraordinary)

    But when Remus and Janus move in, and Thomas is forced to get rid of his medication, he realized that he may not be as ordinary as he thought.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,175
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    53
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    317
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    Remus only had a few constants after the Jennifer Incident (and Janus's death)

    His drugs

    His methods for getting the drugs

    His ghosts

    The disappointment from his father and siblings

    ...Oh, and Janus

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,101
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    57
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    448
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    When Roman realizes he'll never be a hero again he changes, before everyone's very eyes. The Mindscape is no longer the home it once was, it's quiet and empty and none of the Sides can bring themselves to do anything about. Janus is stressed, Virgil is anxious, Patton's terrified, Remus definitely isn't helping, and something is off with Logan. And poor Thomas has to try and live his life, left to learn new things about his Sides and himself.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,756
    Chapters:
    1/?
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    30
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    379
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    Thomas sat on his couch, alone in the living room as usual. Being a mess. He hadn't bothered to call for his sides for some sort of contact with others, either way it would've just been him talking to himself wearing different outfits with different personas. Thomas felt like he shouldn't dwell on it, there were other things he was thinking about. Weird things.

    He couldn't wrap his head around it, the thought of alternate universes scared him. It made him feel even smaller then he already was.

    Could there be multiple Thomas', perhaps living a better life then him? Could 2 pm Thomas be an actual thing, a living person?

    Could there be other versions of his sides, how bizarre would that be? Different Thomas', different sides, the idea ran and ran through Thomas' head. It jabbed and stabbed into his thoughts. Leaking more and more questions and outcomes into his mind. Could these actually be real? These thoughts, these ideas, this type of thinking, it overwhelmed him.

    Meanwhile, these thoughts got too real. Too fast. The Mindscape was renewing itself, creativity got too creative. It sucked all of them in, all of Thomas Sanders' sides.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,283
    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    5
    Kudos:
    35
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    366
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    Virgil can sense when other sides are afraid, and he hasn't ever known his sense to be incorrect, even when the side who's scared isn't one he would expect.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,240
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    22
    Kudos:
    343
    Bookmarks:
    32
    Hits:
    1,882
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    Thomas sat on his couch, alone in the living room as usual. Being a mess. He hadn't bothered to call for his sides for some sort of contact with others, either way it would've just been him talking to himself wearing different outfits with different personas. Thomas felt like he shouldn't dwell on it, there were other things he was thinking about. Weird things.

    He couldn't wrap his head around it, the thought of alternate universes scared him. It made him feel even smaller then he already was. Could there be multiple Thomas', perhaps living a better life then him? Could 2 pm Thomas be an actual thing, a living person?

    Could there be other versions of his sides, how bizarre would that be? Different Thomas', different sides, the idea ran and ran through Thomas' head. It jabbed and stabbed into his thoughts. Leaking more and more questions and outcomes into his mind. Could these actually be real? These thoughts, these ideas, this type of thinking, it overwhelmed him.

    Meanwhile, these thoughts got too real. Too fast. The Mindscape was renewing itself, creativity got too creative. It sucked all of them in, all of Thomas Sanders' sides.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,084
    Chapters:
    1/?
    Comments:
    1
    Kudos:
    7
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    154
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    Thomas's mental health is crumbling, things are going wrong in his life and the sides are noticing this. They’ve already tried helping him cope and make him seem like nothing’s wrong, that he can turn this around. However, Logic aka Logan already knows it will not work out.

    As time progresses, Thomas begins to spiral into more trouble, he begins to accept intrusive thoughts in his mind, thinking they’re okay. The sides are starting to panic, they’ve tried talks, even tried getting Thomas therapy which he hasn’t accepted. Nothing’s working and the sides are starting to reflect how Thomas is acting, who he's becoming.

    Roman is starting to get Remus’s types of ideas and he thinks it’s okay. Virgil’s starting to accept the situation. Morality is starting to become less empathetic. As Logan starts to also reflect these ideas, a button appears to him. “Reset” it said. The word reset meant to “set again” according to the dictionary. As a last resort, Logan presses it. Resetting Thomas, going back in time to when nothing was completely wrong.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,594
    Chapters:
    1/?
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    21
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    242
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    Hey, your therapist might as well be the past version of you, right? Even better if you're their therapist too!

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    19,196
    Chapters:
    9/?
    Comments:
    20
    Kudos:
    20
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    497
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    After Thomas dodges a seemingly careless brush-in with danger, Logan tries to piece together what happened - and why Virgil is behaving so erratically. Complicated emotions aren't necessarily his forte, though... but with the other sides overwhelming Virgil, it's the best plan of the 173 or so he's managed to come up with...

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,637
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    185
    Bookmarks:
    12
    Hits:
    1,334

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