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The Wedding Band by prizewinningfruitcake
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)
12 Apr 2026
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“This weekend? It's Wednesday.”
“It's Thursday,” Jared says quietly. Jay looks at him open-mouthed like it's the first time he's seeing him.
“It's Thursday,” he amends. “That’s not a lot of time to prepare.”
“We’ve done more with less,” Matt counters. Jay takes the point silently. The game is on.
The only reason Matt would ever go to a family wedding is if he and Jay could get a show at The Rivoli out of it. The plan: Play the wedding, bring the house down, and get his cousin and all her cool young friends to book Nirvana the Band for an after party. The part where they pretend to be a couple, threatening decades of load-bearing repression, comes out of nowhere – at least for Matt, it does. Jay has his own plan.
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06 Apr 2026
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BJ, Hawkeye, and a cozy Valentine's Day.
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Hawkeye finds that his dreams can change reality.
Fusion with Ursula K. Le Guin's "The Lathe of Heaven."
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05 Jan 2025
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BJ blushed. He was a little embarrassed at how quickly Hawk in a king costume had turned him on. He was even more embarrassed at the overwhelming urge he’d had to play the knight in shining armor. The outfits made him want to do silly things, like kneel before Hawk and pledge his devotion, or kiss his knuckles.
“The costume looks better on you,” BJ said.
Hawkeye adjusted the hem of his vest. It was black with gold accents, and had ridden up a little. The bottom few buttons had come undone. They strained every time he shifted.
“It’s tight,” Hawkeye said, frowning. “The whole thing’s tight.”
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25 Nov 2024
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BJ, for the record, had spent most of the evening watching Hawk watch the movie and thinking about other excuses to get him back in his lap: crowded backseat of a jeep, overly competitive game of musical chairs, a book too good not to share, Hawk in his arms, BJ reading over his shoulder.
“You don’t think it would get boring watching the same story all over again?” BJ said.
Hawkeye raised his eyebrows. “Nothing’s boring when you’ve got the right company,” he said.
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16 May 2024
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The first thought BJ had, when he realized what happened, was that it seemed like the very earth was against him. He lay there on the ice, shivering, sore, spooked, and unable to get up. It was awfully typical, wasn’t it? The Californian in his ill-fitting, out of season clothes, had been humbled, immediately, by a little ice.
His teeth chattered. He felt a sharp pain in his right leg. He looked up at the pale expanse of the sky and imagined he was on a gurney in Korea, being carried home to the 4077th.
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24 Feb 2024
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July 1970: BJ & Hawkeye's Vegas wedding (complete with unconventional wedding party), 20 years of emotional baggage to be unpacked, Erin goes to summer camp.
(sequel to both sides now)
“You want to invite your ex‐wife and her husband to our wedding,” Hawkeye said.
BJ shrugged. He felt every jealous impulse seep out of his body. He was an adult. He’d navigated all sorts of complicated interpersonal relationships. They were cool, modern people, weren’t they? Hawkeye was, at least. He’d always been.
“If you’re inviting your ex, shouldn’t I get to invite mine?” BJ said.
Hawkeye sat down on the bed again. He put his feet up and rubbed at his bad knee.
“Is this some sort of game of chicken, Beej? You’re telling me you’d be just fine with Trapper as my best man?” Hawkeye said.
“Completely fine, the very definition of fine,” BJ said, brightly, lying through his teeth.
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- Part 2 of both sides now (extended universe)
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05 Feb 2024
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BJ dreams of going to him, sometimes, crawling on his hands and knees and resting his forehead on Hawkeye’s lap. In the dream, Hawkeye presses his fingers into BJ’s suboccipital muscles, then his trapezius, relaxing him until he’s just a collection of bone and ligament, calcium and protein, before flipping him over and taking him apart.
He wonders what it feels like. Hawkeye always goes slack after he’s been fucked, as close to completely still as he ever gets, sweet and pliant. He thinks about it— letting go.
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Or, BJ thinks about getting railed.
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01 Jan 2024
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BJ’s eyes fell to Hawk’s middle. The very motion was incriminating.
“I should’ve let myself go a long time ago,” Hawkeye said.
There was half a smile on his face: some mid-point between self-conscious and pleased.
BJ kissed him again.
“Don’t say it like that. There’s nothing to let go,” BJ said.
(In which BJ and Hawkeye drive home)
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09 Dec 2023
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“Go to that place you talked about,” he said, abruptly. “Get breakfast, or lunch, or both. My treat.”
Hawkeye’s eyebrows furrowed. He laughed, nervously. “You don’t have to…it’s sweet. You’re being sweet, but I—”
“I mean it. Make a day of it. Bring your book. Make friends with the Easterners. You’re a one man welcoming committee anyhow,” BJ said, smoothing his jacket, and adjusting his belt.
Hawk’s confused expression veered into dismay. BJ watched him, guiltily, afraid he’d overstepped, but unsure of exactly where the misstep had occurred. He didn’t want to say the obvious: I’m worried about you. I think you should eat something.
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18 Oct 2023
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Suddenly he felt panicked and crazy. Dreams weren’t like this. Dreams didn’t rake the hot coals of the past so aggressively. Nostalgia, fantasy, booze tinted glasses were one thing, but this was another.
“It feels so real, Hawk,” BJ mumbled.
“BJ?” Hawkeye said. BJ could see him lift his head. His hair stood up, making a funny shadow on the wall. “Did you say something? Are you dreaming?”
“I can’t tell. This feels just like the day we met,” BJ said.
“The day we—oh,” Hawkeye’s voice got thin and vulnerable. “Oh, BJ, it’s all going to be okay. Trust me. You know me, don’t you? You know I wouldn’t lie?”
(BJ and Hawkeye get stuck in a time loop.)
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25 Sep 2023
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Gundam Seinfeld by Kat_Rogue
Fandoms: Seinfeld, Gundam Wing, Gundam Build Fighters, Seinfeld (TV) RPF
31 Jan 2022
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The world of Seinfeld but also Gundams are there. The world of Gundam but also Seinfeld is there.
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03 Sep 2023
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"I love this whole desperate world, every inch and breath and corpuscle of it, and I don’t want it to be taken from me, and I don’t want to be taken from myself.”
1957, and the first US clinical trial of lithium carbonate has just started at Columbia;
or; Hawkeye, one queer, sultry summer in New York.
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28 Aug 2023
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some things you just can't speak about (wherever they come from, they'll never run out) by raven (singlecrow)
Fandoms: MASH (TV), Star Trek, Star Trek: Deep Space Nine
26 Jul 2023
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The stranger is wearing a science-green uniform dress with a bloodstained white apron over it and a red dressing gown over that, and they don’t look like any Starfleet officer BJ has ever seen.
BJ Hunnicutt is sent by Starfleet to a front-line medical ship in the Dominion War, where amid terror, boredom and daytime drinking, he falls for his sweet-but-crazy maverick of a chief medical officer.
(Hawkeye, as ever, is doing their best in a difficult world.)
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- Part 20 of author's favourites (don't read in order)
- Part 1 of a ship like a lantern in space (mash/ds9)
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27 Jul 2023
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Hawkeye drew his robe tighter around himself again and BJ felt a pang of guilt. That wasn’t what he meant. He didn’t mean that Hawkeye looked…well, he hadn’t meant to say anything about the way he looked. He hadn’t meant to make him self-conscious. He’d only meant to make him listen to what he was saying.
“I’ll find you a motel. Just let me shower and change,” Hawkeye said.
“You’re really serious,” BJ said.
Hawkeye came back to the table and scooped up BJ’s half-finished beer. He drained the can in big gulps, chin tipped back, long neck on full display. Any further protest got caught in BJ’s throat. Hawkeye stuck a hand in his robe pocket, braced against his soft stomach.
BJ blushed again. Hawk really had put on weight.
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25 Jul 2023
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Erin Hunnicutt spends the summer in Seattle with her dad and the old war buddies she didn't know he had.
“My mom said we met when I was younger,” Erin said. She was still holding her green bag, standing stiffly in the middle of the living room. “Have you and my dad been friends for a long time?”
“Let’s see…we met in ‘52 That’d be 15 years now. I guess when you put it like that it just makes me sound old,” Hawkeye said.
Erin didn’t think he looked any older than her father. She’d always thought her father looked old, that there were lines in his face that weren’t in the faces of her friends’ fathers. She’d seen photos of him just before she was born. He looked young in those pictures. There was a childlike quality to his smile.
“You met my dad during the war,” Erin said.
Hawkeye smiled at her, and then tilted his head to one side, curiously. “He really didn’t tell you a thing about me, did he?” he said.
“My dad doesn’t tell me anything,” Erin said.
Hawkeye rolled his eyes. “Well, that makes two of us,” he said. “Your dad, I mean, not my dad. My dad calls me to tell me what he had for lunch.”
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- Part 1 of both sides now (extended universe)
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12 Mar 2023
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And now there he was, Kimpo airbase, via Hawaii, via Tokyo, haggard layovers stumbling against unknown smells, sweating his fear in starched Class A's. He felt like a sideshow clown in the wrong costume, entirely misplaced, sleeping the sleep of terror in gradually shrinking aircrafts. When he emerged in the light, the loudness hit him first; he hadn't finished gathering up his wits when a teenage corporal started leading him away. He was a doctor. He was a draftee. He was in Korea.
And here was Hawkeye Pierce.
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B.J. Hunnicutt comes home from Korea struggling to grapple with what happened to him.
Or, a saunter through time and poetry, and what B.J. and Hawkeye do with them.Bookmarked by AMRV_5
13 Feb 2023
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Some stories we tell ourselves in order to live: March 1966 and August 1969, before, after, and between.
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23 Aug 2022
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It doesn’t really hit Hawkeye until they’ve finally reached the city, and Mulcahy’s eyes are staring in big, round, blue wonder at all the lights outside the window— His heart doesn’t sink, exactly, but it’s not really soaring, either. What do two men do on vacation from the worst place on Earth that can’t involve committing several offenses against God?
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They’ve been in Korea for a year and a half, and Mulcahy’s never been on R&R before. The best and obvious choice to teach an uptight little chaplain how to unwind is Hawkeye Pierce. But who better than Father Mulcahy to show a crazy agnostic that he might not need that much help after all?
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05 May 2022
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bj, hawk, and erin go back east to visit Hawkeye’s dad every year until he dies, and hawk reckons with it, and there’s lots of cooking and a party and flashbacks and domesticity
‘“Hawkeye, he was your father. As much as I don’t want you to be spiraling, I also don’t want you to just shove everything down that you’re feeling. You’ve got to know by now that that doesn’t help.”
But Margaret also knows he’s partly right. He’s grieving, but he’s not taking his father’s death as a personal affront against goodness and justice the way he did the deaths of all the boys he couldn’t save. She also knows she’s going to talk to BJ to make a plan to help Hawkeye get some closure. Sometimes one goodbye just isn’t enough.’
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- Part 4 of slide on the ice
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28 Mar 2022