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    “What do I get out of it?” Neil asked.

    “Pardon?”

    “I'm assuming I won't be playing,” he reiterated. “Nearly as much as the rest of the team or not at all- and don’t try to tell me any different because I can tell from your lot,” Neil gestured to Ralph and the rest of them. “That you love to pick up lost causes. So, what do I get out of filling your line so you can throw balls to each other.”

    "Oh~ I like this one." Andrew said. "Can we keep him, Coach?"

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    Neil gets a head injury that changes his mental stability. He is put on antipsychotic that causes him to become numb. After the Foxes recruit Neil's teammate in Milport and he's at the right place at the right time, he signs as well.

    First book: complete!

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    13 Sep 2025

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    Before fleeing to Europe, Mary and her son make a stop in Oakland.

    Alex — who is Nathaniel, who is Abram, and four other names besides — meets a boy on a roof.

    (Or, Neil and Andrew meet a little earlier. It changes things.)

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    13 Sep 2025

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  3. Rec 12

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    Matthew Lynch joins the PSU Foxes - set post Dreamer trilogy, but pre-sunshine court.

    Neil finds out his father is Niall Lynch. Turns out that means something to Kevin and Neil.

    Andrew doesn't trust the Lynch Brothers

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    13 Sep 2025

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  4. Rec 19

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    Kevin had been Riko's shadow for a decade and as much as he was happy and relieved to be free of him he also felt an empty ache like a chunk of himself had been removed, spliced and severed from him leaving a bloodied gash in its wake. knowing that Riko no longer existed outside of his head made his chest tighten, it wasn't longing but it was a complete dissection from what he felt was possible. Of course he had known that logically Riko was only a man but that didn't change anything really. Riko was still untouched, a figure leaning over Kevin waiting for him to fault.

    There were a million things Aaron could say that might actually be productive. That it made him irrationally angry that now even Andrew put him behind someone else, that he felt like Neil had stolen his family, that Neil had shown up and he and Kevin understood each other in a way he never could. That they all didn't hate Aaron because he was difficult or dysfunctional but because of who he was, because they all loved Neil. That somehow Neil never tried at school and his GPA was only .0023 lower than Aaron who killed himself studying. That Andrew was the only thing he might've considered home and Neil took him.

    Maybe things change

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    12 Sep 2025

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    Neil swallows back blood. “Andrew.”

    “Abram,” Andrew returns.

    “I’m losing my mind. I think I’m losing my mind.”

    “You aren’t,” Andrew says, so easy, so certain. “You’re tired. You’re scared. That’s it.”

    Neil grits his teeth. “I’m,” he exhales shakily. “I’m – seeing things,” he admits.

    In which Andrew gets into a car accident one week into the off-season, and everything is fine right up until he starts dying every night in Neil’s dreams. Things get worse, and then they get better.

    Or, how trauma and triggers persist even after decades of safety, and how Andrew and Neil navigate them and take care of each other throughout it all.

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    12 Sep 2025

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    Read again

  6. Public Bookmark 42

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    loosely tied trans neil smut oneshots all set in the canon universe

    series title is smile - tamino

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    10 Sep 2025

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  7. Rec 26

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    A lone figure arrives at USC under heavy scrutiny and silent tension. Marked by a cryptic roman numeral 4 tattooed on their cheek and an unreadable gaze, Noe moves through the campus and team with precision and control, never revealing more than necessary. They refuse to speak, letting the weight of their presence and discipline speak for them. As whispers, stares, and quiet judgments follow, Noe silently observes, evaluates, and waits. The team doesn’t know what to make of the newcomer trailing behind their captain like a shadow, unreadable and unsettling in their composure.

    No one knows who Noe really is. Noe intends to keep it that way.

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    10 Sep 2025

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    “Third alter? Oh, you must mean RR.”

    Bruce stared at Dr. Leland from the chair across from her desk, positively flabbergasted. RR? Dr. Leland already knew about Tim’s third alter—and she hadn’t told him?

    “You– You know who they are?” he asked, mouth open in shock and eyes wide like a deer in headlights—or a bat in headlights.

    “Well, I’ve never spoken to him,” she said, nonchalantly flipping through some files that likely had nothing to do with their topic of conversation. “But JJ talks about him a lot. I think he views him a bit like an older brother. He talks about him that way, at least.”

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    08 Sep 2025

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  9. Rec 40

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    Aaron needs to study. That's why he takes the drugs. To focus. It's only an addiction if it's out of control.

    - Aaron Minyard centric -

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    05 Sep 2025

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  10. Public Bookmark 85

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    When Five time traveled in 2002, he accidentally got himself into a different timeline, where it was 1985, he's in a small Indiana town Hawkins, and meets new friends as he tries to help them and find his way back home.

     

    AKA, Five gets himself transported into Hawkins, days before 4th of July 1985, kicks ass, and tries to go back home.

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    04 Sep 2025

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  11. Rec 26

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    Five often wonders how his life would have been like if he hadn’t woken up here.

    Part of him would like to imagine he would have lived a good life with his siblings in the new timeline away from the apocalypse.

    Last thing he expected was to wake up in a whole new universe where his siblings never existed along with him. Instead he was stuck in a god knows where facility where some maniac of his father copy lives to experiment on some kids.

    Oh well. Seems like he still isn't allowed to relax yet.

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    Five in stranger things, where he replaces eleven.
    This changes nothing and everything.

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    04 Sep 2025

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  12. Rec *

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    One day Five was traipsing through the sixties, herding his blundering siblings towards a better timeline and life, and the next he was awoken in a strange prison, with strange people, strange surroundings, strange history, and most important; a distinct lack of his family. Learning he had been brought to Stark Tower by Norse God Thor, Five discovers more about this odd new reality he had been unceremoniously dropped upon, and may discover something he didn't even know he was missing.

    Or: The story of how Tony Stark adopted a snarky grandpa, who really didn’t want to be adopted.

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    04 Sep 2025

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  13. Rec 11

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    Ronan never expected to fall in love with the sport, but it was inevitable.

    When he had his racket in his hands and his feet pounding on the court, Ronan felt alive. Exy was like driving a car 60 mph over the speed limit, the wind rushing by and the engine thrumming into his soul. It felt like dreaming something impossible into life, something so full of energy and magic it pulled on his whole being. But exy wouldn’t end up with him crashing his best friend's beloved car into a stray lamp post. It wouldn’t leave him with jagged scars along his arms and a ‘failed suicide attempt’ on his medical records. Exy was safe. Exy was real.

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    Ronan Lynch joins the Palmetto State Foxes. You know the drill.

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    22 Aug 2025

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  14. Rec 45

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    It's been years since Andrew wondered about the mystery of his birth father. But he's always been a curious cat at heart, and lately, the unknown has been eating at him. Ten years since Tilda's death (and a year after Part 3), Andrew and Aaron finally decide to solve the mystery of their birth father.

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    21 Aug 2025

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  15. Public Bookmark 14

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    What if Neil could shift into a cat?

    Neil Josten let his cigarette burn down to the filter without taking a drag. He let his cat senses take over, his elevated sense of smell magnifying the acrid smell of the smoke that reminded him of his mother. He heard someone fumbling with the locker room door and Hernandez's footsteps as he came to join Neil on the bleachers.

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    21 Aug 2025

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  16. Public Bookmark 16

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    Microfics of Neil with DID cuz I've read every single fic under that tag and I'm starved for content.

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    20 Aug 2025

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  17. Rec 36

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    “Baby,” And oh, Nicky was all sad eyes on the sun-kissed skin and dark, wild hair. Gaze full of solicitude and heartbreak, “Life can be hard, I know how hard life can be.”
    And then he said “Déjate querer.”
    Let yourself be loved.

    And Aaron said, “I don’t know how to, Nicky.” And it hurt so bad that both cousins' eyes welled up with tears.

    Or: Aaron Minyard’s daily struggles and pretending feelings are optional.

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    19 Aug 2025

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  18. Rec 19

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    a twinyard series

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    19 Aug 2025

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  19. Rec 26

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    Aaron has a new patient who reminds him a little too much of his brother and that former runaway Andrew keeps close after all these years. He makes a recommendation, and Andrew and Neil are hesitant at first, but eventually they accept someone new into their tight circle of trust.

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    17 Aug 2025

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  20. Public Bookmark 15

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    Johnny Storm somehow gets sick !

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    15 Aug 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

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