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    Still looking at the screen, Model Man says, “What is your stop?”

    “Ochanomizu?”

    “Hm.”

    There is suddenly a finger scratching at the hair at the nape of Shane’s neck, just above his collar. Model Man is touching him and looking at the train stops and manages to appear so casual that Shane almost convinces himself it’s by accident. A second finger joins the first, and now they are massaging a little instead of just tickling his hair, and it’s definitely not by accident.

    “Get off with me at next stop,” Model Man says, brushing his knuckles up and down Shane’s neck.

    Shane quits hockey and moves to Japan right out of college, where he gets really fixated on the hot guy in the ad for cherry-blossom flavored beer on his train. And then, one day, hot guy is on his train.

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  2. Public Bookmark 15

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    Shane Hollander is ashamed and humiliated after hooking up with Ilya in the penthouse is Las Vegas in 2014. They hadn't even kissed. He's had enough of whatever this is with Ilya. It's too hard. Too painful. Too confusing.

    So, he visits Lacuna, a place that promises to make him forget. Shane is wiped clean of every intimate moment he and Ilya shared, left only with the bland memories of hockey.

    When Ilya Rozanov faces off against Shane the next season, he meets Shane's eyes and sees Shane looking back at him like he's a stranger. Like he doesn't know him off the ice. Like he doesn't know what Ilya looks like when he comes.

    Horror-struck, Ilya spends the entire season spiraling. But when he learns what Shane did, he vows to do anything he can to get him back.

    ~

    Loosely inspired by Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind.

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    Shane Hollander spends his life in control. A star hockey player, Canada’s Best. He's the man his teammates trust when everything is on the line and the face brands clamour to put in their campaigns. Shane is good at everything. Until he’s not.

    A sickness bleeds beneath his skin, a desperate craving to surrender. Terrified, he does what he does best: buries it until it bubbles to the surface…and someone sees.

    Ilya Rozanov is an expert of his craft at Vetrova House, a place that trains Dominants and Submissives. Competent and too perceptive, he’s also a retired Dominant who hasn’t taken a Submissive in years. For good reason. Caring for anyone is dangerous; he learned that when his life blew up in his face. But Ilya’s demons continue to haunt him, and this time, they come with a point to prove.

    When Shane applies, Ilya does the responsible thing: assesses him and recommends another Dominant. But something goes catastrophically wrong. The House has failed Shane once. Now he must decide if he can give Ilya the power to do it again.

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    When the latest round of college graduates joins Russian-owned finance firm Avangard Omsk, CTO Ilya Rozanov finds himself completely knocked on his ass.

    Thanks to Elena Rygg — his friend, Svetlana’s VP of HR — and her concept of new hire lunches where eager new hires sit down for lunch with their hiring managers and the C-Suite during their first week, Ilya found himself sitting next to their CFO, ancient Scott Hunter, and across from what was, frankly, the most beautiful man he had ever seen in his life.

    Fresh-faced college graduate Shane Hollander joined Avangard Omsk mostly due to their incredible benefits package and only partially due to the handsome man he’d seen on their leadership page.

    However, several years into their (unknown) mutual pining, disaster strikes when their company is purchased by the Canadian-owned Centaur Group. Without a Russian company to work for, Ilya no longer has a valid work visa and with Centaur Group’s new benefit plan, Shane finds himself unable to afford his necessary migraine medicine.

    If only there was a mutually beneficial solution to their problems…

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    ‘You could come out,’ Shane said eagerly.

    ‘What?’

    ‘Come out, you know, tell everyone that you’re in a relationship with a man. Then you wouldn’t be able to go back to Russia, and your family would leave you alone.’ It was perfect.

    But Rozanov was shaking his head. ‘Risk is too big,’ he said. ‘Without Raiders contract, my visa will change, maybe I do not even get to stay in America. If I burn bridges with Russia, could be very bad.’

    ‘Oh.’ Shane thought for a minute. ‘What about Canadian residency? Then you’d get healthcare and be able to play for any of the leagues, or do something else entirely if you need to.’

    Rozanov looked confused. ‘I would have to play for Canadian team, maybe, to get Canadian citizenship, live in Canada, I don’t know how many years would take. Would be dream only.’

    Shane was terrified and excited at the same time as the rest of the idea fell into place in his mind. ‘What if we got married?’ he asked, stomach fluttering. ‘You’d get a Canadian passport, you’d be safe, no matter what happens.’

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  6. Public Bookmark 86

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    It is a truth universally acknowledged, that a single alpha man in possession of a good fortune and unstable ruts, must be in want of an omega.

    a.k.a.: The Raiders' GM forces Ilya Rozanov to buy an omega. He sets his eyes on Shane Hollander. The rest is history.

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    As soon as Shane shut the door, tears flowed down his face. The morning sickness, fatigue, sensitivity to smells all led to one conclusion: pregnancy.

    He and Ilya were safe. They used protection. Nothing could explain this except for the fact that condoms are only 98% effective.

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  8. Public Bookmark 16

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    Ilya & Shane find out they're dating the same guy. Heartbreak follows for each of them. They fight, heal, and give a second chance to love.

    ♡♡♡♡♡

    I'm bad at summaries. Take my word and read it.

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    His sister grabs him firmly by the shoulders. “Shane Hollander. My brother, my wombmate, my least favourite twin. I literally do. not. care. if you introduce yourself to this boy or not, but you have been yammering about him nonstop for fucking days and you very clearly want to talk to him, so as your older sister–”

    “–I was literally born first–”

    “You were removed first, we both know God wanted me to–”

    “You were breech and tried to take your fucking placenta with you, I don’t think ‘God’–”

    “A girl causes an almost-fatal hemorrhage one time and no one ever lets her fucking forget it! Whatever! The point is that you clearly want to talk to this guy and we just saw him walk over there alone so now is your perfect fucking chance! Just go say hi! Stop overthinking it!”

    “Wow, stop overthinking, what revolutionary advice. Thank you so much for that game-changing fuc–”

    She punches him in the shoulder hard enough to actually hurt. “Okay how about this, fuckface: either you go introduce yourself to him or I will.”

     

    OR: My brain said what if Shane Hollander had a sister, and then all this happened. Bon appetite.

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    “I’m your roommate. Shane Hollander.” Shane held out his hand for the man to shake, and immediately regretted it when the man slid his hand against it, his skin warm and rough.

    “Ilya Rozanov."

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    Ilya is Shane's roommate during university, and Shane hates his guts (or does he?)

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  11. Public Bookmark 14

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    Shane Hollander only really has three goals for his third year of university, he just wants to study, keep his head down, and enjoy the peace and quiet of his first single dorm room.

    Unfortunately for him, his new neighbour has other plans.

    What was supposed to just be a noise complaint soon spirals into so much more. Because after all, it's hard to maintain your peace and quiet when your neighbour refuses to stay on his side of the wall.

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    **Shane Hollander is entering his third year of university. This is the first year he doesn't have a roommate, and he's excited to finally have his own space. However, that excitement is very quickly ended when his new neighbour moves in and begins to loudly sleep with a new woman nearly every night of the week. But when he finally builds up the courage to bang on his door, Shane is faced with the very man he hooked up at party during his freshman year, and never saw again- till now. Ilya Rosanov.

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov get married in 2014 after the Sochi Olympics for visa reasons. (And not love reasons, not at all). That's it, that's the fic.

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  13. Public Bookmark 66

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    "Hayley." Rose grins, "Did you get Rozanov'd?"

    Shane blinks, "Rozanov'd?"

    "Yeah. Rozanov'd." Rose returns, "He flirts, sleeps with you, and then forgets about you as soon as you leave his bedroom."

    Hayley smiles, a little coy, "We did fuck. It was good. And...I'm seeing him again."

    Rose laughs, "No, you're not."

    Hayley nods, "I swear. I am. We agreed."

    Rose's smile dips, she looks shocked, "What?"
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    In which; Ilya goes on a date with Shane’s roommate, Hayley. And ends up developing a horrible, terrible obsession with Shane Hollander.

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    Shane never tells Ilya his room number after the incident in the showers. Instead, he becomes obsessed with his hockey rival and, years later after a game, follows him into a masquerade club in Boston with a very specific clientele. There are reserved rooms in the back for every member's fantasy. Ilya only has two requirements for his room: submission and freckles.

    Will Ilya learn who his new favorite, masked toy really is? Will Shane be able to tell him the truth of his feelings before the lies burn them both?

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    June 2010 - Toronto, Ontario

    Whatever that was can’t happen again. Ever.

    The fact is: he basically submitted to Rosanov. Multiple times. And his alpha was just…okay with it? Shouldn’t it have fought back or something? All it did was lie down and roll over. Useless.

    Shane makes a promise to himself. This will not happen again.

    January 2011 - Nashville, Tennessee

    It’s fucking happening again.

    All Rozanov had to do was give him his room number and Shane would come running to seek him out. Despite the fact that he shouldn’t want this, despite the wrongness of this whole situation–despite everthing.

    Despite being keenly aware of a million reasons why he shouldn’t, Shane gets into the elevator and presses the button for the 12th floor. He smooths over the edges of his fresh scent patch. Not like it’s going to save him now.

     

    omegaverse. accidental bitching over time. kinda slow burn. shane is weak for ilya, but aren't we all.

     

    p.s. if you recognize the title, i love you

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  16. Public Bookmark 65

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    Based on a Threads prompt by shmanders92

    When Shane Hollander was growing up, the world was mostly gray, although that was not quite the same thing as saying it was black and white. There were shades and depths and temperatures to things, enough that he never felt especially deprived. He could tell one jersey from another, could pick out the dark blur of trees against snow, could distinguish his mother’s pale sweaters from his father’s darker shirts. He knew what color was supposed to be because every child did. Red was one thing, blue another, yellow brighter, green somewhere in between. There were charts and coded labels and educational toys and entire school units devoted to teaching children how to identify colors they could not yet see.

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    Eight years ago, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov were hockey’s biggest rivals -and each other’s biggest secret.

    After the tuna meltdown in Boston, everything fell apart, they went their separate ways. No closure. No explanations. Just eight years of silence.

    Now, fate throws them back together at an international hockey camp in Kingston.

    Ilya has built a new life in Moscow. Shane has built one of his own. They’re older, supposedly wiser, and have every reason to leave the past where it belongs.

    Except old feelings don’t disappear just because you refuse to talk about them.

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    Six years after an injury ends his hockey career before it ever started, Shane is a successful agent at his mother's company.

    The news is out that Boston's Ilya Rozanov is on the hunt for new representation. When Yuna sends his old college roommate, Shane, to steal him away from their biggest rival firm, the negotiations quickly turn sideways, upside down, and occasionally off the rails.

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    Or, Agent!Shane has a serious praise kink but can't leave the closet, Ilya has already been to therapy and just wants his happily ever after already, and Yuna and David continue to be the greatest parents alive.

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    Ilya Rozanov, celebrated hockey star, gets perilously lost in the wilderness.

    Shane Hollander, wilderness expert and #1 Rozanov hater, finds him.

    They're stuck in the woods. Completely alone. Together.

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are soulmates. They just don’t know it yet.

    For ten years they have been the NHL’s most legendary rivals. They have spent a decade convinced that they are opposites, destined to collide but never to connect. But what if the universe, tired of waiting for them to take the leap, decided to intervene?

    It starts with a shared dream. A blue-lit, empty arena where the noise of the fans and the weight of their reputations finally fall away. In this silent sanctuary, Shane and Ilya are stripped of their armor, and in the soft glow of a world that doesn't exist, they do the impossible: they fall in love.

    But the dream world cannot protect them from the waking one. When a devastating accident on the ice leaves Shane’s career, and his life, hanging by a thread, their romance is thrust into the brutal light of reality. No longer shielded by dreams, they must navigate a world of traumatic recovery and public scandal.

    Shane and Ilya must discover if the bond they forged in the stars can survive the gravity of the real world.

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