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    What Remains by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    19 Jan 2026

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    Shane Hollander has always known how to live under scrutiny — how to be watched, measured, endured.

    He does not know how to live once safety is gone.
    And Ilya does not know how to love him without trying to bleed in his place.

    After a break-in fractures the illusion of normal, something shifts. The house feels unfamiliar. Silence grows teeth. Touch becomes something careful — or avoided entirely.

    Love stretches. Fear settles. And some wounds do not close simply because the door is locked again.

    This is a story about being taken — and about what remains.
    About endurance. About waiting. About loving someone who does not know how to love himself — and realising that sometimes love is not the thing that conquers, but the thing that survives.

    Or: A break-in changes everything. The danger that follows was never the one standing outside.

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    10 Mar 2026

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    clap when you land by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    18 Mar 2026

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    AU — The Centaurs’ plane crashes. No deaths are reported, and that should be a relief.

    Ilya survives. He just isn’t waking up.

    As Shane waits, the world continues on, and he’s forced to confront just how fragile their life truly is.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    Breed by

    Fandoms: Team Fortress 2  

    17 Apr 2016

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    An AU where the Red Medic captures a load of Scouts and surgically alters them into cunt boys. He pumps them full of female hormones and oestrogen, making them constantly horny and desperate for cock. At first they only have a cunt, but as time goes by their chest begins to develop, day by day expanding and getting fatter. When they reach a certain size they’re ready to be milked and finally bred.

    This is a breeder farm setting where human beings are kept like cattle, if this shit unsettles you don’t click any further.

    WARNING: This fic contains slurs that may be considered offensive. Proceed with caution.
    This shit is gonna' be extremely dubious and fucked up, as with all my work check the tags before proceeding further.

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    09 Feb 2026

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    Palmarosa by

    Fandoms: Baldur's Gate (Video Games)  

    07 Feb 2026

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    The love of Astarion's life has disappeared to go live in the daylight with the druids, and Astarion is stuck in the darkness once more, yearning for sunlight with every fibre of his being, while bitterly reflecting on all the things that were denied to him in the end - love, sunlight, the option to kill thousands of people and become a near-god...

    Raphael knows Astarion's desperate, and comes to him with not one, but two horrid contract offers that Astarion loathes and dreads in equal measure - but the prize at the end of both are too good to turn down, and he's become too cynical to care about how much of a good idea it is to give his body to a devil for a month or two, because really, comparatively, how bad could it be?

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    03 Feb 2026

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    lover, come home to me by

    Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    16 Feb 2026

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    Shane loses his game to a blizzard and his boyfriend to a bad hit, all in the same night.

    Snowed in with his parents in Montreal, he watches Ilya get stretchered off on live TV, and discovers that when your relationship is a secret, no one at the hospital thinks to call you.

    In Ottawa, Ilya wakes up with broken bones, a serious concussion, and a neatly edited brain. The months where he was lonely and depressed and fighting with Shane? Gone. He’s mentally living in the soft, hopeful beginning of things—and the more everyone tiptoes around him, the more wrong it feels.

    The Centaurs step up. The Hollanders dig in. Shane tries to convince himself that “temporary amnesia” is not the same thing as losing him.

    They’re still together. They’re technically fine.

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    20 Jan 2026