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What Remains by RimsHiddenQuill
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander has always known how to live under scrutiny — how to be watched, measured, endured.
He does not know how to live once safety is gone.
And Ilya does not know how to love him without trying to bleed in his place.After a break-in fractures the illusion of normal, something shifts. The house feels unfamiliar. Silence grows teeth. Touch becomes something careful — or avoided entirely.
Love stretches. Fear settles. And some wounds do not close simply because the door is locked again.
This is a story about being taken — and about what remains.
About endurance. About waiting. About loving someone who does not know how to love himself — and realising that sometimes love is not the thing that conquers, but the thing that survives.Or: A break-in changes everything. The danger that follows was never the one standing outside.
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10 Mar 2026
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clap when you land by quietafterdusk
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Mar 2026
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AU — The Centaurs’ plane crashes. No deaths are reported, and that should be a relief.
Ilya survives. He just isn’t waking up.
As Shane waits, the world continues on, and he’s forced to confront just how fragile their life truly is.
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- 102,256
- Chapters:
- 28/?
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- 2,702
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18 Feb 2026
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An AU where the Red Medic captures a load of Scouts and surgically alters them into cunt boys. He pumps them full of female hormones and oestrogen, making them constantly horny and desperate for cock. At first they only have a cunt, but as time goes by their chest begins to develop, day by day expanding and getting fatter. When they reach a certain size they’re ready to be milked and finally bred.
This is a breeder farm setting where human beings are kept like cattle, if this shit unsettles you don’t click any further.
WARNING: This fic contains slurs that may be considered offensive. Proceed with caution.
This shit is gonna' be extremely dubious and fucked up, as with all my work check the tags before proceeding further.- Language:
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- 11/?
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09 Feb 2026
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The love of Astarion's life has disappeared to go live in the daylight with the druids, and Astarion is stuck in the darkness once more, yearning for sunlight with every fibre of his being, while bitterly reflecting on all the things that were denied to him in the end - love, sunlight, the option to kill thousands of people and become a near-god...
Raphael knows Astarion's desperate, and comes to him with not one, but two horrid contract offers that Astarion loathes and dreads in equal measure - but the prize at the end of both are too good to turn down, and he's become too cynical to care about how much of a good idea it is to give his body to a devil for a month or two, because really, comparatively, how bad could it be?
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- English
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- 152,867
- Chapters:
- 41/?
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- 4,345
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03 Feb 2026
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lover, come home to me by cherrydialectic
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
16 Feb 2026
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Shane loses his game to a blizzard and his boyfriend to a bad hit, all in the same night.
Snowed in with his parents in Montreal, he watches Ilya get stretchered off on live TV, and discovers that when your relationship is a secret, no one at the hospital thinks to call you.
In Ottawa, Ilya wakes up with broken bones, a serious concussion, and a neatly edited brain. The months where he was lonely and depressed and fighting with Shane? Gone. He’s mentally living in the soft, hopeful beginning of things—and the more everyone tiptoes around him, the more wrong it feels.
The Centaurs step up. The Hollanders dig in. Shane tries to convince himself that “temporary amnesia” is not the same thing as losing him.
They’re still together. They’re technically fine.
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- English
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- 63,873
- Chapters:
- 5/5
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- 326
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20 Jan 2026
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never fallen (from quite this high) by crystalcrow
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
02 Jun 2021
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For most people, a problem is a matter or situation regarded as unwelcome or harmful that needs to be dealt with or overcome.
For Andrew Minyard, it’s the word that fits Neil Josten with a capital P.
(or, aftg from andrew’s pov)
((this fic is now getting edited - chapters marked with a ☾ have been worked over. slight chances might apply, but nothing too drastic!))
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- 43/43
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13 Jan 2026
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Nutmeg is an omega. This means he exists to take cock in his holes, whether he likes it or not.
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- Part 1 of Lupa’s Gift
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Warning, this is Dead Dove! Please read the tags!!!
Despite his punishing grip and furious eyes, Lucifer’s voice was syrupy sweet. “You won’t be seeing anyone until I’ve turned you into the perfect little wife. An extended absence out of nowhere isn’t out of character for you.”
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Lucifer would be lying if he said he hadn’t imagined claiming the unfairly pretty deer sinner as his own, and shutting him up in the process. He just needed a little push, and no one liked to push him quite like Alastor.
One snide comment too many about his inability to satisfy a wife, and Lucifer was raring to prove him wrong.Bookmarked by Alpears
02 Jan 2026
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☛ in which i write the medical kink fic of my dreams filled with as many enemas, rectal exams, prostate checks and humiliating medical procedures as i could possibly manage.
Doctor Pappas took a deep breath and then paused. He looked at Johnny very stoically before he spoke again. "Bad news first, I suppose. Thanks to your test results we were able to determine that your symptoms are due to a late onsent transition."
Johnny wasn't actually sure what that meant. A late transition? Transition to what? He knew that everyone transitioned to either an alpha, a beta, or an omega but that was... at puberty. He was twenty six. "What?" This didn't make any sense.
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- 80,164
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- 22/22
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30 Dec 2025
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(Set within the Underline the Black universe). Faber, an overworked beta with a major case of omega envy, meets alpha Caleb one evening in a bar in the little tourist town of Margaret River in Western Australia, after a day of stressing over a bushfire coming dangerously close to the facility where he works. On a whim, he decides to seduce and let himself be seduced by an alpha, only to realise he's definitely bitten off more than he can chew.
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- Part 2 of Underline the Rainbow
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- English
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- 20/?
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18 Dec 2025
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Melor is a closeted gay dom in Russia. He decides to finally listen to his family and "adopts" a sub. The sub is a pocketsize of bad managed anger. For Melor is love at the first sight
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- Part 2 of Difficult Love
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26 Nov 2025
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Some of y'all have been asking for various chapters from The Captive Prince 1 and 2 told from West's point of view, rather than Ryder's.
I have knuckled under.
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- Part 10 of Ryder & West
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25 Nov 2025
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Somewhere on the road, Mary Hatford gets pregnant with her second child. When she passes, she leaves behind not only Neil, but his toddler brother. Survival is difficult without also raising a kid. Worn out and desperate, Neil still somehow ends up at Palmetto, only this time, he brings his four-year-old brother with him.
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- Part 1 of The Sun Still Rises
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- English
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- Chapters:
- 95/95
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- 10,195
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21 Nov 2025
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A series of one-shot extras pre- and post-fic to pair with The Sun Still Rises. Or: The Foxes, Neil Josten, and his brother Alex through the years.
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- Part 2 of The Sun Still Rises
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- English
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- 57,488
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- 7/?
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21 Nov 2025
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Sekani is starting to get worried for real. The new primoid doesn’t calm down.
It’s perfectly normal for them to be aggressive in the first hours. It’s actually a good sign when they are not catatonic or too frozen from fear. Some react by sitting in a corner and staring at a point in front of them, others by being very loud but in both cases usually after an hour or so, they understand that there is no way out, they are not going to be hurt, and they gradually calm down.Usually they also eat and drink, maybe after some temptation, but eventually hunger wins their worries. And after seeing that the food doesn’t make them sick, they eat when given.
This one still hasn’t touched food or water, going on full speed in dehydration if he keeps going like this, and he has broken down everything that could be broken in his kennel.
OR Sekani is a vet alien that is specialized in the resque and care of stray humans. The new human is quite a thing..
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12 Nov 2025
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Sound was warping in Noctis’ ears. An alarm was blaring, but it faded in and out of the background, ebbing and flowing like the ocean tide. Footsteps pounded outside the tiny cell, yelling, screaming. Was there screaming? Or was it the alarm? The sound of gun shots. More yelling.
The door to the cell banged open.
”Over here! I found him!” Footsteps. “Noct! Noct! Oh gods, please don’t be dead.”
Noctis tried to move, but his body had failed him long ago. At this point, he was just waiting for death to come.
There were fingers on his wrist. A huge breath of air.
”Oh thank the Astrals. He’s alive.”
More running footsteps.
”Is he -?”
”Still alive.”
More sighs of relief.
”Who is that?”
”I have no idea.”
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20 Sep 2025
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Second Star to the Right by not_poignant
Fandoms: Fae Tales - not_poignant, Original Work
01 Mar 2026
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Arden suggests Efnisien deepens his BDSM relationship with Kadek, while he's away on rope and shibari workshops overseas for 5 weeks. Both Efnisien and Kadek are surprised at how quickly and deeply they fall into a challenging, intimate bond together.
(Part of the Falling Falling Stars universe and won't make a ton of sense without it!)
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- Part 7 of Spoils
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15 Sep 2025
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Alex hates Sebastian – which is great because Sebastian more than returns the favour – and what starts out as revenge fantasy turns into unironic lust, which evolves into unrequited love. Alex gets a job, Sebastian marries the farmer, and both of them lose almost everything before finding each other again. A story of two mutual bullies who learn how to messily grow up.
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- 267,018
- Chapters:
- 78/80
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- 7,285
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06 Sep 2025
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(Set within the Underline the Black universe). Alpha Anton is assigned a new omega, Alois Flitmouse, who is Hillview Rehabilitation Facility's very first voluntary admission and an older, independent omega who is escaping unfortunate circumstances and seeking protection, and is too jaded and tired to consider bonding with anyone.
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- Part 4 of Underline the Rainbow
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 91,367
- Chapters:
- 27/29
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17 Aug 2025
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At The End Of Everything by The_unconventional_Mystery
Fandoms: Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan, Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types, The Sun and The Star - Rick Riordan & Mark Oshiro, The Trials of Apollo - Rick Riordan, The Heroes of Olympus - Rick Riordan
25 Mar 2026
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So Will broke up with Nico four months ago.
Nico isn’t completely sure why but it’s probably because Will just… fell out of love with him. Right?And now Nico’s just trying to function as a normal college student in New Rome University. It marginally helps that Will left the city completely… Except for when he comes back.
- Language:
- English
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- 374/?
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11 Aug 2025