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i'm running low on serotonin (chemical imbalance got me twisting things) by zashizawa
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
14 Jan 2022
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When he didn't have Eddie, Buck felt like he was crawling out of his skin.
The thing is, he sort of expected it to just go away after he made up with him.
(Or, after the lawsuit, Buck is touch starved.)
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28 Sep 2025
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[No. 28: DENIAL | CCTV | Exposure | "They caught me red handed."]
Plenty of the 118 have magic. Eddie doesn’t know why Buck keeps saying he doesn’t, because he absolutely reeks of it.
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- Part 28 of whumptober 2024
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28 Sep 2025
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Buck wanted to go home. He wanted nothing more than to be back with his family and to go home. Things had been rough this last year though, first his leg got crushed, he had a pulmonary embolism, he was told he couldn’t come back to work, and then there was a tsunami. Even with now being allowed back at work after making the mistake of filing a lawsuit, things were still a bit strained. His family and home still felt like they were an arm’s length out of reach. Then, things get even worse somehow when he and the rest of the team get sent to see Dr. Wells after a particularly rough call.
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28 Sep 2025
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The hair on the back of Buck’s neck stood up as the silence settled over him like too thick humidity. Something was off. It was in the quiet of the apartment because silence had a stillness that was unmistakable. Buck knew the stillness of silence intimately. But instead, there was a heaviness that he couldn’t quite put his finger on. Like when something was invading a space that didn’t belong there.
“Hello?”
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28 Sep 2025
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the one where eddie is a nurse and his husband just so happens to be a fire captain by coupe_de_foudre
Fandom: 9-1-1 (TV)
01 Jun 2022
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28 Sep 2025
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It's not often that Buck is the sensible one in their little fire family - but seriously, someone has to let Eddie know that Hildy isn't taking over the world.
That is, if Eddie would stop panicking about sentient technology long enough to listen to him.
(or - the many ways in which Hildy interfered with Eddie and Buck's life, until they got the picture.)
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27 Sep 2025
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Buck's not sure what's going on when Eddie starts kissing him on the head after a rough call, only now it's A Thing, and it's a thing Buck would very much like to continue if he knew what it meant.
(or another Buddie fic where everyone knows except Buck.)
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27 Sep 2025
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The one in which there's too much pollen around, Eddie pines, and Buck is oblivious.
Or - Eddie's love language is acts of service, and Buck doesn't totally get it.
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27 Sep 2025
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Evan Buckley has never once been given flowers in his life.
That is, until he mentions it in a fit of self-pity at the firehouse. Then they're everywhere. What he can't work out is where they're coming from.
(or: Buck mentions never getting flowers before, and a certain someone decides to remedy that.)
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27 Sep 2025
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After being forced to use up his vacation days, Buck feels more alone than ever. Things are still strained between himself and his Firefam so he reaches out to a friend he met online. Shane invites him to come and stay with him and his wife, and while in Aus, Buck learns how to feed a joey, makes friends with chickens, and when a bushfire rages nearby, he steps up to the fight.
The 118 have no idea, until they see Buck's face on international news coverage of the fire.- Language:
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27 Sep 2025
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Buck gets into an accident on his way to work in the morning, and before he can explain why he's late, he gets thoroughly chewed out and the rest of his day goes way downhill from there.
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27 Sep 2025
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27 Sep 2025
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There’s a joke in here somewhere, probably. If he could figure out how to word it right. Hey, so we’ve both been broken up for a while—those Army days, man, shit gets lonely—
So, a widower walks into a bar, and he hasn’t been held by someone he loves in years.
So, the last time I was close to you, really close to you, I was restarting your heart. Isn’t that funny? We can laugh, right? You can laugh. It’s funny.
Jesus Christ.
Eddie rolls over in his empty bed, mashes his face back into his pillow, and forces himself to fall asleep.
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or: buck doesn’t touch eddie anymore. eddie’s losing it, a little bit.
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27 Sep 2025
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A series of fics that tell Buck's story from before, during, and in the aftermath of "waiting on the sunrise"
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27 Sep 2025
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The words hit the back of Buck’s neck and slid down his spine with the drops of the cold sweat collecting in the small of his back. The weight on Buck’s chest was an echo of what it used to be but still as suffocating as before when those words whirled around on repeat every time someone looked too long, looked too closely.
“He’s fine,” Hen had said to Bobby that day he’d come in sporting a bruise on his face and lying through his teeth about some bullshit with a bicycle.
The day Hen had lied for him too.
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27 Sep 2025
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Used to Think That Lovin' Meant a Painful Chase by Princessfbi for autumnchills
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
15 Mar 2021
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“Hey Hen,” Buck said as he let the book fall closed in his lap. “Can I ask you a kind of personal question without you getting mad at me?”
Hen’s other brow matched the one that was arched as she slipped her finger to mark her place in her book before she finally looked up at him.
“I should say no but now you’ve got me intrigued.”
“Have you ever had sex with a man?”
Hen’s expression flattened as she flipped her book back open. “I’ve changed my mind.”
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25 Sep 2025
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Buck's not sure how he keeps ending up in these situations, yet here he is. Face to face with a man holding a bomb. Yeah, Buck's pretty sure this is going to top the list of the universe being out to get him.
Bad Things Happen Bingo Fill:
Caught in an ExplosionSeries
- Part 8 of Bad Things Happen Bingo 2022
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25 Sep 2025
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Returning to the 118 after the lawsuit was...going about as well as Buck expected. The universe loves playing practical jokes on him, though, when the first call out he's allowed on turns sour quick.
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- Part 1 of Bad Things Happen Bingo 2022
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25 Sep 2025
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“Told you I’m easy to leave,” Buck says, chuckling.
And it’s supposed to be a joke, but it doesn’t quite hit right because it’s also true. Buck is the easiest person in the world to walk away from, even when he’s doing absolutely everything right.
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25 Sep 2025
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We Lived Through the Wreck of Our Hearts by soft_satan for autumnchills
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
16 Dec 2020
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When the door to the supply closet burst open, Eddie skidded to a stop only feet away from them, his blood turning ice cold in his veins. A tall, wild eyed man had an arm wrapped around Buck’s neck and a gun pressed to the side of his head
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25 Sep 2025