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There’s something here, something in the tub, something horrifying and incomprehensible and inhuman—
No. Not inhuman. It’s— It’s Eddie.
Buck’s lungs shudder for air, every cell in his body begging him to move closer, to get a better look, to bare his neck in submission. The candles only provide a meager light source, flickering and dim as they are, but there’s no doubt to what Buck sees before him: Eddie, lounging in the bathtub, and the elegant drape of his otherworldly tail where his legs used to be.
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Buck has always been drawn to Eddie. There’s just… something about him.Series
- Part 1 of A Fright Night! Triple Feature
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28 Oct 2025
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He knew, somehow, that it’s been Eddie this entire time. Buck would only trust one person to touch him like that, and it’s Eddie. His body is frozen, but he wouldn’t move anyway. Eddie holds the scalpel, the blade hovering over Buck’s skin, and he pauses. The knife stills, waiting, as he asks, “Are you ready?”
Buck prefers when he had normal nightmares, about being trapped under a truck or drowning or losing the people he loved, rather than undergoing surgery in his dreams.
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27 Oct 2025
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Eddie thinks about it, sometimes, showing up to the 118 and forcing Buck to deal with him. Maybe it would’ve played out the same way, Buck all huffing-mad at him and Eddie trying to figure out how to work with him without stepping on his tail. Eddie didn’t go back, because the 118 was Buck’s first.
Buck returns to Los Angeles; Eddie follows, like an echo of years before.
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- Part 2 of dissolution
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27 Oct 2025
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Buck’s hair is gray at the temples, buzzed neatly on the sides and a bit longer and curlier on top than Chris remembers him wearing it, and there’s a new scar through one of his eyebrows. He looks good, like he’s living a happy life, and the only possible reason Chris can imagine for Buck to be here at Helena Diaz’s funeral in El Paso is that Chris’s father brought him.
“Why would you come?” Chris snaps at him.
Buck blinks. “Why wouldn’t I come?”
“She didn’t mean anything to you.”
“I’m not here for her,” Buck scoffs. “She is dead. I’m here for him.”
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Chris is forced to grapple with the choice he made eleven years ago when his father comes back for Helena’s funeral.
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02 Oct 2025
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Buck nods, biting down his own smile. “I know we, like-- melded our minds together,” he says with a wet huff. “But-- I feel like-- I’ve known you my whole life.”
“Yeah,” Eddie says softly, and he doesn’t add, I feel like I’ve been waiting for you my whole life.
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Eddie is ten years old when the first Kaiju makes land in San Francisco. When another Kaiju appears six months later, and Eddie’s school gathers all the kids in the auditorium, he realizes with a sick feeling in the pit of his stomach:This was not going to stop.
(pacific rim AU)
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20 Jul 2025
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Into That Good Night by Nonymos
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, The Avengers - Ambiguous Fandom, Marvel Cinematic Universe, Interstellar (2014)
02 Mar 2015
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Steve Rogers has lived for entirely too long—long enough to see the world's end. The heroes are gone, and the Earth is pushing what's left of mankind towards the exit.
But when a makeshift team rises from the ashes, when a mysterious presence all but drags Steve there, he begins to think there may be hope yet. As they shoot for the stars one last time, Steve will get proof yet again that the future is nothing if not an echo of the past.
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28 Jun 2025
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the long slide from kingdom to kingdom by gyzym for fiveyearmission
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies)
21 Jun 2014
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They want you to love the whole damn world but you won't,
you want it all narrowed down to one fleshy man in the bath,
who knows what to do with his body, with his hands.-Richard Siken, Driving, Not Washing.
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25 Jun 2025
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Eddie doesn’t just wake up in Buck’s bed. Eddie wakes up in Buck’s body.
The universe was always going to find a way to stitch them back together.
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23 Jun 2025
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i didn't know i was lonely 'til (i saw your face) by notcaycepollard
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies)
16 Sep 2016
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Here’s a thing: it takes Steve five consecutive mornings to work up the courage to talk to Sam Wilson.
The sun on his skin, Jesus Christ. How it burnishes him until he’s glowing, radiant against the early morning sky all luminous pink-lilac, the sweeping white columns of the Jefferson Memorial as backdrop, and Steve starts having all these thoughts about the gods and myths he read about as a kid. The art, the statues, beautiful human gods carved in marble and gilded with gold. He draws Sam, once, from memory, and adds a laurel wreath almost without thinking about it.
(Later, he will find this equal parts mortifying and hilarious.)
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- Part 4 of the grace in monsters
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19 Jun 2025
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any thrill will do by coffeeinallcaps
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
06 Jun 2017
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He stumbles upon an article on the internet that talks about "the illusion of danger" and "fantasies of consensual ravishment or agreed-to aggression" and "willing, or empowered, submission or surrender". The article says things like it’s the wish to be beyond will, beyond thought. It claims that ultimately, choosing to forfeit control may not be to lose it … but to powerfully assert it.
Steve doesn't know what to think about the article. He bookmarks it just in case.
(In which Steve has dirtybadwrong fantasies.)
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06 Jun 2025
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Bucky starts to believe in a vengeful god on May the twelfth, year of our Lord two thousand and fucking eighteen, because that’s the day he makes fun of Clint Barton for carrying around a dainty little packetful of tissues in his pocket and honking into them like a congested donkey every fifteen minutes. “Fucking polleb,” Clint swears, wiping at his watering eyes. “Fucking claritin. Fucking zyrtec. Fucking bastards, all of dem.”
“What’s happened to your pokeymen now?” Bucky asks distractedly, not looking away from where Natasha is very slowly setting the last Joker on her vast, exquisitely balanced house of cards.
“Dat’s not - dey’re not pokémon,” Clint says, aggrieved. “Dey’re drugs. And dey don’t work for me.”
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05 Jun 2025
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Sam can’t help but roll his eyes. Take the boys out of New York but they’re still Brooklyn Catholics, that’s clear enough. Bucky catches the gesture, smirks hard enough Sam can see his eye teeth. It should be dangerous but he’s beautiful, pale and charming and recklessly easy.
“You wanna come in?” Sam asks, ignoring the noise Steve makes, and Bucky’s smile gets wider.
“Yeah,” he says. Steps up close to Sam. “I do.”
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- Part 2 of the grace in monsters
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05 Jun 2025
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only seeing myself (when i'm looking up at you) by notcaycepollard
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies)
06 Apr 2017
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“Tell me the truth,” Nat murmurs, softer. Takes her cap off, sets it down on the back of the couch. “If I said you were pretty, Steve, would you like it?”
All Steve can hear in her voice is honesty, just on this side of raw; it’s not her bloodless spy’s curiosity, not the way she’d asked about Peggy’s photo down in Camp Lehigh. Not a question just to gauge his reaction. Not teasing, either: this feels like she’s waiting on an answer that matters personally, maybe, and that decides him.
“Yeah,” he agrees, already breathless. “Yeah, Nat, I would.”
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04 Jun 2025
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On the first night let free from their cloistering, there is life to be remembered in a society that still produces human faces.
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28 Mar 2025
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Down to the sound of a heartbeat by MGCraig
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021), League of Legends
02 Sep 2022
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It seems a little selfish, the desire to fuck his partner awake.
But it’s been weeks. And he smells so fucking good.
At the very least, Jayce deserves to slip inside and stay there for a bit, maybe until Viktor wakes up. Viktor’s asked for it, after all. He’s described in excruciating detail just how much he’d like to wake up speared on Jayce’s cock, in fact.
So that’s all Jayce will do for now.
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03 Feb 2025
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tell me when my hunting days are done by dualwelding
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
07 Dec 2024
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The first thing Viktor notices as he opens his eyes is the absence of pain.
The second is gut-wrenching hunger.
Something’s wrong. Something’s terribly, terribly wrong.Viktor isn't fused with the Hexcore (he's fused with much, much worse).
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01 Feb 2025
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Jayce’s eyes snap to him, and Viktor almost gasps. There’s something wrong. Well, obviously, your lab partner’s just been regurgitated from a roiling ball of energy with a beard and a massive fuck-off hammer, thank you for the observation, Viktor - but there’s something wrong with Jayce, with his eyes. He looks crazed. He looks horrified, and all the more horrified the longer he stares.
“No,” Jayce breathes. He staggers forward, catching himself with his hammer. “No. No, no, no, it can’t be you. He didn’t mean- no.”
Viktor holds out a hand like he’s soothing a feral cat. “Are you alright? I can help you. Just- just let me stand.”
He picks up his cane, leveraging himself from the ground. Jayce keeps trembling.
“Not you, that’s not- that’s not what he said, not you, I can’t kill you.”
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Jayce is sent back to a time before it all fell apart.
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- Part 1 of bring back the joy
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25 Jan 2025
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Jayce needs a distraction. Viktor has a solution.
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The one where Viktor rewrites Jayce's Progress Day speech while Jayce sits pretty on his lap.
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07 Dec 2024
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have a brother in the cut by rosewitchx
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021), Disco Elysium (Video Game)
20 Nov 2024
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THE WINDS OF CHANGE - I AM THE CITY.
I AM ZAUN.A moment post-S2 Act II. Jinx dreams about the voice of the Undercity.
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06 Dec 2024
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A birth, a death, a wedding, a pair of missing cufflinks, and the road to California.
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12 Nov 2024