AssclownFish
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Sometimes the memories that linger longest, are the ones that seem inconsequential in the moment; and each leaf blown from the burning tree, sends another small fragment away…lost to the endless void.
“Why, it almost sounds like a dowry. I won’t have to change my surname will I?”
At his light hearted jab, the Doctor responded swiftly, “make zero mistake, Feofan,” he pressed his fingers along his jaw, using his thumb to tip his head to look at him once more. “I am not giving you away. You are just being moved to a pedestal more suited to your skillset. You belong to me until we both perish.”
Setting from the first meeting to the last.
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“Lord Dottore!”
“Lord Dottore!”“What is it?”
“It’s about Lord Regrator—.”
…Life without Feofan didn’t calculate anywhere into his existence and such a consideration, even for a moment in passing, settled like a disharmonious note that echoed through his body.
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Dottore’s(35) reaction to Pantalone being poisoned.
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When Zandik finally glanced up at Feofan, the weight of a dozen deaths, reflected in eyes shaded by exhaustion. The cold, still air in the darkest hours of the morning took the life out of his face—colorless skin, from exposure to frost, accentuated the deep lightless crimson of his eyes. Hollowness that barely suited his usually rigidly collected demeanor. Not a tear would ever spill from eyes so empty, but the sheer magnitude of his misery made him… inexplicably…
Beautiful.
A terrible medical emergency comes with all the consequences of acting as a Doctor, and Feofan witnesses them first hand.
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Hundreds of years after Zandik’s death, Pantalone discovers a secret kept tucked away in the documents left by the segments of Dottore that shatter the last barrier around his cold heart.
He still has one last dose of the elixir left, and he chooses not to take it.
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Ten years is a long time to keep yearning for the person that turned away, and the words another never dared to speak.
[Short scenes in the aftermath of mockingbird’s fall.]
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Putting Glass Back Together by AssclownFish, Sevargs
Fandom Zenless Zone Zero (Video Game)
09 Sep 2025
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Essentially Lycaon and Hugo’s journey through marriage, divorce, and remarriage with outside trauma, inside trauma, and everything inbetween.
All of the stories within are better read together, because details do make it later works, HOWEVER, they can all be read individually without requiring the others. They all just take place within the same fic timeline.
Currently:
1. Memories like Shattered Glass
2. In the Wake of Us (not added to the set yet but it goes here)
3. Paper Face of Gold
4. A Dance With WolvesFuture (on hiatus until my inspiration comes back and zzz remembers they exist :
1. 6 chapters planned.
2. Possible 3 part thing- Words:
- 131,188
- Works:
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- Bookmarks:
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A Guide to Navigating Middle-Age by Fluffy_muffin_uwu
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
08 Oct 2026
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As the Segment representing Zandik in his middle years, 45 has a normal midlife to-do list, including but not limited to:
Paperwork nobody else wants to deal with; an existential crisis because his lover is now, technically, the original Zandik’s lover; rage-baiting his fellow Segments; accidentally acquiring a child—wait, how the fuck did that happen?
(or: Isn’t being accepted what makes us feel human?)
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A peek into everyday conversations of Il Dottore's Segments.
Written in the style of Anomalous Tree Marrow II.
Bookmarked by AssclownFish
04 Jul 2026
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"You feel ashamed that you like having me here. You feel guilty at your own affection."
She didn't argue, but stared at him, hard, defiant, "You are disgusting. So, no, I will never stop feeling guilty. I will never stop feeling shame."
"Perfect," he made sure to show her all of his carefully crafted teeth, "Then I will never go hungry."
He was surprised when she smiled back, all sharp white fangs and flashing dragon eyes. She had never looked less human.
"And you're addicted to me," she countered, meeting his eyes without flinching, "so I will never get lonely."
Bookmarked by AssclownFish
16 Nov 2025