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    Xie Lian is getting married to his ghost, which is fine, it's whatever - or it would be if it didn't make Mu Qing keep thinking about a certain person--things! Just random things!

     

    Sometimes there’ll be a quality to the light in the mortal realm or a scent and he’s back there, like he never left: the cramped space beneath the window, the unraveling knit of a homespun blanket, a thumb pressing, light, at the pulse in his throat. Like that he’s back to being suddenly seventeen, the stupidest age imaginable. And he can prove, in short order, why that’s true.

     

    But he doesn’t go there; he stops at threshold, draws the door firmly shut over the last full evening of his mortal life. Only it’s been harder to do that lately, and he’s been catching glimpses of it in the tail of his mind’s eye. The bead of water at the corner of Feng Xin's lip, licked slowly away. The long, heavy-lidded stare...

     

    What's that you say? You want to read nearly 75k of Mu Qing Going Through It? Well, boy howdy, have I got great news for you...

    This fic is finished. All chapters will be posted by 2/15.

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    17 Feb 2025

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    “Like, you could’ve said that I’m–”

    “So brave and strong for surviving? Oh, I was so, so worried. Good job for surviving so long without me,” Mu Qing says, rolling his eyes while drawling out the last sentence, words so saccharine they send chills creeping down his spine. “Good boy, Feng Xin.”

    A strange, warm tingle spreads through Feng Xin's body, all the way to the tips of his fingers, as he feels his face flush.

    The first realization that strikes his poor, poor heart: Mu Qing staring at him with his piercing, slightly mean gaze, saying nice things about him however sarcastic it may be, makes his heart burst and skin burn.

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    08 Feb 2025

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    Amidst the blossoming recent developments of their relationship, Feng Xin and Mu Qing are summoned to investigate strange new occurrences in an island shared between their two southern domains. They quickly realize that the island holds secrets which may be beyond even their comprehension: declining worship, broken arrays, poisons, a cult leader, an atheist governor, inter-sect conflict, political instability, a vibrant red-light district, a mangrove monster, ghostly interventions, and a secret history which cannot remain buried forever....

    Feng Xin knows that he and Mu Qing are something. But is it love, or is Mu Qing only curious about one thing? And can they clear up their misunderstandings, or is courting Mu Qing a bad idea from the start, doomed to fail like his last great love?

    Mu Qing doesn't know what he wants. He knows that Feng Xin is attracted to him, but will Feng Xin stay by his side once he gets what he's after? Is it worth the risk of opening up, or is he putting his cultivation--and their current relationship--in danger?

    Title is from Li Yu's poem, My Idle Dreams Roam Far (Gazing at the South).

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    02 Feb 2025

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    'I’m here, let me in.'

    Mu Qing startled again, hitting his elbow against the window frame. It didn't hurt, but it was strange to fall into such clumsiness.

    'Where’s that?'

    Within the array, Feng Xin huffed.

    'Where else? Come to your fine wooden doors, General, before I kick them in.'

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    31 Jan 2025

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    “You want me to come with you on the holiday that you specifically booked for you and your girlfriend?”

    “Ex-girlfriend,” Sirius corrects.

    Remus looks at Sirius searchingly, and once again, several emotions flicker across his face; only this time, his expression lands on something like hope.

    “Yeah. Okay.”

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    Sirius is dumped by his girlfriend and drags his best friend on a holiday across Europe. And somewhere between Berlin clubs, Parisian boulevards, and Transylvanian villages, they fall into each other.

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    12 Nov 2024

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    Caught in the endless depths of Wuyong’s ruins, three old friends find themselves needing to stop and rest. While Xie Lian falls into fitful sleep, resident feuding generals Xuan Zhen and Nan Yang find themselves deprived of distraction and forced to face a frightening possibility: having a conversation.

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    11 Sep 2024

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    Ever since Mount Tonglu, Feng Xin has been touching Mu Qing more often, and more softly, causing a swooping sensation in his stomach every time.

    It’s not a bad feeling, necessarily, but Mu Qing can’t really tell if it’s good, either — not until a curse makes him unable to feel any touch at all, and he realizes just how much all those gentle touches have been affecting him.

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    11 Sep 2024

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    "I should have just walked over," Feng Xin continues, "spread your legs and tell you to touch yourself for me."

    That's such a lewd thought. It would have gotten Feng Xin slapped and probably stabbed too, but it's such a sexy thought to imagine.

    "Filthy," Mu Qing tells him.

    “But you like it.”

     

    Or, There is a stud watching Mu Qing from the bar, and Mu Qing hates that he is actually into it.

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    30 Aug 2024

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    But the slaughtered cultivators weren’t the only problem; the sabre had been carried all over the cultivation world by now, and brought devastation everywhere it went. Every crop failed to reach harvest within twenty miles of the weapon, drought followed it like a shadow, and there had been several cases of spontaneous madness in its vicinity, though it wasn’t yet clear whether they were linked or mere coincidence.

    ‘Zhanmadao…’ Feng Xin whispered aloud. He could picture the sabre so vividly in his mind despite not having seen it for over eight hundred years. He was certain it was the same weapon.

    Mu Qing died 800 years ago. Now, his beloved Zhanmadao shows up again out of nowhere, causing death and destruction to all who dare to touch it.

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    26 Aug 2024

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    Hua Cheng lowers his hand, and both Feng Xin and Mu Qing crash to the floor. Feng Xin winds up with rugburn on his cheekbone and a dislocated shoulder, getting the better end of the deal than Mu Qing, whose nose is gushing blood between his fingers. Payback for earlier, at least—but his satisfaction is short-lived when Xie Lian hiccups a sob on the divan and then breaks into a string of rapid cries so panicked they sound painful. He slaps at the cushions of the divan, terror escalating, eyes wide open.

    “Help, help, help, help,” he gasps between cries. “Help me. Help me. Please. Please!

    When a tongueless spirit appears in the south and curses ghosts, gods, and mortals alike with catatonia, Hua Cheng, Mu Qing, and Feng Xin must work together to solve the mystery behind the curse and save Xie Lian from the horrors ravaging his mind.

    They may never find a cure, however, if the villagers plagued by the spirit don’t stop lying to them at every turn.

    Now with fanart!

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    23 Aug 2024

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    Mu Qing is hit with sex pollen. Feng Xin helps him out.

    One of these things is true.

    “Gorgeous,” Feng Xin’s repeating, over and over. “You’re perfect. Never known someone to take my cock so well.”

    Mu Qing drags himself from his stupor. “What,” he gasps, “like it’s hard?”

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    04 Dec 2023

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    Chu Wanning knows that someone is watching them, pulling the strings behind the scenes. It would be so nice, if only that person was gone.

    When he gets a chance to remove that person himself, of course he takes it.

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    08 Jun 2023

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    In which Wolfwood struggles with intimacy, and Vash somehow finds a way to make it so much worse.

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    31 Mar 2023

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    Here is where I was writing a PWP but then some plot got sprinkled in.

    Ch.4. Life Affirming

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    15 Mar 2023

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    Mystery Work

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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    05 Feb 2023

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    28 Dec 2022

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    The Cold Springs do sound nice, for once. But it doesn’t feel right, leaving his poor Lans to suffer at the hands of their own diligence like this. Even if he can’t sprout an extra arm to pat down all of their brows, there has to be something he can do.

    He glances down to the platters he’s set out in front of him: the carefully-cut fruit on one end, the watermelon rinds preserved on the other. And then he remembers.

    (Or: during Gusu's first heat wave in over twenty years, Wei Wuxian decides to cook for his family.)

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    23 Dec 2022

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    “I’ll help,” Lan Wangji says.

    “Hey, Lan Zhan...” Wei Wuxian unfolds his leg and gives his foot a playful kick. “I told you to think about it! This means I’d be here for a long time, taking up your time, your space, your peace. And I can’t pay you! I have nothing of worth to give. It isn’t as simple as-”

    “I’ll do it,” he says again, more forcefully this time. “You don’t have to give me anything.”

    Wei Wuxian looks away, hiding a small smile. Doesn’t he know Lan Wangji would do anything for him, by now? Doesn’t he understand that he holds Lan Wangji’s life in his hands?

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    Post-CQL Wei Wuxian comes back to the Cloud Recesses to ask for Lan Wangji's help with his new golden core.
    Together, they learn how to communicate, how to ask for things, and how to touch each other.

    Their relationship develops in between quiet dinners in the Jingshi, meditation sessions, core training and a lot of Lan Juniors speculation on whether or not they're actually together yet.

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    08 Dec 2022

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    Lan Wangji is a trauma surgeon single father with way too many things on his plate. Wei Wuxian is a computer genius who moonlights as a music teacher and loves musicals. They meet when Lan Wangji is late picking up his son from school.

    Turns out there's more than one type of trauma, and some types are easier to fix than others. It will take a lot of patience, support, found family, and love but they'll get there in the end.

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    30 Nov 2022

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    “Why are you being gentle with me?”

    Mu Qing couldn’t hold his gaze this time. Self-preservation sired all kinds of fears in his mind.

    All they had ever done was hurt the other. With words, with blows. With memories that even eight hundred years could not erase. But they protected each other, too. No one else was allowed to hurt Nan Yang. He was Mu Qing’s—to fight with, to hurt, to heal. Only his.

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    Or, Feng Xin shares spiritual power with Mu Qing to help him heal from the cursed shackle.

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    17 Nov 2022

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