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    I mean she doesn’t at least not **legally**, but definitely emotionally. But when you are getting most of your gossip out of the mouth of babes some things get lost in translation. One outsider’s perspective on how they assumed their child’s classmate had three fathers for most of the school year.

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    28 Feb 2026

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    Crying this is so fucking funny

    Crying it's over i love them

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    Ilya: everyone welcome luca haas new rookie 🫨
    Ilya: i gave him all your numbers do not introduce yourself
    Ilya: i do not need phone buzzing i am busy

    Or, a look at Luca Haas's life—and consequently, Shane and Ilya's—through his texts over the years.

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    27 Feb 2026

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    CACKLED

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    “Good, well then that brings me to the real topic of conversation.” Another sigh from Coach Wiebe, “As I’m sure you’ve already guessed, those highlighted names have been offered rookie contracts and they’ve each expressed interest in living with a vet for their first year.”

    Ilya felt his heart fall into his stomach, afraid of the next words to come out of his Coach’s mouth.

    “We asked the rookies who they’d like to live with and, well, LaPointe wanted to board with you, Chouinard. And Young with you, Bood,” Wiebe then turned to Ilya who had frozen on the spot, “And Roz, Haas wants to live with you.”

    Bood and Chouinard chuckled as they watched Ilya’s eyes widen in horror.

     

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    Luca Haas was drafted 2nd overall by the Ottawa Centaurs in 2018. Two years later, he anxiously moved halfway across the world to play his rookie season with the team. He requested to live with Ilya Rozanov and they slowly became family.

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    25 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    UGH IM GROWING MORE AND MORE FOND OF LUCA THE MORE OF THESE FICS I READ

    CH 15

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    Ilya Rozanov knew his English wasn't the best. As one of his ways to improve it, he started reading stories that fans wrote about hockey players on the internet. After meeting Shane Hollander, he decided to try writing some of these stories. To improve his English, of course.

    Or, Rozanov journaled all of his interactions with Hollander in English and posted them as fanfics online.

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    24 Feb 2026

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    I AM ACTUALLY SCREAMING OMG I GIGGLED SM THROUGHOUT THIS FIC

    CH 6

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    Ilya never meant for this to get so far. So big.

    It had started off with a couple hate tweets here and there. Nothing unusual, every hockey player had haters, especially ones as prominent and talented as him and Hollander.

    Ilya never listened to what people on the Internet said. Why should he care what random people behind a screen thought of him? Especially when they were Scott Hunter fans. Or worse, Pike fans.

    He thought it was the same for Shane, who barely ever used social media in the first place, let alone look up his name on them to see what people were saying about him. But Ilya was wrong.

    or

    Ilya creates a secret Shane Hollander fan account to defend his boyfriend's honor while still hating on Scott Hunter and destroying Hayden Pike

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    22 Feb 2026

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    Giggling screaming crying

    Ch 10

  6. Public Bookmark 33

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    Shane and Ilya have come to terms with their feelings and have a plan. The plan is solid and will work, and it's all based on them two being friends. Maybe best friends even, but very good friends at the very least.

    But at some point it becomes obvious people will believe what they want to believe, so what's the point in even stressing about it or even hiding in the first place?

    ---

    In which Shane and Ilya realize the power of ending every suspicion pinned on them by just saying no homo. It's surprisingly effective

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    21 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Screaming why are they so perfect

    Ch 4

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    Luca Haas had a secret Tumblr art account from the mid to late 2010s. One of his posts wasn't of his art though, and of course that's the post that comes back to haunt him years down the line when he is playing for the Ottawa Centaurs with his idol and mentor, Ilya Rozanov.

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    20 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I LOVE. I LOVE THIS

    CH 6

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    In the early hours of Saturday, the Hockey world was ablaze with the news that Ilya Rozanov was dead. Killed in a tragic car accident leaving behind a slew of devastated fans and a grieving husband still reeling in shock.

    The news also came as an incredible shock to Ilya when he awoke that same day, hungover and bleary, but very much alive. 

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    02 Feb 2026

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    SCREAMING I CRIED

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    Shane gets added to the Ottawa Centaurs WAG group chat and gets the support network he didn't know he needed.

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    01 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Screaming and crying and throwing up they are so in love

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    Ilya looks over from the sofa as Jackie heads into the living room, perking up in interest. “You are calling Pike? Was good play today. You remembered how to score! Well done.”

    Hayden groans. "Rozanov? Dude, what are you doing in my fucking house?

    "It is girls' night," Ilya informs him primly. "I am one of girls."

    Or: Game day at the Pike house.

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    31 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    FUCK I LOVE THEM SO MUCH THEY RUINED MY LIFE

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    Sarah
    Does anyone have the number for Shane's girl from Boston? I feel bad that they've been seeing each other for this long and we've never added her here.

    Jackie
    Oh good point! Let me ask Hayden.

    Jackie has added Lily to the conversation

    Lily
    what
    what is this

    Or: Ilya Rozanov is, apparently, one of the girls.

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    31 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Omg I fucking love this

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    a companion piece to back and forth from new york showing the in-world social media response to the events of each chapter!!

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    28 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Makes me laugh so hard omg
    Read with each chapter of part one of this series

    Ch 44

  13. Rec *

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    After coming out to Rose, Shane decides he doesn't want to lie anymore, even if he isn't sure coming out will mean he gets happily ever after with Ilya. When coming out to the Voyageurs leaves him wondering what his future in Montreal might look like, he lets himself be a little selfish, he lets himself wonder if there might be somewhere else he might be happy. If Montreal wants to get rid of a generational player, he's not about to stop them, especially if it means he can get a little closer to joy.

    --

    Or: Shane Hollander leaves Montreal in search of something better.

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    28 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    OH MY GOD THIS FANDOM LITERALLY GRABBED ME BY THE THROAT AND OHHHHH MY GOD THIS FIC IS ACTUALLY SO BEAUTIFULLY WRITTEN AND I'M CRYING RN BC THERE IS NO MORE LEFT TO READ RN AND AHHH

    ch 45

  14. Public Bookmark 23

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    Dazai is dreading the ADA company Christmas party. Naturally, he brings Chuuya along so he doesn’t have to suffer alone.

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    25 Dec 2025

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    SO FREAKING CUTE OMG

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    He must have knocked. Some time after, the door hauls open.

    "That's just great," the short redhead in the doorway sighs with disgust, all silken lavender robes and flat eyes, "Just what I needed after a long flight back home. Shitty Dazai, the last thing I want right now is to see your ugly-ass face, so fuck off out of here."

    Dazai is staring at Chuuya blankly, and can't remember what made him think he could come here.

    "Right." His whisper is thin, raspy. Right. Of course.

    Like a ghost that doesn't know it's dead, he turns around, and he begins to leave just the way he came.

    "Dazai?"

    _______

     

    After Odasaku's death, Dazai ends up at Chuuya's door, rain-soaked, dissociated and grieving.

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    24 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    AHHH I LOVE THEM SM THEY RUINED MY LIFE

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    "Open it," Kunikida tells Dazai, nodding at the file.

    Dazai eyes him in bemusement. Slowly, after a few seconds, he does, pulling up the lip of the file and reaching inside. He takes the contents out slightly, only for himself to see.

    He stills at what he does see.

    Kunikida snatches the file out of his startled hands and upends the contents all over the table for everyone to see.

    The reaction is absolute silence, except for a small gasp from Naomi. Junichirou is asking, "Is that…"

    "Nakahara Chuuya," Yosano answers, her eyes fixated on them with shock.

    They are pictures.

    They are pictures of him and Chuuya, together.

    ___

    The ADA finds out about Chuuya and Dazai's relationship, which leads to Kunikida saying some deeply hurtful things to Dazai. Chuuya takes care of Dazai in the aftermath.

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    24 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I freaking love this author bro ❤️

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    Dazai, for the first time ever, feels like celebrating his birthday with Chuuya.

    But things don't really go as planned.

    *

    "What do you want, mackerel?"

    "Am I not allowed to check in on my doggy?" Dazai asks as if affronted, with a hand to the chest.

    "Shut up and get to the point. Do we have a mission or something?"

    "No," Dazai says, and then sort of trails off and goes quiet, blank. It's not something he is very prone to. His hands are sweaty and he doesn't know why. His arm jumps a little at his side.

    "Then what? If you're not gonna talk, I'm gonna -- "

    "Does Chuuya know it's my birthday today?"

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    24 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I sobbed so bad omg

  18. Public Bookmark 2

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    District nine is where Dazai Osamu and his sister Elise live, having had fled district 10 when their parents died and left them orphaned.

    it's the eighty first hunger games when Dazai gets chosen as the male tribute, and must leave everything else he knows behind - his family and his work. his mundane life.

    somewhere throughout the way, he meets, allies with, and eventually becomes close friends (or possibly more(⁠。⁠•̀⁠ᴗ⁠-⁠)⁠✧) with a tanned ginger from district four.

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    06 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I know ts bouta be fire🤞

    Ch 5

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    After Hallowe'en in 1981, Severus Snape went back in time to his fifth year at Hogwarts. This time around, he kept his head down, kept out of notice, and kept Lily's friendship. Now, he and Lily have graduated, and they're on their way to Norway to study at Dragehiet, a thousand year old dragon reserve and interdisciplinary academic institution. What will Severus do with his freedom?

     Volume 2 of 3

    Note: This work will NOT make sense unless you have read part 1 of the series.

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    05 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I LOVE THIS SM AHAHAHSHHH

    CH 20

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    "What will you give?"
    "All that I am and will be. All that I have, if it will save her life."

     
     

    On the 1st of November, 1981, Severus Snape made a deal with Time.
    On the 29th of January, 1975, his second chance began.
    He didn’t care what it took - this time, Lily was going to live.

    Volume 1 of 3

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    05 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    THIS IS SO FREAKING GOOD WOWHSH

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