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"You can't keep doing it, Eddie." Buck tells him as he pins Eddie in place with his wide-eyed stare. "I can't keep standing by while you run into situations where there's a maniac with a gun!"
"Jesus," Eddie breathes out and sinks back into his chair, but before he can say anything else, it's like the hose has been turned on full, because Buck is up and away.
"Like, I never understood Bobby being scared about me and the sniper, or… well… I did, but my need to protect everyone outweighed everything else, including Bobby's logic and fear." Buck paces the space around the kitchen table and Eddie can see the way his hands tremble.
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Once the dust settles after the stand-off in the market, Buck realizes that some scars haven't really healed properly.
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- Part 2 of Bek's s9 Coda Collection
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"That was weird, right?" Chris asks, jolting Eddie out of his daze. "I mean," he shuffles around at the dinner table and raises an eyebrow. "Her being here, not a girl running out of the house."
"Christopher," Eddie warns with a small scowl.
"Not like I'm wrong," Chris mutters before leaning forward on the table, chin resting in the palm of his hand.
Eddie sighs and nods. "But you're right, uh, about her being here."
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What happened after Abigail fled the Diaz family home...
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- Part 3 of Bek's s9 Coda Collection
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When Eddie meets Kim, he thinks he's found a candle to light the way out of the dark. He can be stable again, he can have purpose again. Little does he realise that the candle is actually a stick of dynamite.
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"No, that's right," Buck says slowly. "You're… you're my best friend, Eddie, and outside of telling me that I need to end things with them, or-or teasing me about it with Ravi, you haven't said anything about this stupid situation at all!"
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- Part 1 of Bek's s9 Coda Collection
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Faithful Friends Who Are Dear To Us (Gather Near To Us) by BekahRose
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
25 Dec 2025
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There are pictures of Bobby and abuela adorning the wall above the mantle place, in particular, pictures taken from the Christmas after Shannon had passed away, when Eddie had had to work—the whole A-Shift had had to work—and Bobby and Athena had worked to surprise everyone with a family meal and the unwrapping of presents.
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In the lead up to the holiday following the deaths of Bobby and Abuela, Eddie notices that Buck's starting to spin out...
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Ugh your dads suck, his friend Phoebe texts when he tells them where he’s gone for the summer. And – yeah. Yeah, they do. What are they even going to do while you’re there?
That’s a thing Chris usually doesn’t correct people about, the idea that he has Dads, Plural. It’s easier than talking about his dead mom, easier than answering people’s questions about why he only has Dad, Singular. People who have Mom, Singular don’t usually have to answer questions, but when it’s a dad, people get curious.
He doesn’t really get why, but he knows it’s easier to just let them assume things sometimes.
chris misses his dad. he misses his mom. he misses buck. he's still trying to figure out what it means that he misses them all in the same way.
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16 Nov 2025
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“Ravi said there was an uneven number of people and someone would end up date-less on the last round.”
“And you thought that would be me?”
Eddie raises his beer to his lips, eyebrow quirking along with the motion.
“Ravi thought it would be me.”-
Based on the speed dating speculation from our glorious behind the scenes content so far :)Bookmarked by BekahRose
05 Oct 2025
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Eddie has decided it’s time to find out what joy looks like to him.
Swearing off dating, he pours his energy into adoption papers, therapy, and late-night study hours to get certified as a paramedic.
Buck is trying to move forward too. He’s dating beautiful Camila, who seems like an ideal fit. Something about her dark hair, sharp canines, and competence as a nurse feels easy.
But between grief, tequila, and a newborn who refuses to sleep, moving forward starts to look like something else.
“Lizzie, meet Evan Phillip Buckley. We call him Buck. And Buck, meet Elizabeth Joy Diaz. We call her Lizzie.”
At the sound of her dad’s voice, Lizzie blinks, wide-eyed. Her eyes are large and still a pale shade of gray.
“Elizabeth Joy?” Buck asks.
“Yeah. She’s gonna hate it, isn’t she?”
Buck stifles a laugh. “If she has any taste.”
“So you don’t like it?”
Buck rolls his eyes, but his smile is wide and genuine, lighting up his whole face.
“I love it, Eddie. It’s perfect.” He turns his gaze back to the baby. So small, so soft. She looks impossibly fragile, yet perfectly safe and content in Eddie’s arms. “She’s perfect.”
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The next one came a few weeks later, when Buck was sleeping on his couch. This one was different, much different. It had been so vivid, more so than any dream he’d ever had before, and he woke up exhausted, as if he had actually spent the night getting railed into oblivion instead of just dreaming about it.
Still, he didn’t think much of it.
It’s been months now, and it still happens.
He dreams of Buck more often than not now.
Tonight, Buck is asleep on his couch, and Eddie is dreaming in his bed.
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Incubus!Buck helps Eddie feel pleasure.
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02 Oct 2025