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    At eleven years old Ilya Rozanov's class is given an assignment:

    They will be randomly paired with a student at another school in Canada via email. In order to get full credit on the assignment, they must send at least five emails back and forth and gather enough information to write their project.

    After seven years, Ilya is pretty sure he's done enough for 100%

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    Shane and Ilya sending emails throughout the years. What happens when they meet?

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    26 Apr 2026

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  2. Public Bookmark 96

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    Set in a 2025 AU, with Ilya and Shane both in their late twenties, this story follows Ilya Rozanov as he crosses paths with Shane Hollander — and starts paying attention.

    Shane Hollander never joined the NHL.
    Ilya Rozanov never learned how to slow down.

    A silent disco, a hoodie, a podcast, and a handful of almost-moments later, they’re both in deeper than they meant to be — and neither of them knows what to do with it.

    Slow burn, divergence, softness, and the slow realization that wanting something doesn’t mean you know how to keep it.

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    26 Apr 2026

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  3. Public Bookmark 14

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    He had felt the thread between them snap. The taut cord along his chest, anchored around his sternum, relieved of pressure when the other end of the link hit the ice.

    All he could do was watch.

    Watch, as the paramedics hurried onto the ice in a blur of bodies and gear, not making any sound.

    Watch, as a hand held him back from gliding forward to the blue, crimson blur in a sea of white, chasing the phantom of the thread that used to be like muscle memory or an exercise of habit.

    He swallowed once, accompanied by dryness, the taste of dread, and the metallic tinge of overexerted lungs from the cigarettes he had said he’d quit.

    His mouth formed a word, a name. One he had said before in a whisper, and then lost the one attached to it.

    OR: Shane dies during the Boston/Montreal game but he comes back as a ghost.

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    26 Apr 2026

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    "Who is it?" Luca was practically bursting with excitement, desperate to know who his captain was engaged to.

    "Is a secret." Ilya smiled again and pulled his t-shirt on.

    "What if we can guess who it is?" Luca was not giving up.

    "Yeah, we can play 20 questions!" Zane proposed.
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    Or: The Centaurs notice Ilya's engagement ring, and they have to play 20 questions to guess who his fiance is.

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    26 Apr 2026

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    Shane never gets injured that night at the Montreal vs. Boston game. Ilya ends things between them. They spend the next year trying to forget each other in other people. Their yearning betrays them.

    Based on the song Pushing It Down and Praying by Lizzy McAlpine.

    "When I close my eyes
    You replace him
    Wearing no disguise
    You erase him
    I wanna feel guilty
    I wanna feel that it's wrong"

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    24 Apr 2026

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    After Scott Hunter comes out on national TV, Ilya wants nothing more than to go to Shane's cottage and figure out a way to make their relationship work. Too bad he broke things off and blocked Shane after the Montreal/Boston game that sent Shane to the hospital. Upon discovering that Shane has blocked him back, Ilya decides to show up at the cottage and win his Hollander back.

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    “Jane would not block me,” Ilya insisted again, even as his chest constricted with uncertainty. Ilya Rozanov did not get blocked, especially by pretty, pouty, freckled Canadians who meant everything.

    Marleau threw his hands out in helpless surrender, Ilya’s glare fierce enough to send him scurrying from the kitchen. Ilya waited a beat before carefully tapping Shane’s contact to call. He held his breath, heart sinking to the pit of his stomach as it rang once and connected to voicemail. Clenching his jaw, he hung up and tried again. Then one more time, torment ripping through his already tattered heart. This time when it connected, he left a message. Short, sweet, and full of intention even if Shane wouldn’t hear it. “I’m coming to the cottage.”

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    23 Apr 2026

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    “…You want to?” he asks.

    Shane blinks. “What?”

    “Kiss someone.”

    The question makes Shane’s brain short circuit.

    Shane swallows. “I mean—yeah.”

    “Then why haven’t you?”

    “I don’t know.” Shane shrugs again, shoulders tight. “Timing. People. It’s just… not something I think about like that.”

    That’s not entirely true.

    He does think about it. Just in a different way. Abstractly. Like something other people do, but not he himself.

    Ilya watches him for a long moment.

    “I could show you.”

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    21 Apr 2026

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    What if Shane and Ilya had been drafted to the same team and fell in love as teammates instead of rivals?

    Shane and Ilya are both drafted to the Minnesota Nomads. What begins as new teammates building a friendship slowly deepens into a quiet, intense love neither of them expected.

    A story of teammates-to-lovers, found family, tragedy, and a love strong enough to survive even the coldest nights.

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    21 Apr 2026

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    “Sylvia,” Shane murmured, clearly mortified.

    “What?” she said innocently. “I’m just saying. And I’m also saying that a certain someone here, hasn’t stopped staring at someone else since they walked in. Their partner has been doing all of the work.” A brow was quirked towards the Russian paramedic.

    Ilya nearly dropped his gauze “Da- I mean no, I—” he started, then stopped, flustered.

    Shane looked like he wanted the floor to swallow him whole.

    Cliff snorted under his breath and turned away, suddenly very interested in the supply bag.

    Sylvia leaned toward Shane. “Ask for his number,” she whispered loudly enough that it wasn’t a whisper at all. “They’ll be taking me away in T-minus five minutes. You don’t wanna miss your shot kiddo!”

    Or Shane is a Librarian and Ilya is a Paramedic. They meet , fall in love, have a baby together . Oh and Shane is Autistic and worries a lot.

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    21 Apr 2026

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    Shane knows the plan to wait to come out until they retire isn't ideal, but he doesn't have a better one. He thinks that he and Ilya can make it work, until his mom points out how long they will have to live their lives in the shadows.

    But once he realizes that, he immediately knows that he can't come out. It would ruin his legacy.

    He's pretty sure that's why he doesn't want to come out. No other reason. Right?

    He is sure that's all it is until Ilya asks him if he would be safe if he came out. And he can't answer.

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    or Yuna does the math on the retirement plan and when she points this out it opens Shane's eyes.

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    also known as this author had (1) idea for a scene and had to reverse engineer a multi-chapter fic to make it happen.

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    21 Apr 2026

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  11. Public Bookmark 83

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    Shane Hollander was a generational hockey talent. That's over. Now he is going through the motions as a rookie player on Canada's Sled Hockey Paralympic Team.

    Ilya Rozanov is the Captain of the Russian team and the best sled hockey player in the world. The whole world. He'd be the first to tell you.

    A Sled Hockey Heated Rivalry AU where I keep the rivalry and take away all the legs. Parallels the events of the Heated Rivalry book/ Heated Rivalry sn 1.

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    21 Apr 2026

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  12. Public Bookmark 94

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    In a world where bonds are sacred, theirs was never meant to break.

    But Ilya broke it anyway.

    Shane barely survived the aftermath—the silence, the cold and the hollow echo of something that should have been eternal.

    Until the bond tears open and starts to fade.

    Ilya is dying.

    Dragged back together by magic neither of them can escape, Shane is forced to face the past he buried—and the man who left him behind.

    With war closing in and truths unraveling, one question remains:

    Can love survive betrayal… or will it destroy them both?

    OR

    What if Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov exist in the world of ACOTAR?

    A story of love, war, and finding their way back to each other—no matter the cost.

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    18 Apr 2026

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  13. Public Bookmark 56

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    Shane likes things in order. Ilya likes to pretend he doesn’t. After too many games, too little sleep, and a dinner party they shouldn’t have hosted, a stupid argument spirals into something neither of them can take back.
    Old habits resurface. Old wounds echo. Ilya storms out. Shane reflects and reaches for something he never has before. Somewhere between a cigarette and years of almosts, they figure out how to come back to each other again.

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    18 Apr 2026

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    Shane and Ilya have had a crush on each other for years and neither have done anything about it. Until one day when Ilya sees Shane on a date with another man. The date is not going well, so Ilya steps in to save Shane, who is all too willing to end the terrible date in favor of being with Ilya.

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    17 Apr 2026

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    The summer before his second season with the Centaurs, Shane Hollander is supposed to have his body and his life under control. He’s married, training hard, doing everything right.

    So the nausea, the bone-deep exhaustion, the aching chest and low back, the way his body feels wrong in all the old ways he thought he’d outrun?

    He blames stress. He blames the season. He blames anything but himself.

    Shane knows his body. He has spent years fighting for it.

    But one rushed doctor’s visit turns into an ultrasound, and suddenly he’s thirty-plus weeks pregnant with a baby he didn’t plan, didn’t want, and doesn’t know how to make peace with.

    Now he can’t outrun anything anymore.
    Not the dysphoria. Not the fear of the league finding out.
    Not the family he’s already carrying.

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    hi i need more trans!shane hollander. and as a trans man who wants to get pregnant someday obviously i had to make shane pregnant. without him knowing though. sorry bb

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    16 Apr 2026

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    A few months after the FanMail incident, Yuna Hollander decides to do what she does best. With the added benefit of having another son to lovingly manage, of course. The internet, unsurprisingly, loses its shit.

    Or, Shane and Ilya go on the press run to end all press runs, courtesy of Yuna Hollander.

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    15 Apr 2026

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    Shane Hollander is tired of wanting someone he cannot have, and he’s dying as he waits for someone who will not stay. Someone who doesn’t want to stay, not when there are so many others waiting for him. Fun of another variety, Shane left a treat amongst many.

    It’s humiliating. It’s distracting. And it feels like shit.

    He wishes he could erase his feelings, move on as easily. In an effort to gain back control over the ‘situation’ that has become his romantic attraction to a notorious player, Shane attempts at imitating Ilya Rozanov’s methods until he perfects them and becomes as good as keeping it light and casual as his rival.

     

    Or Shane tries to Hoe Phase himself into a self discovery journey to choke and kill his feelings for Ilya Rozanov. Ilya is not the only who suffers from it, but he sure feels like he’s being choked and killed.

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    Story ends after chapter 6 but I keep writing bonus because the hyper fixation doesn’t end.

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    14 Apr 2026

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    “I’m not sure,” Shane says honestly. “I just didn’t expect a man to fall onto me as I left the bathroom.” He explains truthfully that something he said made Ilya burst out in laughter. His head tips back, and Shane is starstruck. This man is the most beautiful thing in the world, and the way his throat contracts when he laughs makes Shane’s blood spike.

    “You’re funny, Shane Hollander,” Rozanov says, and now Shane is panicked for a different reason.

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    Ilya Rozanov is in a band and Shane Hollander is a hockey player. When their best friends (Hayden and Marleau) finally introduce them no one is ready for the fallout.

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    14 Apr 2026

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    Shane is convinced that Ilya Rozanov—captain of the Boston Bears and Shane’s newest student—hates him.

    Ilya joined Shane's yoga class specifically to get closer to the hot instructor, but every attempt at flirting only seems to make things worse.

    Neither of them has any idea the other is completely in love with them.

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    61,464

    14 Apr 2026

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    The line connects and Shane is met with a chaotic jumble of noise. Loud music and voices 

    “Hello?”  

    “hmm, hello” 

    Shane freezes

    The voice is deep and familiar but there’s something different about it, something heavy and a bit slurred 

    “Rozanov? Are you—are you drunk right now?”

    Or: Shane sends a risky text, Ilya does not take it well

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    40,800

    14 Apr 2026

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