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  1. Public Bookmark 48

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    The only difference between a ghost and a memory is that a memory decays. A ghost, by nature of its unnature, is immune to rot and instead exists in stasis. Such an idea could only exist in fiction. Fiction kinder than any Dazai could imagine himself living.

    Or, a study in haunting, and the long shadow of loss turned biting.

    Or, the ADA has a mission to deal with a series of deaths related to hauntings, if such a thing even exists, and Chuuya has his own aims. But what is really going on in that house, and can two people so familiar with being haunted, even without the influence of the supernatural, stand to get so close to it?

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    14 Sep 2026

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    When the Armed Detective Agency first recruited their newest member, Dazai Osamu, they had no idea what kind of trouble they were inviting through their doors. On paper, he looked like the perfect addition—brilliant, sharp-minded, and exactly the kind of detective the Agency could be proud of.

    In practice, however, Dazai quickly proved himself to be nothing short of a living nightmare. The first week alone had proven that.

    Dazai Osamu was a menace. He was insufferable, a total nuisance, a walking migraine in human form.

    His boyfriend, on the other hand, was an absolute sweetheart.

    (or Chuuya bakes and wins hearts at the ADA)

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    10 Sep 2026

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    Dazai, as we all know, has completely reasonable reactions when people are nice to him, including but not limited to: losing the ability to speak, experiencing heart palpitations, collapsing, and laying down dead.

    In which Chuuya finds himself Very Infrequently managing to say something complimentary, and Dazai responds by being the world's most cringefail flopman while also pretending that he is being completely normal.

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    10 Sep 2026

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    The detective puts his hands inside his pocket. “6 months of snack and ramune supplies, delivered to my desk every morning.”

    Chuuya blinks. “What?”

    “I’m trying to make a deal with you, Mr. Fancy Hat,” the detective states. “I know that you’ve been dating Dazai again for roughly two months, have been visiting our dorm for the past three weeks, and have no immediate plans on disclosing your relationship to both of our organizations despite the truce.”

    Chuuya gawks. Who the fuck have been telling all these details to him?!

    Or: the times when Chuuya tries to bribe everyone who accidentally finds out about his relationship with Dazai, and the one time when he doesn't have to.

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    10 Sep 2026

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    Chuuya smiles at the memory, reliving the night in his head. “He’s a second year university student. He’s only two years older than us and in his second year. He told me it's because he skipped a year in high school. Now that I think about it he must be very smart.”

    “Big deal, I could have graduated university by the time I was fifteen.”

    The five times Chuuya was courted by people and the one time it was Dazai’s turn.

     

    Or: Throughout the years Chuuya is approached by different people interested in him, Dazai loses his mind while being completely oblivious as to why it bothers him so much.

    Or-Or: Chuuya’s long journey of finding his Type™.

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    10 Sep 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 16

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    After a very messy breakup, Chuuya think he'll never see Dazai again, That is until he finds himself having to work with him. After their previous lead singer had to quit Dazai took up the role, not knowing that Chuuya was their lead guitarist. They now have to work without showing everyone that Chuuya would be perfectly fine with Dazai dropping dead at random.

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    10 Sep 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 82

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    Chuuya was three sketches in, facades pinned neatly on the felt board, when a voice ghosts up behind his ear.

    “Your balcony lines are crying for help.”

    He turns. Tall, loose-shouldered, sleeves rolled, tie loose. The kind of tidy that looks like it wants to fail. There’s a grin that says he’s already won something.

    “And you are?”

    “Dazai Osamu,” he replies, like the name should carry gravity. “Also on this entry. Which makes me your partner, chibi.”

    “What the hell did you just call me?!”

    chuuya didn’t ask for a partner, especially not dazai. but work makes them share too many late nights, until rivalry morphs into routine, and routine slips into something harder to name.

    architect & engineer!bsd au - set before in the span between us

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    10 Sep 2026

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    Nakahara Chuuya has had a million questions his whole life.

    Why does he hear a stranger's voice when he sleeps? Why can't he remember the first seven years of his life? Why is Dazai Osamu hellbent on being the shittiest shithead to ever shit on this earth?

    On his 18th birthday, however, things change.

    Despite no answers, he no longer has so many questions.

    Just one:

    Where the fuck did these undead creatures come from?


    OR: Dazai and Chuuya are high-school enemies that have to work together to make it out of a zombie outbreak in their school — insert unwavering trust, mutual pining and a shitload of angst.


    [COMPLETED 15/7/26]

    Love from,
    Mil 🤎.

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    10 Sep 2026

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    Chuuya has spent centuries watching every god in Olympus find their soulmate. Or well, every god, but him. Thus, when he discovers the existence of a soulmate archive in the Underworld, storing every match, he embarks on a trip to find it.

    The king of hell offers him a wicked deal: a peek into the archive, for the measly price of his soul.

    .
    .

    In which the God of the Dead and the God of Spring are soulmates, play the long oblivious game, and make it everyone’s problem.


    "You once shone as the morning star among the living,
    but now you shine like the evening star among the dead." – Plato (Epigram 670)

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    10 Sep 2026

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    I could do so much more with you, he’d sworn, studying Sheep-stained bracelets — longing for a claustrophobic place in his skeptical ribcage. To wound from the inside. 

    See?, he would have said, from that carcass. You bleed too. 

    Or: Soukoku, in three acts.

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    07 Sep 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 25

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    After the final battle with Fyodor, the Port Mafia hosts the ADA while waiting for things to calm down.
    In the meantime they make a video call with Chuuya and Dazai, still in France, to assess the situation.

    From the text:
    "Well done, partner" he said, putting the emphasis on the last part, for the first time in four years, addressing Dazai as his partner.
    Dazai visibly tensed at that, sliding his arms around Chuuya's back, effectively hugging him.
    "Dazai..." Chuuya murmured, surprised.
    "Just this time, let them do this.. as a reward for me saving the world.."

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    07 Sep 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 23

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    Much too determined for his own good, Chuuya speaks up again, “But—just give it a try, damn it. Quit whining and let me help. Once. This one night, yeah? Then you can decide whatever the hell you wanna do next.”

    “…Fine,” Dazai caves at last, dragging the word out dramatically. “Since you’ve finally decided to take up the offer of becoming my personal maid, then I suppose I have no choice but to accept it.”

    Chuuya shoots him a glare. “I am going to drown you in that bathtub.”


    Dazai is the embodiment of contamination—filth, dirt, and rot incarnated. An intruder in the sea of Chuuya’s being. A shark lurking in his water.


    or: Christmas Eve two years after the DOA case’s conclusion. Dazai believes his time to surrender himself to death’s embrace has finally come. Chuuya convinces him to reconsider. He takes him into an embrace of his own instead—one that is painfully tender and human.

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    07 Sep 2026

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    “In the future, you won’t have to be Pierre’s guest,” Charles already knows what Max is going to say, and he braces himself to hear words that shouldn’t even really feel like impact, but always do anyway, “because you’ll be mine.”

    Charles wants to weep. More than anything, he thinks he might want to be Max’s.

    But, that is not something he can ever say.

    Or,

    When Charles was thirteen years-old, he may or may not have fallen for his best friend's brother. Those feelings also may or may not have ever disappeared.

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    03 Sep 2026

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    So this is how it goes:

    Chuuya Nakahara does not hate Dazai Osamu.

    If anything, Chuuya Nakahara absolutely despises the man that is Dazai Osamu.

     

    But somehow, there was also much more to it than just that. A catch, if you will.

    Like most things in Chuuya Nakahara’s life, there always seemed to be.

     

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    All it took was for Dazai to see how ever so beautifully Chuuya had played piano on stage before him, and suddenly Dazai's falling head over heels.

    And yeah, maybe he's a little too obsessed. But Dazai has a plan, and strategy sets the scene for the tale afterall, right?

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    27 Aug 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 76

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    Really, Chuuya just wants to get through the autumn semester.

    Then a man almost jumps off a bridge and derails all of Chuuya's plans to maintain his sanity.

    But along the way, Chuuya unexpectadly finds something much better:

    Love.

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    I suck at summaries. Basically this just a really self-indulgent university roommates au plus they volunteer at a dog shelter. And fall in love.

    -
    (This is completed.)

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    27 Aug 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 90

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    Dazai Osamu has four months ahead of him to try to forget the last year of his life.

    To help him in this noble endeavor he has the aid of the beautiful coast of the south of Italy, surrounded by a language he can't speak and faces that won't induce nightmares, and the cheapest alcohol money can buy.

    However, he has the misfortune of meeting a beautifully angry redhead that will only make things more difficult for him and ruin all his self-destructive plans.

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    27 Aug 2026

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    Chuuya knew he was screwed the second he saw the email subject line: ACADEMIC STANDING: IMMEDIATE REVIEW.

    Which was just a nice way of saying ‘you’re failing, dumbass.’

    He showed up to the academic office straight after practice.

    The lady behind the desk didn’t even bother to pretend it was good news. “So,” she said, typing something into her computer. “Nakahara Chuuya. Psychology 101. You’re sitting at… a 57.”

    Chuuya sank lower into the plastic chair. “I bombed the last quiz,” he admitted. “… And the test before that. But I swear I’ve been—”

    “But you still need a C to stay eligible for your team. And if you want to stay in your major at all, you’ll need a B.”

    He already knew this. Coach had told him the same thing two days ago. ‘One more failed test and you’re benched. Permanently.’

    “So what?” Chuuya asked. “I’m getting dropped?”

    “We’re assigning you a tutor,” she said instead. “You’ll meet once or twice a week until your grade improves.”

    Chuuya blinked. “A tutor.”

    OR
    Chuuya gets set a tutor. The tutor is no other than Dazai Osamu—the outwardly queer guy in their school. Could this get any worse?

    (Yes it can)

    Req for ml jade_ackerman!

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    Chapters:
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    27 Aug 2026

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    To Kaveh, Alhaitham is just a brutally honest loner of a genius. To Alhaitham, Kaveh is a bumbling, frivolous, art-obsessed idiot. But, when their worlds collide in an unforgettable way, their lives become intertwined so deeply to the point where becoming untangled is out of the question. Or possibly… outside the realm of their desires.

    –or–

    Kaveh and Alhaitham gradually realize that their presences in each other’s lives aren’t as painful as either of them initially imagined. Within a college setting, of course.

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    27 Aug 2026

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    Hair in a bun, skates laid out on the floor, and an idle tune hummed under his breath — he’s nearly set.

    His phone starts ringing while he’s rushing towards a bench to put down his belongings, and he scrambles to reach for it in the depths of his bag. He finds it, finger poised to answer as he looks up.

    And that’s when he sees him.

    Even through the hockey helmet, Kaveh can see the familiar traces of gray hair. If the height and broad build weren’t a dead giveaway, that certainly squandered any doubt. Alhaitham. The Sumeru Jackals hockey team’s main defenseman. Of course… who else could it be?

    Kaveh stares at him for a beat too long before snapping himself out of it. There’s no way. There is no way he’s here.

    Or; Renowned figure skater Kaveh returns to the competitive scene after a season of absence. Enter Alhaitham.

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    16 Aug 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 68

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    "Max, we're brothers," Charles pressed his palms against his chest, trying to build at least some kind of boundary. "We have to stop."

    Max caught his wrists, pinning them to the wall, and hovered so close his hot breath brushed Charles's lips.

    "Brothers don't kiss until they bleed, Leclerc. And they definitely don't want each other the way we do right now."

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    31 Jul 2026

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