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All of it’s Golden, My Body is Floating by andieplatonically
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga)
24 Sep 2025
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Hikaru doesn’t understand his feelings for Yoshiki. But he knows Yoshiki makes him feel good, and he wants to make Yoshiki feel good in turn.
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18 Oct 2026
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it’s a wonderful cat life by PrinceDrew
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
20 Aug 2026
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The first time Hikaru meets Ebi-chan, she runs and hides from him.
The second time, she hisses at him from the comfort of Kaoru’s lap.
The third time, she hisses at him, takes a swipe at his ankles, and retreats.
The fourth time isn’t even worth talking about.
“She’s getting braver,” Yoshiki says with an unsettling amount of optimism, holding Hikaru’s hand by the wrist as he examines the cuts Ebi-chan’s claws left. “She got ya worse than Mince-aniki ever did Hikaru.”
Or: ‘Hikaru’ faces his greatest challenge yet: trying to befriend Yoshiki and Kaoru’s new kitten.
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20 Sep 2026
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This body is yours too by ivvan
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
19 Apr 2026
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In the midst of self-doubt, Hikaru feels insecure about the body he inhabits. Yoshiki steps in and reminds him of his worth.
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02 Sep 2026
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Only look at me by D3ru
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga)
08 Dec 2024
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Looking at Yoshiki the way he is right now, ‘Hikaru’ is certain he would never allow anyone else to see or do anything like this to him.
“Y'know, Yoshiki…you're mine, right? Ya wouldn't do this with anyone else?”
Something dark is laced in ‘Hikaru's’ voice, something uncanny.
“Never…don't worry. I don't think I could have what we have with…anyone.”
He swallows, knowing that there's no going back on his word.
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'Hikaru' fears he will never understand the different ways humans love, but he wants to learn. Naturally, the best way to figure out his feelings is to take Yoshiki out on a date.
Yoshiki, still coming to terms with his own desires, underestimates what he's in for.Bookmarked by Charisma101
01 Sep 2026
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I Want Under Your Skin by DulledButterKnife
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
20 Jul 2026
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It’s been a long time since Yoshiki first put his hand inside Hikaru’s chest. Long enough he’s nearly forgotten about it—long enough that he’s entirely forgotten what it felt like for Hikaru to ‘touch’ ravenette back. So when it catches Yoshiki off guard when Hikaru’s replacement asks for him to do it again.
It catches him even more off guard when he offers to return the favor.
And somehow, even more so yet, when he accepts.
AKA: an excuse for me to write them ‘mixing’.
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01 Sep 2026
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in wind, in water, you're mine by AllForNothingAtAll
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
13 Jul 2026
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in which 'Hikaru' takes a Yoshiki forgotten by society to the cave where he originally appeared
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01 Sep 2026
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the same as you by rottenboydreams
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
03 May 2026
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”…Is that why he stared so much? Did he also linger on the sight, afraid to look away, afraid it would disappear? Did he also want to reach out and touch it, just to know it’s still there?
Did he also…think it was the most beautiful thing he’d ever seen, and fight this brutal temptation?”
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Or: Yoshiki finds comfort in the fact they both struggle with their uniquely shameful desires
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01 Sep 2026
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You Dreamt About Life in The Big City by radicar
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
01 Oct 2025
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Stories of Yoshiki and 'Hikaru' navigating life in Tokyo as young adults. Yoshiki attending college and 'Hikaru' working to keep them afloat. Though the more open-minded environment allowed their relationship to grow into something deeper—closer than what it would have been in their small village, they still navigate a partnership that appears strange to onlookers.
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01 Sep 2026
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A Piece of You by Mr_Rookie
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
29 Jul 2026
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Yoshiki can't keep Hikaru's bone in a plastic bag forever. It's just too precious and pretty, he needs to cherish it, somehow... And Asako might give him a few ideas.
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Yoshiki and Hikaru yearning hard for each other and having no idea what to do with that
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31 Aug 2026
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covalent by chinxe
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
11 Sep 2025
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Lately, Yoshiki's been attracting a lot of attention—both from humans and from sinister supernatural entities.
Sinister supernatural entities that aren't [Hikaru].
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- English
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31 Aug 2026
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Our Bond Beyond Comprehension by littlepikmins
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga)
04 Jul 2026
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It had only been a few months now since the events in the village involving the company, and he can vividly remember the day Kurebayashi had convinced him it would be best to leave Yoshiki's side. A part of him wonders if she was right all along - if ‘Hikaru’ had taken away Yoshiki's chance for a normal, happy human life.
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05 Jul 2026
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experience with you by angeltrumpets
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
15 Mar 2026
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It was 'Hikaru'’s own suggestion to ask if they could experiment with kissing. It’s something 'Hikaru' has never done before, and yet something that seems to be very significant to humans. He doesn’t have the physical urge itself driving him, not like he does for other kinds of touches such as the ones reaching into him and closer to his core, but the sheer curiosity is enough for him. He wants to know what he has missed trying so far, and Yoshiki is the person with whom he wants to share every experience.
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15 Jun 2026
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for the first time of everything by stollenwurm
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
14 Dec 2025
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The first thing his beating heart ever does is lie, announcing to the world that Hikaru Indou is alive.
He absolutely doesn’t belong here, without a soul of his own. His insides roll and quiver in a hungry void, completely out of place with the twinkling lights of the human souls all around him. Even the animal souls nearby keep their distance. He shouldn’t be here. He doesn’t feel like he’s allowed to be here.
He’s happy he is anyway.
Or: “Hikaru’s” first six months alive.
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02 Jun 2026
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playing with fire by asteriis
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
09 Oct 2025
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Hikaru blinked. A red glow gathered in his pupils as Yoshiki's soul came into focus. So bright. So pretty. Hikaru was sure, Yoshiki's soul was the prettiest thing he'd ever seen. He always felt drawn to it. Just being near it made the endless void of his insides feel a bit warmer. Without thinking, he sat up and crawled towards that warmth he always craved. He was kneeling by Yoshiki's bed, arms resting on the edge, before he realized what he was doing.
Can't do that to him, he thought.
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27 May 2026
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all of our birthdays this summer by PrinceDrew
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
28 Dec 2025
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Hikaru doesn’t get it. He doesn’t get any of it.
Some days, it feels like Yoshiki just wants as much distance between himself and Hikaru as he can get. Other days, it’s like being away from Hikaru would kill him. Hikaru can’t tell what’s gonna set Yoshiki off or not, and it’s not like looking at the memories would help. He got moody like this before, but only when Hikaru tried to talk about girls or Yoshiki leaving one day, and never for as long as he does now.
Is he doing something wrong?
“Hey, Yoshiki?” he calls ahead. “What d’ya reckon we should do for my birthday?”
Or; ‘Hikaru’ celebrates his sixteenth birthday. Hikaru doesn’t.
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27 May 2026
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‘light’ through the veins (forever inside you) by Anonymous
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga)
23 Feb 2026
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“I wanted… to be with you... even after death too…” Yoshiki finally spoke, in a thin voice.
Hikaru’s breath hitched at the confession, and his eyes widened as he stared. Had Yoshiki felt the exact same way he had on that summer day?
“Can you…” Yoshiki paused, as if getting the words out was too difficult. He swallowed lightly before continuing. “Eat me? Since you’ve always been… where I belong… Will you… grant my wish?”
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- Part 5 of Hikanatsu Fics
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- English
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27 May 2026
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mouth feel by domokunrainbowkinz
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
09 Dec 2025
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Kissing is an interesting feeling.
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26 May 2026
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at the end, when we mix together by Anonymous
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga)
17 Mar 2026
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“Hikaru,” Yoshiki said, voice impossibly soft as the colors of the fireworks reflected on his eyes. He leaned in, bumping his forehead against Hikaru’s. “Don’t worry ‘bout these things. We can just go anywhere we want now. Let’s start over, just you and me.”
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- Part 6 of Hikanatsu Fics
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 2,500
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
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- Comments:
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- 85
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26 May 2026
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Dissecting Intimacy by stollenwurm
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
26 Oct 2025
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Humans are complex. Monsters are rather simple.
What does that make you?
“I don’t want ya to force yourself to be human,” Yoshiki says again. “So if it helps…”
You nod, eyes wide. Your insides shiver in anticipation. Even just the prospect of it has you excited. It’s lame, it’s so lame, but you can’t be bothered to care.
“Yeah,” you hear yourself say. “Let’s do it.”
Or: Love can be difficult when your love is not quite human.
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25 May 2026
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A Place to Spend the Long, Long Night by ChickenMcNothing
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
23 Dec 2025
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“Well…” Blankets rustled, like Hikaru was turning to face him. “Ever since splittin’ myself in half, I dunno if I’d be able to control what might happen, when I’m sleepin’ for a long while. I already had some pretty weird dreams before, and with…”
Yoshiki stared out, breath held, imagining swirls of color in the darkness. “Yeah?”
“With you right here,” Hikaru’s voice lowered, a nervous laugh, “I dunno. Before I make sense of what’s going on, I might reach out with my insides and eat ya.”
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25 May 2026
