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  1. Public Bookmark 32

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    Shane, a very religious person, tries to redeem Ilya from his sins, unaware that he himself will drown in them.

    or!
    in which Ilya texts the wrong number and starts chatting with Shane, who is convinced that he can save Ilya with God's love.

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    11 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 43

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    “Shane? What the hell, dude? Do you know what time it is?” He whispered.
    Hayden heard a low groan, then panting.
    “Hayden?” Another hiss of pain, a quiet fuck!
    “I think I’m dying.”

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    09 Apr 2026

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    Ilya and Shane marry after Rookie season

    Due to Shane being a little more aware of himself thanks to Yuna, over-prepared mamma bear, explaining all types of sex/attraction to him from a young age (“He needs to be prepared for anything! I am not pigeonholing my son!”), Shane knowns he’s crushing on, if not falling for, Ilya.

    The butterfly effect occurs; this has only one outcome really. It’s a small thing. Tiny. When Ilya is not there for Shane’s Rookie of the Year award after-party, Shane is worried, needing to track down the other man, instead of slightly annoyed/upset that he would be without Yuna’s lessons.

    This in turn leads him to not doing shots with Scott Hunter.

    Which means only one thing: other than the whole ‘definitely being aware of falling for your rival’ tiny thing. It shouldn’t change much.

    He is not drunk on that balcony with Ilya.
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    Ilya Rozanov is married, everyone knows this. His wife, Jane, is strict, perfect, stunning, pretty, boring, and Canadian. She’s always too busy to meet the team.

    Shane Hollander is married; some people know this. He doesn’t speak about his wife Lily much, but he’s absolutely smitten with her.

    FULL BLURB AT NOTES TOO LONG

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    05 Apr 2026

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    After Scott Hunter comes out on national TV, Ilya wants nothing more than to go to Shane's cottage and figure out a way to make their relationship work. Too bad he broke things off and blocked Shane after the Montreal/Boston game that sent Shane to the hospital. Upon discovering that Shane has blocked him back, Ilya decides to show up at the cottage and win his Hollander back.

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    “Jane would not block me,” Ilya insisted again, even as his chest constricted with uncertainty. Ilya Rozanov did not get blocked, especially by pretty, pouty, freckled Canadians who meant everything.

    Marleau threw his hands out in helpless surrender, Ilya’s glare fierce enough to send him scurrying from the kitchen. Ilya waited a beat before carefully tapping Shane’s contact to call. He held his breath, heart sinking to the pit of his stomach as it rang once and connected to voicemail. Clenching his jaw, he hung up and tried again. Then one more time, torment ripping through his already tattered heart. This time when it connected, he left a message. Short, sweet, and full of intention even if Shane wouldn’t hear it. “I’m coming to the cottage.”

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    05 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 19

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    “I’m sorry. I can’t...”

    The static in Shane’s head morphed into a high pitched ringing as he registered Ilya’s words. He had to do something, had to fix it, had to take it back take it back take it back takeitbacktakeitbacktakeitback. Shane halfheartedly lifted a hand into the air as if he was shrugging away the last ten minutes.

    “Rozanov.”

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    or: A rewrite of the tuna melt scene - instead of Ilya, Shane is the one who makes them a meal and calls Ilya by his first name. Ilya leaves. Shane tries to deal with what comes after.

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    05 Apr 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 52

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    “Hey,” Buck says, in the hospital room after it’s all over. “Just so you know, I’m in love with you.”

    His voice is raspy, his smile a little self-deprecating. His eyes, when Eddie stares at him in surprise, are steady and blue. He doesn't sound like he’s blurting something out, or getting something off his chest, or confessing something he’s embarrassed of. He just sounds like he’s telling Eddie about the weather, something mundane. The sun is hot in the sky, they’re in New Mexico, and Buck is, apparently, in love with him.

    Buck confesses to Eddie after the kidnapping. Eddie, in a fit of madness, accepts his confession. It'll be fine - just because Eddie isn't in love with Buck, doesn't mean he can't be his boyfriend.

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    05 Apr 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 6

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    Buck decides to give therapy one more shot, even though he’s pretty sure the whole concept just isn’t for him. Which is kind of funny, considering he might be one of the people who needs it the most. Still, he’s not a quitter, so he tries again.

    He’s been through plenty of therapists who never quite felt right, but after some searching, he finds one who seems… okay? Promising, at least. Her name is Dr. Josiee, and her reviews are solid—though a little unusual. Patients describe her as “out of the box.”

    Maybe that’s exactly what Buck needs. Something different.

    So he goes in for a session, and somehow, Dr. Josiee already has a plan for her surprisingly uptight patient: revert back to Buck 1.0.

    Buck is skeptical—but he’ll give it a shot.

    Or:

    Buck is prescribed one week of “Buck 1.0” to fix his problems. Eddie is… shocked by the person he’s suddenly dealing with—and, for some reason, he can’t seem to keep his eyes off him.

    But that’s just to make sure Buck doesn’t do anything stupid… right?

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    04 Apr 2026

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    After a one night fling gives him some great advice (and a couple of great orgasms), an unknowingly pregnant Buck gets back together with Tommy. Turns out that fling might have known what he was talking about better than anyone anticipated.

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    03 Apr 2026

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    [Boss Babes]

    Jessica:
    I just had a revelation
    So we know the following information about Jane right:
    1. Rich
    2. Famous (enough for us to ALL recognize her)
    3. Powerful? (has contacts in NHL)
    4. PUBLICALLY well-known supporter of the HABS (EW!) but born in Ottawa
    5. Lives/spends a lot of time between Ottawa and Montreal
    6. Extremely demanding job which involves lots of travel
    7. Fluent in French/English
    8. Would lose job, friends, and family amid massive public scandal if relationship with Rozanov was leaked

    So far we've been stumped, no female celebs match that description
    But what if we're looking in the wrong direction
    Because I believe there's a MAN who fits the description to a T

    Jane:
    I don't like where this is going

    Jessica:
    What if (s)HE's actually…
    JUSTIN TRUDEAU

    - Jane has left the conversation -

    Jessica:
    I rest my case

    The Boston WAGs and their investigations into the curious case of Rozanov's Jane Doe.

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    03 Apr 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 80

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    A lavender marriage is a male–female mixed-orientation marriage undertaken as a marriage of convenience to conceal the socially stigmatised sexual orientation of one or both partners.

    Instead of breaking up with Rose, Shane enters a mutually beneficial fake relationship to protect them both and their careers.

    It's a perfect cover that gives the media exactly what they want, so it'd sure be a shame if Ilya Rozanov’s arrival in Montreal were to derail his perfectly laid out plans!

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    29 Mar 2026

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    “Can’t hang out tonight, Hayd. I have plans.”

    “Bullshit,” Hayden responds. “You never have plans.”

    Objectively, this used to be true. Nowadays Shane has many, many plans, between his nightly plans to look at Ilya’s penis through Skype and his various long-term plans laid out helpfully in his notebook, Canva (For Ilya’s sake. He is a visual learner), and more recently, Excel. Shane loves that excel sheet. He’s colour coded it.

     

    In 2017, Shane Hollander spirals and proposes to his boyfriend of 4 days (or 7 years, or 9 years, or not his boyfriend at all, depending on how you look at it), which leads to a lot of plans, weird theories in the Montreal Voyageur locker room, some Twitter drama, and Ilya Rozanov entering his WAG era.

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    17 Mar 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 9

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    A few fortuitous encounters with Sebastian Smythe in New York followed by a one night stand that lasts more than one night make Kurt face his past and present, and he must decide which one he wants to define his future.

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    07 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander has left for Ottawa. He has a new team, an amazing boyfriend and a supportive coach.

    And Hayden is ok with it. Really! He's happy for his friend.

    So what if the Metros have been ignoring him for months? What if he hasn't had a friendly word spoken to him, felt a friendly touch in weeks? So what?

    Hayden Pike is fine. He can deal with it.

    Spoiler alert: he's not, and he can't.

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    06 Mar 2026

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    Shane and Ilya just want to tell the world about their relationship, on their own terms. If only anyone would actually believe them.

    Or: the closet is reinforced steel, apparently.

    "I think we tried too hard," Ilya says from the opposite end of the couch, probably scrolling through the same articles as Shane. "Was easier to keep secret than we thought. I could have kissed you on center ice, and everyone would say aww, I love their…what is word again?"

    "Bromance?"

    "Yes. That."

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    04 Mar 2026

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    What if after tuna melts, whispered names and the Rose of it all - in a post All Stars Game world - Shane thinks the world is finally starting to make sense again to him. Once the ground is firm under his feet - or so he thinks anyway - it's turns out to be less than stable? What if when Shane was getting his hook ups in Mexico and Hollywood - he wasn’t as unnoticed as he had originally thought?

    When Montreal shows it’s true colors sooner, a No Trade Clause is waived and Boston gets an opportunity to build a dynasty that rivals the one of their largest rivals up North.

    What if Shane and Ilya’s worlds are turned upside down and things with their over 8 year long situationship (now maybe relationship?) suddenly got more complicated and somehow simplified at the same time? Shane honestly thinks this is possibly the most ‘them’ resolution to a situation he has ever found. Ilya is just doing his best - he thinks. Maybe.

    Also, the Power Play in Boston is about to be the thing of nightmares, if a certain Russian can stop blocking Shane's damn shot…

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    04 Mar 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 60

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    Shane goes out with his team ahead of the gold medal game, resigned to be the boring sober captain for the night, yet again. Peer pressured into taking a few shots, Notorious Lightweight Shane Hollander is sloshed and tries to make it home with his dignity in tact.

    Instead, he runs into a pretty Russian boy who seems a little moren interested in him. That Russian boy happens to be Sasha, the son of the coach of the very man Shane has been trying to keep from his mind, but he doesn't know that. Shane goes back to his hotel room to take the edge off the harsh rejection he'd received from Ilya earlier that day.

    What happens if (when) Ilya finds out?
    ~~~~~
    Or; Shane hooks up with Sasha. Ilya finds out and gets pissed and jealous.

    Set after the Men's Figure Skating competition when Ilya tells Shane to leave him alone. Sasha comes straight from the party with Ilya and Svetlana --- I don't know if these actually happened on the same day, but for the sake of this fic they did.

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    03 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander was having what was quite possibly the worst night anybody has ever had in the history of the universe. A nightmare of epic proportions he just wanted to wake up from. He squeezed his eyes shut, and desperately hoped to open them in the nondescript Marriott hotel room he was sharing with Hayden. Please let this whole night be a bad dream.
    Please, please, please he silently begged the universe.
    With a steadying breath, he cautiously squinted his eyes open.
    Fuck.
    Nope, still in a South-end Boston jail cell at 3am, sandwiched between a drug dealer and the worst mistake of a hook-up he could have made.
    _______________________________
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    Shane gets himself into some unlikely trouble and needs to be bailed out of a Boston jail in the middle of the night. There's really only one person he can call, and it's the last person he wants to face...
    Set post-tuna melt in a universe where Rose doesn't happen.

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    03 Mar 2026

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    Boston.

    Shane just got traded to fucking Boston. To where Ilya was. With no apparent fucking reason in the middle of the season. He just won them two cups, why was this happening?

    Shane gets traded in the middle of the 2016/2017 season, just before the All-Stars. The Tuna Meltdown never happens and Shane and Ilya amicably decide to stop seeing each other but remain ‘friends’. Both are very ‘happy’ with this decision until Hollander is traded to Boston. Now they must work with each other on the same team while Shane wonders what the hell happened in Montreal to get him traded in the first place. The Boston Raiders learn that Shane Hollander is not a chicken, or a virgin (lol) like everyone believes. And the Metros learn just how important Shane was in winning those cups.

    And Cliff Marleau is just trying to figure out why Ilya’s messages to Jane stopped.

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    03 Mar 2026

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    Shane looked up at him. “I’m fine, Ilya. Just tired.”

    “Okay. It’s fine if you’re not okay, though. We can handle that.”

    He doubted that Ilya, Anya, Harris, Coach Wiebe, his parents, The Irina Foundation, Rose, or even the gas station attendant down the road from their house could handle the idea of Shane looking at the black hole in his mind. It would swallow him. Everything would get out of control again.

     

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    Graphic depictions of self harm and discussions of trauma and dissociation. Deals with hazing and the ways the institution of hockey hurts anyone who doesn't fit the white, conservative mold.

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    26 Feb 2026

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    That thought settles into his brain dangerously. Ilya’s been with everyone. Girls. Guys. Others. What's another person on the list?

    If Shane wants experience…

    If he wants to stop feeling behind…

    Why not Ilya?

    Yes, he was a complete asshole that Shane wished he could choke to death sometimes and his brother's childhood bestfriend, but it wouldn’t mean anything. It's for the experience, the education of it all.

    For hockey.

    Obviously.

    Or: Ilya Rozanov has always been Shane Hollander’s older brother’s best friend. He was never supposed to become Shane’s first everything.

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    26 Feb 2026

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