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    While renting himself out to pay for med school, twenty-four year old Dennis Whitaker meets fifty-four year old Michael Robinavitch. A quiet, unassuming doctor, so unlike his other patrons. What began as an agreement of simple convenience- Dennis's companionship for Robby's support- develops into something real as Robby becomes more than a client and their relationship becomes more than a simple contract.

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    In the summer of 1960 Franklin, Tennessee, enigmatic physician Dr. Michael Robinavitch saves small-town farmhand Dennis Whitaker from heat exhaustion, beginning the most turbulent period of his life.

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    Ex Mormon Dennis Whitaker, folks. ft a lot of mental breakdowns. author is lowk working through trauma with this one (I am exmo)

    Title and chapter headings from We'll Never Have Sex by Leith Ross <3

    (His desire for human contact was embarrassingly innocent. A hand squeezing his shoulder, the nape of his neck, petting through his hair. Sometimes, laid down at night, alone, he would pet himself like that. Rub his scalp, pretend it was someone else's hands. If it was someone else, who would it be? Would they whisper sweet things to him?

    Now, he imagined it to be Dr Robby. As humiliating as that is, he can't help himself. Dr Robby gave him something to work with- he squeezes his own shoulder, pressing his thumb into that bit of skin Dr Robby had touched. Dr Robby's hands are bigger, warmer, but Dennis makes do.)

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    22 Feb 2026

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    Dennis has good days. Dennis has awful days. He thinks he manages fine.

    But when the trauma resurfaces and the scars ache and burn, he feels himself swallowed whole, suffocating, writhing, begging for the end to the unsightly stain that is his existence.

    He doesn't realize just how many people care for him -- the way a family is supposed to.

    The way his family never did.

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    “Are you sure you’re okay?” Robby asks, bringing him back to the present. Dennis nods against him.

    “Yeah. Yeah, I’m fine. Just got a lot on my mind.”

    “Anything you wanna share?”

    Dennis swallows. Not particularly, he wants to say. Nothing of interest. Nothing that I need to bother you with.

    Instead, his brain insists on the truth, and he says, “Home. I’m thinking about home.”

     

    Or, Dennis can't sleep. Robby can't sleep without Dennis.

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