1 - 20 of 367 Bookmarks by Cowsmoo
Navigation
List of Bookmarks
-
Tags
Summary
“You think that she went in on the water on purpose?” Langdon asked quietly.
“She knows how to swim” Garcia felt her own voice trembling “she's a good swimmer.”
Bookmarked by Cowsmoo
10 Mar 2026
-
I'm Still Hanging Off the Buckle On Your Belt by fujofrankenstein
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
13 Feb 2026
Tags
Summary
“I hate you,” Viktor gasps, turning his vibrator up loud enough for Jayce to hear. “I want you out of my life forever.”
Jayce groans. “No, you don’t, baby. No one else shines as bright.”
Viktor finds himself starting to agree before he catches himself. “You are—” a moan. “—infuriating. A child. No, a man-baby. You think you own me, Jayce, huh? You think I’m yours?”
“Fuck, V, you are mine. Nobody else can have you.”
Some couples have date nights. Viktor and Jayce have screaming matches and a love that burns a little too bright to be healthy.
Bookmarked by Cowsmoo
08 Mar 2026
-
Tags
Summary
Jayce Talis represses the "ugly" parts of him after a series of relationships gone awry. He pushes the control, the jealousy, the excessive determination, the ownership and all the other apparently gross qualities of himself down and keeps them locked away in order to put that energy into work, school, and life, neglecting his romantic desires and sex life for years. He feels okay, stable, able to control himself and the more vivid parts of him. Until he meets Viktor. And until Viktor pops a rather unusual question that allows Jayce's monsters to rear their ugly heads.
AKA Jayce is asked to cuck and makes it everyones problem.
Bookmarked by Cowsmoo
08 Mar 2026
-
Tags
Summary
While renting himself out to pay for med school, twenty-four year old Dennis Whitaker meets fifty-four year old Michael Robinavitch. A quiet, unassuming doctor, so unlike his other patrons. What began as an agreement of simple convenience- Dennis's companionship for Robby's support- develops into something real as Robby becomes more than a client and their relationship becomes more than a simple contract.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 176,350
- Chapters:
- 15/15
- Comments:
- 752
- Kudos:
- 2,587
- Bookmarks:
- 825
- Hits:
- 75,889
Bookmarked by Cowsmoo
24 Feb 2026
-
Tags
Summary
In the summer of 1960 Franklin, Tennessee, enigmatic physician Dr. Michael Robinavitch saves small-town farmhand Dennis Whitaker from heat exhaustion, beginning the most turbulent period of his life.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 123,924
- Chapters:
- 14/14
- Comments:
- 2,337
- Kudos:
- 10,732
- Bookmarks:
- 2,790
- Hits:
- 289,155
Bookmarked by Cowsmoo
23 Feb 2026
-
Tags
Summary
Ex Mormon Dennis Whitaker, folks. ft a lot of mental breakdowns. author is lowk working through trauma with this one (I am exmo)
Title and chapter headings from We'll Never Have Sex by Leith Ross <3
(His desire for human contact was embarrassingly innocent. A hand squeezing his shoulder, the nape of his neck, petting through his hair. Sometimes, laid down at night, alone, he would pet himself like that. Rub his scalp, pretend it was someone else's hands. If it was someone else, who would it be? Would they whisper sweet things to him?
Now, he imagined it to be Dr Robby. As humiliating as that is, he can't help himself. Dr Robby gave him something to work with— he squeezes his own shoulder, pressing his thumb into that bit of skin Dr Robby had touched. Dr Robby's hands are bigger, warmer, but Dennis makes do.)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 81,836
- Chapters:
- 10/10
- Comments:
- 532
- Kudos:
- 1,013
- Bookmarks:
- 238
- Hits:
- 22,605
Bookmarked by Cowsmoo
22 Feb 2026
-
Even If I'm Covered in These Wounds (Won't You Please Stay With Me?) by Ivory_Arks
Fandoms: The Pitt (TV)
18 Feb 2026
Tags
Summary
Dennis has good days. Dennis has awful days. He thinks he manages fine.
But when the trauma resurfaces and the scars ache and burn, he feels himself swallowed whole, suffocating, writhing, begging for the end to the unsightly stain that is his existence.
He doesn't realize just how many people care for him -- the way a family is supposed to.
The way his family never did.
Bookmarked by Cowsmoo
20 Feb 2026
-
and i heard about the twister (that lives inside your heart) by vegasdownpour
Fandoms: The Pitt (TV)
09 Jan 2026
Tags
Summary
“Are you sure you’re okay?” Robby asks, bringing him back to the present. Dennis nods against him.
“Yeah. Yeah, I’m fine. Just got a lot on my mind.”
“Anything you wanna share?”
Dennis swallows. Not particularly, he wants to say. Nothing of interest. Nothing that I need to bother you with.
Instead, his brain insists on the truth, and he says, “Home. I’m thinking about home.”
Or, Dennis can't sleep. Robby can't sleep without Dennis.
Bookmarked by Cowsmoo
19 Feb 2026
-
Tags
Summary
Dennis Whitaker and Dr. Robby have an arrangement.
After a little slip-up while on the job, Dr. Robby becomes aware of Dennis's situation. He can't afford the expensive price tag that comes with blood bags, and he can't remember the last time he's had a proper meal. Who would Dr. Robby be if he didn't lend a hand to his favorite vampire? Besides, it benefits both of them in more ways than one.
He stumbles into Dr. Robby's house, drained and painfully desperate for a meal after a long shift. Instead of Dr. Robby waiting for him, he finds Dr. Jack Abbot.
His husband.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 15,105
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 100
- Kudos:
- 1,790
- Bookmarks:
- 379
- Hits:
- 13,323
Bookmarked by Cowsmoo
17 Feb 2026
-
Tags
Summary
“Is it….I mean, it doesn’t bother you, does it? That I need this so much, I mean.”
Ilya is looking at him now. “You’re asking me if I’m bothered by your need for me?”
Shane flushes. “I’m just saying, I know it can be a lot.”
“Solnyshko. It’s not even 10AM, and you’ve already sucked my cock twice and I’ve fucked you. This is not a hardship for me. I am happy to do this for you.”
Bookmarked by Cowsmoo
15 Feb 2026
-
Tags
Summary
Shane displays some behaviour on the ice that earns him a meeting with the team paddle. Ilya has something to add to the conversation.
or,
my take on punished at work means punished at home.
Series
- Part 4 of Heated Rears
Bookmarked by Cowsmoo
12 Feb 2026
-
Control Yourself by butteredsideup
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Feb 2026
Tags
Summary
Part of Shane’s brain knew this slight fear in his mind wasn’t grounded in reality. He was one of, if not the best player in the league right now. It was hardly even a controversial opinion. But he knew he could do better. He wasn’t pushing himself enough. Hell, he was more drained after a summer with Ilya than he was when he left the rink.
That wasn’t good enough. His efforts weren’t good enough. He wasn’t good enough.
Or: Shane's control issues reach a breaking point as he develops an eating disorder disguised as a performance diet. Ilya tries his best.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 31,219
- Chapters:
- 6/6
- Comments:
- 173
- Kudos:
- 1,719
- Bookmarks:
- 456
- Hits:
- 35,514
Bookmarked by Cowsmoo
11 Feb 2026
-
Terms of Endearment by ThePromptWasntThisLong (shredded_potato)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Dec 2025
Tags
Summary
It started as a joke. A taunt meant to get under his skin. But when Shane whimpered, cheeks flushing pink not with anger but with want, Ilya knew he’d struck gold.
Or,
Ilya finds out Shane melts at being called ‘princess’ and decides to ruin him with it.
Series
- Part 5 of Cross-Checked & Kissed (smut oneshots)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 4,486
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 81
- Kudos:
- 5,573
- Bookmarks:
- 1,121
- Hits:
- 92,931
Bookmarked by Cowsmoo
11 Feb 2026
-
i want a better body, i want better skin by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Feb 2026
Tags
Summary
Shane did not have an eating disorder. He didn’t have a “food problem”, he was just a dedicated athlete. He wanted to be the best, and to do that you have to make sacrifices. So maybe he doesn’t drink pop that isn’t diet, and maybe he skips lunch, and maybe when he doesn’t know exactly what’s in his food he has a panic attack. So what? It didn’t mean anything.
Ilya thought differently.
or; 5 times Shane didn’t need help + 1 time he got it.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 7,012
- Chapters:
- 6/6
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 37
- Kudos:
- 579
- Bookmarks:
- 127
- Hits:
- 10,051
Bookmarked by Cowsmoo
11 Feb 2026
-
On the Brink of Forever by broccolicheddarchicken
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Jan 2026
Tags
Summary
There had been a tragedy. The Ottawa Centaurs' plane had crashed in northern Georgia, during the course of their flight from Carolina to Tampa. They didn't know much else yet. All NHL activities were suspended for the next seven days.
Wait, what?
At seventeen, Shane Hollander met the love of his life. At twenty-nine, gravity took him away.
Shane wishes he’d died, too.
Series
- Part 1 of your name, forever the name on my lips
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 19,740
- Chapters:
- 2/2
- Collections:
- 11
- Comments:
- 1,385
- Kudos:
- 10,594
- Bookmarks:
- 2,931
- Hits:
- 172,852
Bookmarked by Cowsmoo
11 Feb 2026
-
we're the product of love (that we do not receive). by Joooceee
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Feb 2026
Tags
Summary
Maybe together they could figure out a way to make sure Ilya was never afraid of David again. He really didn’t want to be afraid of David.
“Is… silly.” Ilya said. “Maybe not silly, but now that we are here and not there, I see it was silly. I broke the wine, and I thought - maybe everyone will be angry. And…” Clearing his throat, Ilya pushed past his discomfort to spit out the next part. “Well, angry back in Russia is not the same as angry here, I think.”
“What was angry like back in Russia?”
OR
Ilya drops a bottle of wine, and it's fine. Really, it's fine. If only someone could tell Ilya's brain that.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 5,316
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 2
- Comments:
- 121
- Kudos:
- 4,184
- Bookmarks:
- 769
- Hits:
- 24,427
Bookmarked by Cowsmoo
11 Feb 2026
-
happy wife, happy life by lipstickliterature
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Feb 2026
Tags
Summary
When Shane was displeased with Ilya, there was a certain intensity in his speech that called to Ilya like a siren song, dragging him to an early grave with its vehemence. His voice would pitch higher, bossy and prissy and so stridently righteous it should be intolerable.
But Ilya was, for all intents and purposes, a whore. And nothing made him harder than his husband putting him in his place.
---
or, 5 times ilya ragebaits shane because being yelled at by his husband turns him on, +1 time shane realizes he’s doing it on purpose.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 14,880
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 328
- Kudos:
- 13,006
- Bookmarks:
- 3,823
- Hits:
- 166,488
Bookmarked by Cowsmoo
10 Feb 2026
-
You Know Me Too Well by inurclosets
Fandoms: Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types, Star Wars - All Media Types
28 Feb 2026
Tags
Summary
Anakin was either a sun or a supernova. Deeply insightful or insidiously manipulative. Obi-Wan couldn’t be certain of which sometimes. He had the distinct pleasure of experiencing every extreme and in between that Anakin is.
Worse than that, Anakin somehow became the center of his universe, and the man's son put forth the inquiry of getting to know how they first met. The problem with that was that every meeting with Anakin felt like a first of some kind.
Bookmarked by Cowsmoo
05 Feb 2026
-
Tags
Summary
Andrew doesn’t care. Doesn’t look. He flicks the last of his cigarette out the window as the engine hums and the car rolls onto the street. All he knows are two addresses and a name – Moriyama - and that’s enough. One regular spot each day. One person. From A to Z. Keep it simple. Keep it clean.
The silence doesn’t last.
“Isn’t the passenger supposed to request silence, not the driver?”
Andrew says nothing still. Keeps his eyes on the road. Keeps his hands on the wheel.
“This is going to impact your Uber rating, I hope you know,” the kid adds after a beat.
-------------------------------
Uber pays shit, so Andrew takes a private driving job. It should be easy money, some posh lycra wearing daddy's girl, right?
Ah no. It's a red haired demon who's hiding some secrets.
Bookmarked by Cowsmoo
27 Jan 2026
-
Tags
Summary
Hallucinations greet Kakavasha in the place of his vision, on the bridge between his mind and his barren optic nerves. Visual and strange, like daytime dreams with no tether to the appearance of reality. Kakavasha sees his own face in these visions, abstract and inhuman. He sees his big sister, standing far in the distance from him, crouched on the ground but smearing away in an array of brand new colors that never existed when he was sighted.
What if Aventurine really did sell his eyes?
A canon divergent story that focuses on Aventurine through the events leading up to Penacony, his mission, and the bittersweet aftermath... and falling in love with his colleague, Dr. Ratio.
Bookmarked by Cowsmoo
27 Jan 2026