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    Shane really isn't looking for a relationship, which is why having Ilya around is nice. No strings attached, only great sex. It's a win all around.

    The only problem is that Ilya is way, way too nice to Shane's stupid cat.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    “Lily,” Hayden says automatically. “You know about Lily?”

    Something flickers across Rozanov’s face. His jaw twitches. “Yes, I know about Lily.” He raises his eyebrows.

    Hayden feels like a complete asshole, all of a sudden. There’s just been too much going on to even think about Shane’s mystery girlfriend. “Shit, I should probably, like, call her, or something? I don’t know this girl at all, but Shane’s been obsessed with her for years. If she was watching the game, she would have seen him get hurt.”

    “You don’t need to call her,” Rozanov says, and when Hayden glances at him, he still looks fucking miserable but now he’s rolling his eyes, a much more familiar expression of disdain on his face. “She’s sitting right here.”
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    Hayden Pike and Ilya Rozanov are waiting for Shane to wake up after he took a bad hit on the ice. They get to talking.

    Chapter 2: Ilya and Shane talk about what it means, now that someone knows their secret.
    Chapter 3: Shane and Hayden hash out the big reveal.
    Chapter 4: Ilya tells Svetlana the big secret.

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    09 Feb 2026

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    Every Boston Raider knows that although their captain has a girl in every port, he’s got a soft spot for the one in Montreal. Dr. Shane Hollander knows it’s better to have a semi-regular source of casual sex than try to make a relationship work during residency. Ilya Rozanov knows that the doctor he’s fucking in Montreal is unaware that he plays hockey, and in fact probably thinks he’s Bratva.

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    05 Feb 2026

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    After Shane's accident on ice, Yuna sees Lily messaging him and decides to make a phone call.

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    04 Feb 2026

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    It’s winter in Ottawa and Ilya has hunkered down in his big, empty mansion to weather a nasty flu. Then his phone buzzes.

    — Guardian™ Security Alert: Movement detected at front door
    — (1) Missed Call: Yuna Hollander

    Or: The Hollanders have a new son to take care of. Ilya has no idea what’s going on.

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    03 Feb 2026

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    After an eventful day, Ilya, Shane, Yuna and David enjoy dinner together at the cottage. (Then Ilya and Shane enjoy dessert.)

    An episode 6 continuation.

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    03 Feb 2026

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    They’d considered it—Shane being gay. It’d been an option. But Ilya Rozanov and the way Shane looks at him like he’s the love of his life has blindsided them. Blindsided both of them, and there’s almost nothing Yuna likes less than being blindsided. 

    She’s not mad, David wants to say. We’re so proud of you. We’re so happy for you. We just didn’t know. 

    Somehow we missed it, you falling in love.

     

    or, what David Hollander and Ilya Rozanov talk about while Shane and Yuna are outside in episode six.

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    03 Feb 2026

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    30 Jan 2026

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    The internet has decided that Ilya Rozanov is absolutely, definitely, 100% banging a Hollander.

    They’ve got photo evidence. Multiple sightings. Instagram stories from the same café. The man stayed OVERNIGHT at the Hollander residence.

    It’s the most legendary power move in NHL history: seduce your rival’s hot mom to assert dominance. There’s just one tiny problem with this theory. Ilya’s fucking a Hollander, all right. Just … not that one.

    Or in which Ilya’s boyfriend's mother keeps adopting him, the internet keeps assuming the worst, and Shane Hollander is having the worst month of his entire life. At least until he does something that breaks hockey forever.

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    15 Jan 2026

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    And then Shane hammered it home, “This isn’t real.”

    He was going to leave. He came here so that he could leave. So that he could end whatever the fuck this was between them in person so he could feel good about it. Because Shane wasn’t an asshole – no, that was Ilya’s job.

    Fuck that.

    If Shane was going to leave anyway, then Ilya might as well put it all on the table, “It is to me.”
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    OR: Shane tries to run away after they say each other's names for the first time. Ilya chases after him and makes them talk it out.

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    08 Jan 2026

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    Shane works in IT.

    Ilya’s computer always seems to be fucked up.

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    01 Jan 2026

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    Shane is still learning that he doesn't have to be perfect in his own relationship. Ilya is still learning the rules of Shane's bad days. So when Shane tries to push him away after a crushing loss, it leads to a tense argument. But ten years of rivalry are no match for Shane’s tears; the second he starts to cry, Ilya folds like a house of cards.

    Or: Shane tries to starve himself as punishment for losing, Ilya tries to feed him, and it turns into a very soft night of pampering because Ilya is legally incapable of staying angry at a crying Shane.

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    01 Jan 2026

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    Shane Hollander is the number two overall NHL draft pick and a newly minted Montreal Voyageur. He’s also laser focused on his goals: being the best by beating the best. For him, this means a continued rivalry with number one draft pick—and new Ottawa Centaur—Ilya Rozanov. But when a problem with Rozanov’s immigration paperwork threatens his future in the NHL, what does that mean for Shane’s own career? He can’t risk finding out…so they get married. Just for immigration. A fast, practical, mutually beneficial solution.

    No one will ever suspect, let alone find out, that the NHL’s greatest rivals are secretly married. And there’s certainly no risk of feelings getting involved. They have a game plan.

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    30 Dec 2025

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    So maybe they are having mega hot sex multiple times a week. Belly is still pretty sure it's casual.

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    20 Oct 2025

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    “Swing shift is ruining my life. Conrad’s working one PM to one AM until November and I haven’t gotten laid in two weeks,” Belly moans.
    “Jesus,” Taylor hisses, voice tinny.
    Belly sets her head down on the counter. “I’m so horny I can’t see straight. I get why fifties housewives were always getting sent to mental institutions.”
    “They should invent a way for you to have sex in your sleep.”
    “Yeah,” Belly says, and lifts her head up just a bit, “yeah…”

    -

    Conrad and Belly get creative with their schedules.

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    08 Oct 2025

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    He laughs, but it doesn’t explode out of him anymore. Ha ha ha ha! It used to fill the house, him and Steven the loudest of the four, crowing like beasts, Jeremiah cackling after them, Belly the eternal victim of their antics. Now it rumbles out of him, a low, surly chuckle.

    And so Laurel knows, long, long before it ever happens, when it begins to end.

    // Laurel, and what it’s like to watch the children you thought you’d raise alongside your best friend grow up.

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    29 Sep 2025

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    Five years after the wedding that never was, Belly and Conrad have convinced themselves they’ve moved on. They’ve built stable, successful lives, but some things can’t be forgotten. Unsent letters, quiet regrets, and memories of summers by the sea linger between them. When a sudden medical emergency brings Belly into Conrad’s care, it’s a reminder that the past isn’t as far behind them as they thought. As they navigate fear, laughter, and the fragile distance of years apart, old wounds begin to heal - and a second chance at love becomes possible.

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    24 Sep 2025

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    The door beeps again, and Belly’s heart sings.

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    24 Sep 2025

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    Belly wove her fingers through my hair, pulling me in even closer. “Conrad,” she pleaded with me, her mouth gasping into mine. “Fuck me? Please?”

    I thought about earlier that night when I’d made a fool of myself near the Seine, earnestly calling what we’d planned to do on prom night making love, and Belly had damn near rolled her eyes at me, saying yes, Conrad, have sex.

    “So demanding,” I teased, but there was no bite to it. “You want me to fuck you? I can fuck you, Belly, but afterward, I'm going to make love to you, the way I want to. Deal?”

    (The Paris sex from Conrad's POV: a S3E11 canon-compliant one-shot)

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    23 Sep 2025

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    She considers calling Taylor. She considers throwing her phone out the window. She considers tracking down her laptop and doing a deep-dive into the operation of the Hinge algorithm, so she can decide whether this chance-meeting-by-app was a matter of fate, circumstance, or mathematics.

    (Three years after almost marrying his brother, Belly stumbles across Conrad Fisher's profile on a dating app. She's being, like, totally normal about it.)

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    19 Sep 2025

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