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“I’m sorry,” Shane chokes, closing his eyes. Rozanov draws his hand, pulling Shane’s with it, to his face and wipes his cheeks.
“There is nothing to be sorry for, любовь моя, it is okay,” Rozanov murmurs, tugging at Shane’s hair again. Shane exhales, letting him clean his cheeks. “You got overwhelmed, yes? It happens.”
“I can’t be fucking normal,” Shane says quietly, whining, head falling back, pressing into Rozanov’s hand.
“No, if you were fucking normal, you would not be my Shane.”
// shane is a liar, and he's tired of it all. his life falls apart, and he finds that he doesn't actually mind.
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05 May 2026
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raw frequency by shanesmouthguard
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Mar 2026
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Shane sat on the edge of the lounger, his eyes fixed on Ilya’s hands as he rolled. He was in total awe. Watching Ilya was like watching a master craftsman; there was a fluid sort of grace to the way his large, scarred fingers manipulated the delicate paper. The hands that spent all winter punching pucks and shoving opponents were suddenly performing a task that required the precision of a watchmaker.
He licked the adhesive strip with a quick swipe of his tongue and sealed it, twisting the end into a neat point.
“Fuck” Shane nearly moaned.
Ilya chuckled. “We have not even started moy kotenok. Be patient.”
Ilya grabbed the lighter from the table and lit the end, the cherry glowing a bright, steady orange. He took a small, controlled puff to ensure it was burning evenly, then turned to Shane. “Okay. Do not pull like you are gasping for air. Just a soft breath. Into the mouth, then take a little fresh air with it to the lungs. Then, hold it for a second before breathing out.”
Or: After figuring out some patterns and doing research, Shane smokes weed for the first time and thoroughly enjoys himself.
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04 May 2026
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The Way He Lets Go by tinyplottwist
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Apr 2026
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“You’re very handsome,” Shane said.
Ilya sighed, already smiling. “Baby…”
“What?”
“You already told me that.”
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Shane doesn’t drink often. He definitely doesn’t get drunk often. But one end-of-season party, a few too many drinks, and a very amused husband later, he ends up discovering that alcohol makes him… unexpectedly affectionate.
Ilya, meanwhile, discovers that drunk Shane is equal parts adorable, clingy, and extremely honest—and he’s not complaining.
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01 May 2026
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An unexpected snowstorm forces Shane and Ilya to spend the night at Shane’s parents’ house.
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01 May 2026
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a series of standalone fics involving Shane, Ilya and Svetlana
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30 Apr 2026
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“Hollander,” Ilya’s accent is thick, voice low. It makes Shane a little weak in the knees. “Did you dress up for me?”
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OR: Shane wears the suit to their first hookup. Ilya is very pleased (and amused) by it.Bookmarked by DarkestBlue
29 Apr 2026
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Luca, his face the color of a ripe tomato, leaned in with agonizing slowness. Troy held up his phone, showing Shane sandwiched between them before leaning in and planting a loud, dramatic smack on Shane’s right cheek. At the same time Luca placed a soft, fleeting kiss on Shane’s left cheek.
Shane burst out laughing just as the camera clicked their picture, the last of the tension dissolving.
“Perfect!” Troy looked at his phone with a wide, and in Luca’s opinion, a very evil smile, and sent the picture to the team group chat.
Ilya: BARRETT WTF WHY ARE YOUR LIPS ON MY BOYFRIEND
Harris: WHY DID YOU GET TO KISS HIM BEFORE ME?! I HAVE SENIORITY!
(or, 5 times Ottawa Centaurs were protective over Shane and 1 time Shane was protective over them)
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- Part 14 of Crashing out over Hollanov
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27 Apr 2026
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Take it Easy on Me by silversurfer
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
19 Apr 2026
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Against all odds and despite Boston taking home the cup, Shane wins MVP in Vegas.
In Penthouse 1, this is what he asks for.
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- Part 1 of My Moon My Man
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27 Apr 2026
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You’ll go to heaven and I’ll go to hell in the meantime by silversurfer
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
30 Mar 2026
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After Vegas, Shane begins to give up on Ilya and looks for a new way to feel wanted.
Ilya, of course, finds out about this and locks in.
A small dose of jealousy and a bigger dose of communication add up to change the trajectory of their affair from 2014 onward.
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27 Apr 2026
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22 Apr 2026
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“You lie to yourself, Hollander. Not to me.”
“What, because you know me so well?”
“Yes. I do. Don’t I?”
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18 Apr 2026
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I'm Reading Your Lips (You're Speaking My Language) by some1_around
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Dec 2025
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Rozanov cocked his head. “You speak Russian? Or just the curse words?”
“Yes, I speak Russian,” he snapped, defensive and angry. He knew that it had been a mistake to even try to be friendly with Rozanov. “Why? Do I not look Russian to you?” He scoffed.
“No, not really,” Rozanov said. Some of his teammates laughed, although they mostly looked surprised that Shane was speaking to them at all. Rozanov didn’t laugh, though. “Are you Russian?”
“Go fuck yourself.”
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Despite an inauspicious start, when Russia’s Ilya Rozanov learns that Canada’s Shane Hollander is fluent in Russian at their first World Junior Championships tournament, it changes everything and sets them on a different course. Instead of being branded as rivals from the very beginning, Ilya and Shane start off as friends.
And, after all, a little friendly rivalry never hurt anyone, did it?
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- Part 1 of Competition is Better With a Friend
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17 Apr 2026
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Shedding the Mask by ultigirl
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
13 Mar 2026
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After a decade of hiding his relationship with Ilya, they are outed to the world. Now that everyone knows they are together and are playing together in Ottawa, everything should be simple now right? Unfortunately for Shane, he has to come to grips with the fact that he'd been hiding things about himself for far longer than he'd been hiding his relationship. What was really behind the carefully constructed public mask of Canada's Hockey Golden Boy?
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14 Apr 2026
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Hockey Hair by ultigirl
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
24 Jan 2026
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Shane hadn't planned to grow his hair out. It wasn't a conscious style choice the way some gossip blogs seemed to think it was. It just happened -- he and Ilya were outed online, the Voyaguers lost in the playoffs, his Montreal teammates broke his heart, he was traded to Ottawa, he moved in with Ilya and suddenly the season started. Hardly any time for coherent grooming choices. Now it's the fall before his second season with the Centaurs. They'd had a decent playoff run last spring, but now that Shane knew the team and knew his place on the team, he was ready to get down to business. He wanted to win the Stanley Cup for his hometown, his husband, and himself. He'd trained harder over the summer than he had in years. Training camp was starting next week, and Shane wanted to be ready in all facets of his life, wanted to show the hockey world that he was serious about being the best hockey player he could be. He's convinced the hair's got to go. Ilya makes it his mission to change Shane's mind.
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14 Apr 2026
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puck around and find out by bikadoo
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Feb 2026
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After the tuna melt meltdown, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are invited to a trivia night at All Stars.
What could go wrong?
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12 Apr 2026
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I Exist To Love You by PsychoRadiance
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
27 Feb 2026
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12 Apr 2026
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Towards the end of Ilya's two weeks at Shane's cottage, Rose Landry pays a little visit.
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11 Apr 2026
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“Some useless gossip site posted a story about Rozanov,” Hayden finally explained, turning to him. “A tell-all interview with one of his latest conquests. It was a bit… well… sensational.”
“...Sensational?” Shane repeated, dumbly. Was that his voice? Did he sound like that?
Hayden grimaced, but JJ heroically stepped in.
“She said his dick is so big she cried,” he said, simply, as if he had not just upended Shane’s entire life with a total of nine words. “And not cried in the fun way.”
In the fun way.
Oh dear.
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11 Apr 2026
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In the Softness of You by Icyhot_Kem
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Mar 2026
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“You liked that didn’t you?” Shane said with a smug little expression on his face.
Really too many people called Ilya an asshole when Shane was just as bad, or worse. Shane just hid it better, because Canada’s perfect golden boy could do no wrong.
Ilya moved to cross his arms over his chest and lean back against the headboard, hating how it put even more space between them, but not being able to let Shane think he was right.
“I don’t know what you are talking about.”
“Sure you don't, baby.”
Ilya was definitely not starting to turn the slightest shade of red.
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Or: Ilya Rozanov learns he is in fact, Shane Hollander's baby.
Chapter 2: Everyone else in their lives learns he is too.- Language:
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09 Apr 2026
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You Deserve a Star by Icyhot_Kem
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Feb 2026
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“It's a sticker Hollander,” Rozanov says, arms crossed over his chest and it takes all of Shane’s willpower to keep the annoyance in his face directed at Rozanov and not looking down at where his arms are pulling tight across his chest.
“Do you need glasses to see it better?”
Shane huffs in exasperation before moving to turn around, mirroring Rozanov's stance and hitting him with a look.
“I know it’s a sticker asshole. Why is it on my face?”
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Ilya buys a little book of stickers and shane maybe looses his mind.- Language:
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Bookmarked by DarkestBlue
07 Apr 2026