1 - 20 of 4,849 Bookmarks by DavidlovesPatrick

Navigation

List of Bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark 47

    Tags
    Summary

    “Where are you driving from?” Eddie asked, his mouth moving before he could stop it, his brain deciding that awkward small talk was infinitely safer than just standing there vibrating with nervous energy.

    “East,” the guy replied with a casual, fluid roll of his broad shoulders. “Farther than I wanted to be, honestly. And definitely longer than I originally planned.”

    Before the army, before Los Angeles, and long before the 118, there was a dusty gas station on the edge of El Paso, a broken-down Jeep with Pennsylvania plates, and a stranger named Evan.

    For years, they were each other's entire world, surviving basic training, AIT, and a grueling deployment side-by-side. But a devastating wave of silence and a massive misunderstanding tore them apart, leaving behind a deep, soul-cutting ache and a history neither of them ever truly moved on from.

    Now, the past has finally caught up to the present. Standing under the harsh fluorescent lights of Station 118, Eddie and Evan are forced to navigate the wreckage of the life they left behind—and the terrifying truth of everything they never stopped running from.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    78,769
    Chapters:
    30/30
    Comments:
    39
    Kudos:
    133
    Bookmarks:
    47
    Hits:
    5,390

    01 Sep 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 33

    Tags
    Summary

    "Buck stared at him. And Eddie finally said the thing that had apparently been true for far longer than he’d realized.
    “I took Theo because I love him,” Eddie said quietly. “But I also did it because I love you.”
    He's met with silence..."

     

    Or, when the system finds out about Buck's drug dependency, they threaten to remove Theo until they can reevaluate. Luckily, Eddie is there to help fix it

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,061
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    17
    Kudos:
    346
    Bookmarks:
    33
    Hits:
    2,232

    30 Aug 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “Would you marry me?”

    Eddie stared at him.

    Buck stared back.

    The refrigerator hummed. The monitor hissed faintly. Eddie could hear his own pulse, which seemed dramatic and unhelpful.

    “What?” Eddie said.

    Buck looked down, then back up. “Not like. I mean, legally. For Theo. For the stability thing.”

    Eddie’s mouth had gone dry.

    Buck kept talking. He did that when he was nervous. Built a whole staircase of words and then tried to jump down it. “I know it sounds insane. I know. And I’m not asking because I’m freaking out. I mean, I am always a little bit freaking out, but that’s not why. I’m asking because if I had to pick someone to have legal standing with Theo, someone who already shows up and knows him and knows me, it would be you.”

    Eddie said nothing.

    Buck’s face tightened. “You can say no.”

    “I know.”

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    20,361
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    85
    Kudos:
    1,803
    Bookmarks:
    360
    Hits:
    18,826

    30 Aug 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 53

    Tags
    Summary

    "Speaking of Eddie," Maddie continues. "What did he say when you told him what you're thinking about Theo?"

    "Uh, I haven't told him yet," Buck says. "I wanted to talk to you first."

    Maddie puts down her spoon, eyes widening. "Oh." She presses a hand to her heart. "Oh, wow. Okay, well, I'm honored that you wanted to tell me first."

    "Of course," Buck says quickly. "What you think — your opinion means so much to me." He reaches over to squeeze her hand. "You know me so well."

    Her eyes fill, and she turns her head to wipe them on her shoulder. "That means a lot. You're going to be a great parent — foster parent — to Theo. I know it."

    "Thanks, Maddie," Buck says, blinking away his own tears.

    "You know what else I know?"

    "What?"

    "You're going to feel better after you talk to Eddie. You should tell him soon."

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    11,726
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    15
    Kudos:
    408
    Bookmarks:
    53
    Hits:
    3,277

    30 Aug 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 68

    Tags
    Summary

    It starts as a throwaway line. A little joke. "Just come over."

    What, like it's hard? It's just 800 miles.

    Buck's got a flight booked by the end of the night.

    Unbeknownst to either of them, Chris also has a plan.

    Or:

    Chris calls his own personal 9-1-1. Buck goes into full-on rescue mode. Eddie finally says the thing™ out loud.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,117
    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    20
    Kudos:
    321
    Bookmarks:
    68
    Hits:
    2,095

    30 Aug 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 52

    Tags
    Summary

    "I don't wanna die, Eddie. I need you to believe me. I don't. I just don't really feel alive, either."

    Dr. Copeland gives Buck homework: say the thing he's been carrying since Bobby died out loud, to someone whose face he has to watch while he does. There are hotlines. There's a peer-led option through the union. Buck picks the only option that counts.

    Or:

    The whole truth about New Mexico, a box of feelings Eddie was saving just for Frank, and one more direction for Bobby to point Buck in.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,806
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    18
    Kudos:
    230
    Bookmarks:
    52
    Hits:
    1,848

    30 Aug 2026

  7. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “I just thought you guys were married like My Dad and My Mommy,” Theo said with a sigh. He sipped his juice thoughtfully. “I miss them.” 

    Eddie and Theo and Chris and Buck work through the shape of their new family.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    39,247
    Chapters:
    8/8
    Comments:
    66
    Kudos:
    549
    Bookmarks:
    129
    Hits:
    12,099

    29 Aug 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 40

    Tags
    Summary

    Buck and Eddie Nap.

    Inspired by friends, when Joey and Ross nap together.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,286
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    32
    Kudos:
    356
    Bookmarks:
    40
    Hits:
    2,812

    29 Aug 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 87

    Tags
    Summary

    Soulmates. Everyone is taught about them in school. It’s necessary to explain the random words or symbols on their child's bodies when they begin to realize other kids have different ones.

    It's the first words that your soulmate says to you personally. Once you hear them the lettering wherever on your body freezes for a moment. The words then become darker almost like a fresh tattoo that forever remains boldened.

    Buck had the fortune of being able to meet his soulmate. Unfortunately, his last words were the first and last Buck would ever hear from him.

    But that was years ago and Buck has had countless meaningless encounters since then to fill the void of losing his true love. Although he loved serving overseas he couldn’t stomach it anymore after his last mission ended in his soulmate's death.

    His new job at the 118 firehouse is perfect. Except for the new guy whose eyes make Buck feel heartbroken in an indescribable way.

    Or Buck believes he lost his soulmate while in the SEALs. In reality he hadn’t and Eddie, new to the 118 doesn’t understand the hatred his coworker has for him. It takes a bit for them to figure out this isn’t the first time their paths have crossed.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    8,222
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    30
    Kudos:
    649
    Bookmarks:
    87
    Hits:
    4,621

    29 Aug 2026

  10. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Dear Eddie,

    You probably have a lot of questions. I’ll get to answering them later. But first, let me paint you a picture.

    Imagine a little child, growing up in the depths of suburban Pennsylvania. They have no real friends, only their older sister. They have plenty of toys that were once said sister’s, including a collection of Barbies.

    Among these Barbies is a singular Ken. The child pays special attention to him. While their parents are wondering why the child isn’t obsessed with changing the Barbies into a thousand and one dresses, they take a pink marker and draw a birthmark on the side of Ken’s left eye. They keep Ken hidden from everyone else and only bring him out when no one’s around, to look at him long and hard, mesmerized.

    If you haven’t guessed yet, I am that child.
    ____

    OR Buck just wants to finally have an established partner in field at the 118. He doesn't expect the new hire to be the guy he'd dated back in college, before he dropped out and came out.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    36,483
    Chapters:
    10/10
    Comments:
    343
    Kudos:
    512
    Bookmarks:
    118
    Hits:
    8,873

    29 Aug 2026

  11. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    "So Theo's my little brother, and it's not like you aren't gonna step up for him like Buck did for me."
    "Uh..." Eddie immediately recognizes from Chris's face that was the wrong response.
    "You're going to help Buck like he helped you, right?!"

    A simple question at breakfast sets Eddie's life ablaze: aka Eddie realizes he has a family, wants to raise a kid with Buck, and is in love with him. In that order.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    8,645
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    15
    Kudos:
    608
    Bookmarks:
    113
    Hits:
    5,162

    29 Aug 2026

  12. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “Theo? Can you tell me what’s wrong?”

    “He didn’t come home.” He stutters his way through the sentence, like it’s the scariest thing he’s ever said. Like he’s forcing himself to say it but doesn’t understand why it’s so scary, just that it is. Josh frowns at the screen in response. Tentatively types, possibly abandoned.

    Jesus. What the hell is wrong with people these days?

    “Who didn’t come home, Theo? Your dad?”

    Theo, 5. Child in distress. Possibly abandoned.

    The radio crackles with acknowledgment as Theo exhales shakily. It’s wet, like he’s building up all the courage his little body has to offer. “My Buck.”

    --

    Or, Theo calls 9-1-1 because Buck doesn't come home after he gets hurt on a shift.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,657
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    132
    Kudos:
    4,008
    Bookmarks:
    576
    Hits:
    18,925

    28 Aug 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 41

    Tags
    Summary

    Buck pressed the heels of his hands into his forehead and sighed.

    "No, we're not engaged, it was just something Eddie said to get the social worker out of the house, path of least resistance," he explained.

    "The path of least resistance was to say that you guys are getting gay married?" she asked incredulously.

    "Just… married, Maddie, not gay married, and I-I dont know. Eddie says I'll have a better shot at adoption if Theo has a two-parent household," Buck clarified before Maddie cut him off.

    "Wait, it was Eddie's idea?"

    "Uh, yeah? So?"

    "No! Nothing!" Maddie replied quickly. "That's just.. interesting!"

     

    Buck and Eddie decide to get married to make adopting Theo easier and definitely for no other reasons at all.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    11,911
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    25
    Kudos:
    381
    Bookmarks:
    41
    Hits:
    3,459

    28 Aug 2026

  14. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Alright, so Buck is definitely in love with his best friend. But with a four-year-old running circles around him, remnants of pancake stuffed in his mouth and maple syrup slathered impossibly across his entire face, Buck really doesn't have time to think about that right now.

    So he does what every responsible adult with any sort of structure in their life would - he schedules his mental breakdown for a later date. Pulling out his phone, he navigates deftly to his calendar, and eyes a free day a little over a month from now. October 15th, as good a date as any, he supposes. He blocks out a 3 hour time slot with an event titled 'Process the fact that I'm in love with Eddie', and swipes the app away without a second thought.

    Or; Buck forgets that his Google calendar is shared with Eddie.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,147
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    82
    Kudos:
    1,038
    Bookmarks:
    129
    Hits:
    5,948

    27 Aug 2026

  15. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    His mom clears her throat, squinting her eyes at Eddie. “Whose is he? Do you—Do you have a new girlfriend?”

    Theo giggles and looks up at her from below. “Eddie doesn’t have a girlfriend! That’s silly!”

    Eddie nearly chokes. Silly… Yeah, maybe so. “Uh—No. No girlfriend.”

    “Then whose is he, Eddie?” His dad asks.

    And with the comedic timing of one of those corny 90s sitcoms, Buck chooses that exact moment to walk out of the kitchen.

    Or: Eddie's parents make a surprise visit for Christopher's sixteenth birthday. What they didn't expect was finding a few surprises of their own.

    Or: Eddie is convinced the universe hates him when his parents come to visit. With them already believing he and Buck are together, Eddie decides to roll with it.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    14,176
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    150
    Kudos:
    2,449
    Bookmarks:
    430
    Hits:
    18,593

    26 Aug 2026

  16. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “Buck,” Eddie says and he must sound some sort of way because Buck’s tone switches immediately. 

    “Is everything okay?” 

    Eddie wants to say no, that this is d-day level bad, but it’d be a lie. It’s not bad at all, just nerve wracking, just new.  “Yeah, everything’s fine. My sisters are here.” 

    “Both of them? Adriana and Sophia?” Buck asks, voice matching Eddie’s level of shock. “In California?” 

    “In my house, right now,” Eddie responds. “Apparently Christopher invited them without telling me.” 

    “Oh, Eddie,” he whispers empathetically. 


    Or Eddie's sisters come to visit their nephews and help him discover a new perspective.  

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    11,405
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    58
    Kudos:
    1,069
    Bookmarks:
    175
    Hits:
    8,028

    25 Aug 2026

  17. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Grace gets a new delivery of clothes made by his Erid fashion team.

    There's a couple unexpected items.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,879
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    160
    Kudos:
    1,061
    Bookmarks:
    135
    Hits:
    3,667

    21 Aug 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 8

    Tags
    Summary

    Rocky’s a new teacher at Grover Cleveland Middle, and Grace just can’t shake how cool he is. After a slightly awkward first meeting, Grace and Rocky become fast friends, and Grace is happy to be invited to a drag performance by Rocky.

    He doesn’t realize that Rocky will be performing.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,620
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    10
    Kudos:
    122
    Bookmarks:
    8
    Hits:
    461

    21 Aug 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 48

    Tags
    Summary

    "We match," he says stupidly, for want of having anything to say at all. Then, clarifying quickly, "The hum. You guys probably have perfect pitch or something."

    They say that honest love is a cage that makes you feel free.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,548
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    32
    Kudos:
    308
    Bookmarks:
    48
    Hits:
    1,208

    10 Aug 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 69

    Tags
    Summary

    Rocky has opted to stay on the Hail Mary for now. Someone has to watch Grace sleep, after all, and he doesn’t trust that duty to anyone else. Grace has been unwell for many days, and Rocky isn’t about to let anything happen to him, not now that they’ve made it to Erid and safety.

    (Grace's worsening illness starts reminding Rocky too much of the past.)

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,938
    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    39
    Kudos:
    435
    Bookmarks:
    69
    Hits:
    4,294

    10 Aug 2026

Filters

Filter results:
Submit

Include

?
Include Ratings
Include Warnings
Include Categories
Include Fandoms
Include Characters
Include Relationships
Include Additional Tags
Include Bookmarker's Tags

Exclude

?
Exclude Ratings
Exclude Warnings
Exclude Categories
Exclude Fandoms
Exclude Characters
Exclude Relationships
Exclude Additional Tags
Exclude Bookmarker's Tags

More Options

Word count
Bookmark types
Submit

Clear Filters

Navigation