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Happiness. Moon Baek couldn't tell what this word truly was supposed to convey, even after looking it up
Or how, some time after the chaos, they meet again. In the same hospital, picking up the shards which should've never been broken in the first place
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everything i ever wanted by Dear_H
Fandoms: 볼보이 택틱스 | Ball Boy Tactics (TV), Ball Boy Tactics
03 Aug 2025
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"So does that mean I'm the one you like?" And then he had already said the words he regretted immediately. "No, of course not". A chance completely wasted, thrown away. A chance he could've grabbed. But the words got him, just like that, caught off guard so much he stopped breathing for a second, gears turning in his head.
Or Eunoh reflects on what he said and the feelings he tries to deny.
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because you're the one who's keeping me alive by Dear_H
Fandoms: 약한영웅 Class 1 | Weak Hero Class 1 (TV)
06 Jul 2025
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“You really think you stand a chance against me? How about we try something else tonight?”
This. Again. As if he hadn't heard it like a million times. You've got no chance against me. You're weak. You should try a little harder. The complete opposite to what Hyuntak used to hear from him- 10 years ago, when Seongje had turned into his shadow on a sunny day in may, following him everywhere because his 8 year old self was so impressed by those not even fully developed taekwondo skills of his.
or how they became friends, each others first love, fell apart, met again as enemies... and then, because of someone's death, tried once more
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where you'll put your arms around my heart and keep me warm all through the night by Dear_H
Fandoms: 약한영웅 Class 1 | Weak Hero Class 1 (TV)
14 May 2025
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Then he felt those hands in his hair, those fingers slowly threading through it, brushing downwards, softly grazing his ears. He looked up- a sad smile staring down at him. Somewhere there behind it he could see it. The sincerity.
Deep inside it hurt, too because should he be feeling all those things for his best friend, especially now? When Humin looked at him like that, tears still in the corners of his eyes, still grieving the person he had once called his best best friend. Should his heart beat at these touches, a voice on the back of his mind reminding him of how long he'd felt this way.Maybe it needed a tragedy for them to understand their feelings
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can't sail my ships back to the time when oceans ran so serene by Dear_H
Fandoms: Squid Game (TV 2021)
16 Mar 2025
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“Just look at you.” The voice was circling Junho before it stopped right in front of him. “We did not agree to do this, did we? You promised me not to die. And then you almost did when I let you go with that awful cut.” Cold hands cupped his face again, a little more gentle this time, tilting and turning it from one side to the other. ”I should probably take care of the mess your brother left behind but when I said early I would stitch you back together, I meant it.”
or: Junho finds some sense of hope again when he thought he had lost it
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you lie to me so casually and i'm dying in denial by Dear_H
Fandoms: Squid Game (TV 2021)
15 Jan 2025
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He turned around then, catching a glimpse of his own reflection in the wall. There were better days behind him. Now he was covered in sweat, cuts, blood of strangers mixed into his.
Covered in fear of meeting his brother. Fear of realising he wasn't the same person anymore he had looked up to once. Junho took a deep breath before he pushed the door open, leaving a red footprint behind- hands shaking around the grip of the firearm as he entered.
No backing out now.Or Junho had succesful found that island again, and after so long, after so many nightmares, was about to face his brother
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once my heart beat to the rhythm of the falling snow by Dear_H
Fandoms: 백설공주에게 죽음을-Black Out | Black Out (TV)
06 Dec 2024
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Changwook’s grandma once told him if people cherished something they had to take good care of it so it won't wither away. Though she probably might've meant the flowers that grew so relentlessly in her garden, giving home to hundreds of bees during the spring and summer months, and not the coworker-turned friend who constantly forgot to pack an umbrella.
He didnt know when it started for him, feeling things like this for his friend, but he sure knew it was a mess
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it was you, the campfire in the dead of the night by Dear_H
Fandoms: 백설공주에게 죽음을-Black Out | Black Out (TV)
03 Dec 2024
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A character introspection on Jeongwoo and exploration of trauma.
Falsely accused of murder and imprisoned for 10 years, he is free now- but what is he supposed to do when he has suffered so much trauma and the only person who stands by his side, the only person he can trust in this cursed town, is the same he suddenly finds himself attracted towards? -
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Jeongsik had way too many umbrellas. Too many that were not even his to begin with, each of them in a simple black. He didn't mind.
It all started with an umbrella. And now he was here, watching his best friend, loving him more and more each day
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Their "goodbye" rewritten but in Sangcheol's POV because I couldn't stop thinking about his reaction to the hug, or even the face he mad :(
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To find the stars that shine for you by Dear_H
Fandoms: 백설공주에게 죽음을-Black Out | Black Out (TV)
18 Oct 2024
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The retrial was over, Jeongwoo's mother on her way to recovery- but he himself? Still haunted by those memories from 10 years ago. If there only was a way for Sangcheol to show him how important he was.
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Predestination Paradox:
Defined as a situation when a traveler going back in time causes the event which he is trying to prevent from happening. It implies that any attempt to stop any event from occurring in the past would simply lead to the cause itself. The paradox suggests that things are destined to turn out the way they have happened and anyone attempting to change the past would find himself trapped in the repeating loop of time.So... this is what he was doing? How big were the chances he would just make everything worse? And get killed in return?
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In episode 8 Doyoon mentioned how "good Juha is at playing the guitar" so he must've heard it at least once- thats where the story starts. It followes through each scene we saw in their flashbacks- and some more- in a more detailed way up to the finale episode. Its a character study of Juha in denial, realizing and understanding his feelings, its full of glimpses of his thoughts and how he sees Doyoon.
(For the spicey enjoyers: theres a bit of it as well)
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- Part 1 of Jazz For Two fic collection
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From past to present (I'll always be here until the end) by Dear_H
Fandoms: 국민사형투표 | The Killing Vote (TV)
10 Jan 2024
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(A follow up to "There's a ghost I talk to", my 7th part of this fic collection so yes, its important to read this one first- then come back here to enjoy and understand it fully)
In part 7, Sangjae had dragged Muchan out of the water and seen him in such a vulnurable state, he decided to take care of him. Now, with Muchan staying at Sangjae's its time to look for Seokjoo, who is still missing. But there is something lingering in the air thats bothering the both of them- unspoken emotions. It makes Sangjae recount one of his favorite moments he shared with Muchan
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- Part 8 of Collection of memories
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Accidentally making a mess in the kitchen late at night, Myeongjun has no other choice than to stay elsewhere overnight with his kids. Lucky for him, he knows exactly the right person who would take them three in in no time- Sangyun. But there is something going on with him as well
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- Part 1 of Days I will remember
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It all started when Seokjoo falls into the water. Muchan seeing his life getting dragged away from him- once again.
Throwing everything away, he risks it all; and jumps right after.
Missing for hours, Sangjae takes it in his own hands to rescue the one and only he cares so much about. Seeing Muchan so heartbroken, he gives his everything to care of him- which also entails looking for Seokjoo. Even if it means, ignoring his own feelingsSeries
- Part 7 of Collection of memories
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After Minsoo kidnaps Jihoon in hopes he can finally get his hands on Muchan to kill him, the latter one faces pain in a way like he has never felt before.- all right in front of Jihoons eyes. But he wont just give up like this- he can not. He has to keep Jihoon safe, he had promised it not only to Seokjoo but also to himself. He has to get him out, away from danger, away from blood. Even if it means to give up his own life.
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- Part 6 of Collection of memories
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Its Muchans's birthday which also means its Naraes birthday. On days like this, he misses the family he had lost that day the most
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- Part 5 of Collection of memories
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After a particularly rainy day and weeks of nonstop working, Muchan decides to pay Seokjoo and Narae a visit- obviously dismissing how tired he is: This leads to unfortunate (or fortunate?) circumstances and a moment of realisation. How will both manage this situation?
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- Part 4 of Collection of memories
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It tells the story of how Muchan took care of Naraes grave for 8 years- and what impact it has on the current (present) timeline.
(I honestly dont know what else to write too much would give the whole plot away)
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- Part 3 of Collection of memories