16 Bookmarks by Ellera

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  1. Public Bookmark 25

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    Sylvain doesn’t know why he shies away from praise. He's a good speaker and a trusted leader. People have told him so time and time again. He knows this. But right now, looking back on his achievements, it’s as if he’s watching someone else go through the motions from far away. This Sylvain—the real Sylvain—knows nothing. Once they all see past the fancy words and grandiose speeches, they’ll realize he’s been faking it all along. What good will he be then?

    Or: After the war, Sylvain returns to Gautier as the new Margrave with Felix by his side. But Sylvain's childhood home stirs up more than a few memories that may have been better off forgotten.

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    26 Feb 2025

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    All things considered; the pitfall had technically served its intended purpose. That came as no surprise to Viktor. Rarely did he ever construct a trap that didn’t do exactly what he’d built it to do.

    It was what he found at the bottom of it that left him rattled.

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    A Jayvik "The Last Of Us" AU based on Frank and Bill's episode "LONG, LONG TIME"

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    14 Feb 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 2

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    WIND AND TRUTH SPOILER WARNING

    Two months after Wind and Truth and the Night of Sorrows, Renarin and Rlain decide to try to break the dome around Urithiru and find Adolin in Azir.

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    31 Dec 2024

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    “A figure knelt down next to him, wearing familiar black boots. He blinked blearily, and red gloves reached out to lift his head off the ground. He registered gold eyes behind black bangs…

    …They blinked slowly and stared at him mournfully. A gloved thumb ran across his cheekbone, and his eyes fluttered closed. Before he could open his mouth to even ask a question, he slipped into darkness.”

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    30 Jan 2024

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    “So I’m to be bait,” Akechi says flatly. “You’re serving me up.”

    Ren can feel the grin on his face, and he can’t stop it. “I gotta open the store tomorrow, I only serve coffee.”

    “Absolutely idiotic. Why would I agree to that?"

    Ren shrugs one shoulder and leans back against the movie theater wall, smiling. He’s feeling light on his feet right now. It’s been a bad day, but the end is nice. “Call it penance.”

    “Penance for what,” Akechi says.

    His smile stays where it is as he glances away for a moment, then meets Akechi’s eyes again. “Being yourself.”

    Summer vacation back in Tokyo was supposed to be two things: an exciting break from the mundanity of home, and a chance to see people he's missed so much it hurts. If he survives, Ren has good news for himself on both.

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    25 Jan 2024

  6. Public Bookmark 14

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    NG+!Ren has tried again and again to circumvent Akechi's personal path to ruin. No matter his approach, he has failed to shift his rival's fate in any lasting way. When another NG+ protagonist reaches out through Mementos just before Justice Rank 8, Ren grabs hold of Akechi and takes a desperate leap into a true unknown.

    TL;DR what if I isekai'd your doomed yaoi into war school

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    10 Jan 2024

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    “Oh, gods forbid they respond positively to you doing a good thing,” Neve deadpans. She squeezes him a little again. “That’s sort of how it works, Astarion.”

    She can’t even see it. Believes the best of them all so earnestly, himself included, that she can’t see how it would all fall away without her at the center. It’s enough to make a person feel like they might actually deserve it.

    “And by it, you mean…?” he asks instead.

    Her huffed laugh of disbelief ruffles the hair at his neck. “Friendship, you idiot,” she answers. “And the general acquisition thereof.”

    Astarion cuts a sideways look at her as best he can with her still nestled so close. “And is that what we are? Friends?”

    He’d meant it to tease her, and yet finds that the silence before her answer twists his stomach. Because…he doesn’t actually know, either.

    “Yes, Astarion,” Neve says gently, after a moment. “I think we’re very good friends.”

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    Neve and Astarion, continued. She's not a victim. Not a target. Not just one night it's better to forget. But then...whatever in the world could she be?

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    17 Sep 2023

  8. Public Bookmark 21

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    Peace and quiet after the war is driving Felix insane. But as much as he hoped for adventure, he didn't want it to come in the form of a serial killer leaving dead bodies in the woods with the crest of Fraldarius carved into them.
    Sylvain, as worried for his friend's deteriorating sanity as he is for the victims, insists on helping Felix hunt down the killer and as the two of them are thrown back into danger together, they finally find the courage to stop pining and take the leap of admitting how deeply they love each other.

     

    Rated E for: violence, profanity, sex, depictions of psychosis, and of course murdered corpses. There is also content revolving around mental health struggles like sleep-deprivation, mania, anxiety and trauma.

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    16 Jan 2023

  9. Public Bookmark 64

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    Sylvain’s hands knead at Felix’s waist. Nice. Intimate. The sort of thing that Felix never imagined himself enjoying so much. “Let me get this all straight. After the battle, I come and find you, and I can kiss you?”
    Felix hums agreement.

     

     

     

    Eight years have passed since the Battle of Enbarr. Sylvain is struggling in his control of both Gautier and Fraldarius territories. And Felix hasn't been seen since the night after the battle, when he left a ring, a dukedom, and a kiss behind. Neither of them are prepared to meet again.
    Or at least, not like this.

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    14 Dec 2022

  10. Public Bookmark 11

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    four firsts. one last.

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    28 Nov 2022

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    Five years after the revolution that made him both a hero and a failure, Sylvain Jose Gautier is living a quiet rural life, having given up his titles, sold his lands, and left his friends behind. Though he has tried to put his past behind him, it comes back to haunt him when Edelgard asks him to undertake one last mission for her, forcing him to reconnect with old friends and confront the man he was, the man he is, and the man he wishes to be.

     

    (A post-Crimson Flower story wherein Sylvain, Felix and Ingrid were recruited to the Eagles and tried to save Dimitri from himself by fighting on both sides of the war. Spoilers for Crimson Flower, with many borrowed elements of Azure Moon. Updates every Friday.)

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    14 Oct 2022

  12. Public Bookmark 64

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    There are three reasons why Ferdinand’s murder mystery party could be the worst night of Felix’s life:

    1. The ridiculous sailor costume he’s been squeezed into barely covers his ass.
    2. Everyone is talking in 1930s Mid-Atlantic accents.
    3. It might actually force him to talk to Sylvain.

    A story about sylvix being so terrible at communicating their feelings, it might take a murder to bring them together.

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    17 Sep 2022

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Died laughing. May have been drunk, still funny as hell. =)

  13. Public Bookmark 78

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    There’s a lot on his mind — countless reports still left to sift through, decrees to draft, resources to reallocate. Though most towns do well managing on their own, bandits still remain a problem in the rural areas where their patrols are spread thin, with merchants who aren’t able to hire sellswords to defend their caravans hesitant to travel. Then there’s the matter of Those Who Slither In the Dark, deciding what their next course of action should be, what plans and preparations they’ll need to make before they decide to strike again.

    And as if that wasn’t enough, Felix has returned, ten years since he left.

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    15 Sep 2022

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    Sylvain's going to get this treaty signed if it's the last thing he does. Felix is afraid it just might be.

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    13 Sep 2022

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    It's another one of those lonely nights on which Felix is occupied by nothing more than work and taking care of his cat. His phone buzzes, and he thinks it's his stupid boss with an even stupider idea but no, it's a horny manwhore trying to get the woman he recently chatted up into bed. Felix decides to be chivalric enough to clear up the mistake, and fails to predict how big an impact this small gesture of his will have on his sorry excuse for a life.

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    05 Sep 2022

  16. Public Bookmark 43

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    The seeds of Felix’s dandelion caught in the breeze, swirling away through sunlight and blurring their vision with white, semi-transparent tufts—stem left satisfyingly empty as it was dropped to the wood. He caught Felix’s momentary smile, childlike and wondrous; eyes alight with fire, filled with hope.

    He should always be this happy.

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    Moments from the longest of Faerghan summers, as told by a lovesick artist.

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    27 Aug 2022

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