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  1. Rec *

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    “I am sorry,” he says. “I am not trying to fight. I just don’t like the idea of you not being okay and me not knowing, even when I am in the same place as you.”

    That Shane can understand. He wouldn’t like it if their positions were reversed, after all, if he thought Ilya was potentially in danger and he was in the next room over drinking champagne and making smalltalk. He sees Ilya go somewhere in his head sometimes, sees him retreat inwards, sees him check out even if his body is still there, going so deep inside that he doesn’t even catch Shane’s eye for a bit even when something funny happens, too far away for Shane to reach him.

    But it’s also not like he can just go up and grab Ilya by the arm and pull him away from the party, not without inviting speculation and a whisper storm. He doesn’t have that right, doesn’t have that privilege, to potentially need Ilya or be needed by Ilya and be able to just pull him away.

    It’s moments like these that Shane feels the weight of their secret like a physical thing.

    (5 times shane and ilya couldn't be openly together and 1 time they could)

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    04 Sep 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov comes home from a trip with a buzzcut.

    Shane Hollander is devastated.

    Ilya makes the fatal mistake of uttering the words “It’s just hair.” It’ll grow back, he said. Shane is being dramatic, he said.

    So Shane decides to teach him a lesson.

    If Ilya’s curls are “just hair,” then Shane’s freckles are “just freckles.”

    And if Ilya wants them back, well… he can wait until Shane decides he’s suffered enough.

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    01 Sep 2026

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    [A video starts with the script 'My husband BEFORE & AFTER seeing me- A study by Ilya Hollander.' Shortly after the words disappear, Shane Hollander rounds a corner pulling a carry-on suitcase behind him as he walks out of an airport security post. His face is serious, his mouth in a thin line as he looks around, his eyes searching the crowd. When they land on Ilya Rozanov, his entire face softens, and he smiles, his pace picking up as he now walks determinedly towards his husband. When he reaches Ilya, he leans up to kiss him.]

    Shane: Sorry, they had to re-scan my bag. I thought for sure they'd found the dild—

    [He breaks off, noticing Ilya's phone pointing at him for the first time as he narrows his eyes at Ilya, but his smile doesn't change.]

    Shane: Are you recording me?

    Ilya: Yes.

    [Shane rolls his eyes, but doesn't protest, wrapping an arm around Ilya's waist as they begin to walk.]

    Shane: Come on. There's only two hours til our flight leaves, and I want to make sure we get a good seat at the gate.

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    01 Sep 2026

  4. Rec *

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    “What are we doing?” Shane asks and Ilya holds out the other pair of skates he’d grabbed.

    “Put these on,” Ilya says, and Shane takes them from him with a skepitcal look.

    “Will these even fit me? And again, what are we doing? Are we even supposed to be here? I don’t think–”

    “Shane,” Ilya interrupts, taking Shane’s face into his hands and squeezing just enough to make Shane’s lips pucker out. “You are going crazy at home. You love to skate. You love hockey. So let’s go skate. And play hockey. Just you and me, okay?”

    Oh

    There’s so many things he wants to say. Like how much he loves Ilya. Or how glad he is that they’d taken the plunge off that scary, crazy cliff when they were teenagers. Or how even in the midst of the craziness and anxiety and unknown, Shane is so fucking excited for the life they’re going to have.

    But it all gets caught in his throat as emotion takes hold, and all he can do is nod and say, “Okay.”

    ____

    Or, five times Ilya helps Shane when he's overwhelmed and one time Shane returns the favor.

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    01 Sep 2026

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    It happens against Montreal, because of course it does.

    Shane Hollander has accumulated hundreds of penalty minutes across his career, same as every other hockey player, but none have ever been from fighting.

    That is until a bad hit by his former teammates leaves his husband laid out on the ice and a comment that crosses the line has Shane dropping his gloves for the first (and hopefully last) time.

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    01 Sep 2026

  6. Rec 53

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    Sterek in 1890s NYC: Stiles is a recent immigrant from Poland selling pastries off a pushcart in his working-class tenement neighborhood. He keeps coming up with weird flavors that no one likes.... except the butcher's son, Derek Hale.

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    29 Aug 2026

  7. Rec 39

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    A slow-burn, small-town love story about gym benches, retired K9s, terrible cover stories, and finding out the hard way that the person who wrecked your whole routine might just be the best thing that ever happened to it.

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    The one where Stiles and Derek meet at the gym, fall in love and live happily ever after.

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    28 Aug 2026

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    Ilya's not so unlucky he'd be the victim of the first on-ice hockey curse in literal years, right?

    Well, with the energy the burning of his effigies has unlocked and the general sentiment of one too-powerful witch girl putting an intent into the universe, he is.

    Now he's on all fours, and unable to play for at least a month unless Cliff and the gang can pull it together to find Ilya's true love to break the curse. Obviously that's Montreal Jane, the only woman Cap's ever guarded with such fierce jealously. So they have one night to find her and save Cap all in one fell swoop.

    And find her they do.

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    28 Aug 2026

  9. Rec *

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    “Oh, don’t even worry about it. I got you something, Cap,” Evan Dykstra excitedly reaches in his bag. “For you and your hubby.”
    Shane sets his shoes in the locker, but he cannot help but glance over.
    Dykstra pulls out a glass jar from the bag and crosses the room, proudly setting it on Ilya’s shelf in his locker.
    Shane’s ears burn. His heart hammers. His chest clenches and his fingers go numb as he stares at the jar, proudly labeled with the letters PDA.

    _____

     

    Shane is anxious about joining the Centaurs, fearing that they will be assholes like they Voyagers were, especially when it comes to his relationship with Ilya. When the team presents the two of them with a PDA jar as a joke at their first practice, Shane spirals and takes it seriously, thinking the team is setting rules for them. Things eventually come to a head when Ilya is injured during practice, and Ilya realizes the misunderstanding that took place between his husband and his team.

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    27 Aug 2026

  10. Rec *

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    In the village of Beacon Hills, Stiles finds himself a sacrifice for stealing the pelt of a great black wolf.
    But rather than eating him, the wolf whose pelt he stole brings Stiles back to his Pack.
    As his new mate.

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    23 Aug 2026

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    Once upon a time, Ilya had put a pretty girl in the passenger seat of his Porsche and fingered her while he pushed 120 down the interstate. He’d kissed drunk boys in seedy European clubs. He’d been impossibly hot, impossibly cool.

    Moreover, he was impossibly ill-prepared for the dizzying experience of being Shane Hollander’s boyfriend. Because Shane was turning out to be a really good boyfriend, the kind that quietly handled expensive restaurant checks, the kind that made soup when he was sick and held open his coat for him.

    Ilya basically had no choice but to get hard about it.

    Or: a 5+1 of Ilya versus Shane’s boyfriendisms, told over the years.

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    22 Aug 2026

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    He was playing the game of trying to imagine what the headlines would say.

    Shane Hollander V. Tyler Bratchen In Shocking Fist Fight!

    Has Hollander finally lost his cool? Read more.

    Tempers fly in downtown Montreal between these two NHL players 👀

    He’d managed to dodge scandals for years because he just…didn’t do anything scandalous. Aside from being in love with Ilya Rozanov, which he supposed was ironic. His first negative public debacle, all because one idiot couldn’t keep Ilya’s name out of his mouth. Funny how things worked now.

    Or: a measure of Shane’s devotion, seen through a very public, very messy bar brawl.

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    22 Aug 2026

  13. Rec *

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    "What’s going on?”

    “Not much,” Ilya says breezily. Everything is okay now that he’s talking to Shane. Everything is perfect. “Just hanging.”

    “Just…hanging,” Shane repeats skeptically. “Sure, yeah.”

    “I miss you,” Ilya says, because this is crucial information that Shane needs to know. Though, there was something else he was supposed to tell him…

    “Oh, I forgot to tell you. We’ve been drugged.”

     

    Or: The Ottawa Centaurs unknowingly eat laced brownies, and Ilya Rozanov really loves Shane Hollander.

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    22 Aug 2026

  14. Rec 28

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    Derek misses Stiles and he feels like he’s dying.

     

    Or Derek is the OG yearner.

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    20 Aug 2026

  15. Rec *

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    Wyatt’s gaze flicked from Hollander to Rozanov – who looked absolutely delighted with this turn of events – and back again. “You two follow playoff traditions as well then?”

    Hollander shrugged, still catastrophically casual, “I mean, when we played on different teams we sort of had to. Conflict of interests and all that. But I meant more generally. You know what it’s like, right?”

    Wyatt wasn’t sure that he did, and was suddenly very conscious of the fact that he might not be in the least bit emotionally prepared for whatever was about to come out of Hollander’s mouth.

    “Like, the other day,” Hollander continued, seemingly unaware of the proverbial bombshell he was about to drop. “Ilya tied me up and edged me for…was it two hours?”

    “Three, moyo solnyshko,” Rozanov corrected, sounding like Christmas, his birthday, and the Easter Bunny had all come at once.


    Shane Hollander joins the Centaurs, and the team discovers that their Captain might be a certified menace, but his husband is so, so much worse.

    OR: five times Shane accidentally terrorizes the Centaurs locker room, and one time he chooses to hold back.

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    18 Aug 2026

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    “If that had ever been leaked, we would have had to deal with it for the rest of the season. And I know as much as you’d have a field day with it, it’s not good for the image of the team. Ferah is going to kill you one of these days. When we - oh my god.” Shane stops for a moment like he’s just catching up on Ilya’s physical state.

    “Are you hard right now?” Shane asks, his eyebrows furrowing in confusion as he looks from Ilya’s dick to his face.

    “I can’t help it!” He groans, throwing his hands up. “I like it when you are mean, you know this.”

    “Oh my god.”

    “I like it when you are mean, and I am a weak, weak man.” Ilya groans like he’s in pain.

    (ie. ilya is down bad for his husband and at all stars weekend and claps back hard when they're confronted)

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    13 Aug 2026

  17. Public Bookmark *

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    “I’m putting in a transfer request to Carleton this afternoon.”

    Ilya gets off his bike and wraps his sweaty arms around Shane’s sweaty shoulders, presses their sweaty heads together and holds him tight. “Nooo, Hollander, you cannot leave me. Who will put Barrett and Marly in time out when they fuck up too many shots in a row?”

    “I’m sure Bood will do it. He loves bossing people around.”

    Bood stands up straight and salutes his captains. “I take the title with great honor. Enjoy the Ravens, Hollander—your legacy of being a chaste Victorian debutante will be remembered fondly but not carried on.”

    This snaps that last thread of Shane’s refined patience. “I can pick up girls! I have no problem getting numbers and calling them and talking!”

    Hazy smirks. “Innocent until proven guilty.”

    “I can pick people up,” Shane says again, moving off his bike and out of Ilya’s sweaty embrace. “And I don’t have to do it by concocting schemes or stripping on top of the LAX bros’ coffee table.”

    Or, after some team chirping at Shane's expense, Ilya accidentally interrupts a few of his potential dating prospects and then keeps on doing it less than accidentally

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    09 Aug 2026

  18. Rec *

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    Being a beta has always meant safety for Shane Hollander. No expectations, no instincts, no distractions from hockey.

    Unfortunately, he meets Ilya Rozanov.

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    02 Aug 2026

  19. Rec *

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    The problem isn’t that Stiles is stubborn. The problem is that people keep hitting on him.

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    02 Aug 2026

  20. Rec *

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    No matter the trope.
    No matter the universe.
    No matter the setup.
    They find each other.

    “We’d be partners. A team, together.” He squeezed Rozanov’s hand in return, heart aching as he thought about the deep love his parents had for each other and how he would be closing the door on ever experiencing that. But it was the right thing to do, he was sure of it.

    “Okay,” Rozanov said, very quietly.

    “Is that…?” Shane asked, tentatively.

    “We can tell our respective delegations tomorrow, if you want,” Rozanov said, nodding definitively.

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    01 Aug 2026

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