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  1. Public Bookmark 57

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    But Gideon can’t fix her. Can’t bring her mother back. Can’t make her father come home. Can’t make her worthy enough to even ask for it. She can’t make the Lord forgive her.

    Except she doesn’t say any of that. It’s too hopeless. Too pathetic.

    Instead, it’s a weak plea that does escape her. But how could she ever understand? What is God to an atheist? What connection do the two of them have when it’s her whole world?

    “Has anybody ever died for you?” Harrow whispers, “Would anyone ever? People are selfish. They’re cruel. We hurt eachother, we take from eachother—and that’s why. That’s why I believe. Even if it makes me a fool in your eyes, I have to.”

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    In a rural, hyper-religious country town in central Australia, Harrow and Gideon grow up sharing a wall. Deeply, reverently, irrevocably in love, but violently steeped in enough religious shame to hide it, they fail to learn the difference between love and worship, want, and lust.

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    18 Aug 2026

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    Harrowhark Nonagesimus and Gideon Nav have always been at each other’s throats, and the animosity has only intensified since the death of Harrow’s parents. But when a car accident leaves Gideon without any memories of her past, Harrow sees a chance at the clean slate she’s wanted for years. Becoming involved in Gideon’s recovery assuages some of the guilt, but as she and Gideon become closer and increasingly involved in each other's lives, Harrow worries that some of her secrets may be more than she can atone for.

    Written for The Locked Tomb Big Resurrection Event 2023

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    17 Aug 2026

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    Locked in a desperate wager to prevent Gideon’s departure, Harrow works out her salvation with fear and trembling.

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    12 Aug 2026

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    Of all her gigs, writing advice for a column in a skin magazine is probably Gideon's favorite, though walking Noodle for Cam and Pal is a close second. Even when it brings her within glaring distance of their across-the-hall neighbors. The Nonagesimus sisters. The younger, a little weird but fine. The elder? A pit viper.

    At least on the surface.

     

    Explicit scenes in later chapters.

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    08 Aug 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 71

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    Gideon Nav likes college. She’s got a full-ride sports scholarship that lifted her out of the foster care system and into the arms of the D1 elite. She has her friends, a full belly, and a fairly easy work study job…that puts her in unfortunate proximity to her worst nightmare, Harrowhark Nonagesimus.

    Harrow is the product of a classical music legacy rife with scandal and secrecy. She came to Canaan University with a plan to keep her head down and compose a piece of music so great that it could raise her and her family from the ashes. As they navigate the social labyrinth of a liberal arts college filled to the cranium with cliques, Harrow and Gideon will have to put their differences aside and work together if either of them has any chance of making it out of this school alive.

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    05 Aug 2026

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    Gideon Nav is running for city council in her small town of Canaan. She’s got the charisma, the policy, and the kickass team of friends and supporters. There’s just one problem…she has a bit of a reputation as the town harlot, and she desperately needs to fix it.

    Enter Harrowhark Nonagesimus, Gideon’s high school frenemy, who has moved back to town and just so happens to despise her opponent. Shenanigans ensue.

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    A fake dating and holiday fic, with all chapters posted at once for the fic exchange.

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    31 Jul 2026

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    Gideon is Harrow’s first everything: first rival, first friend, first fight, and first time. None of their friends are aware of their past, though, as their first time together is an awkward, embarrassing, and, quite honestly, painful memory, if Gideon had to be honest.

    But during a Saturday night, with the gang hanging out together and everyone a bit drunk on beer and wine, Gideon ends up talking about that one night as 'her-worst-lay-ever.'

    It’s pretty surprising when Harrow has a completely different way of looking at it.

    Or, the Bad Lay AU

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    20 Jul 2026

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    “This is my roommate, Gideon. She has a filthy mouth, and she wears only as many clothes as is strictly necessary, but please know that she is very dear to me.”

    There was a joke in there that Gideon wanted desperately to explore, but she was struggling to decide if she wanted to yell or run away. She settled on the third option: neither.

    “Nah, fuck that,” she growled, pointing the spatula like a sword at the tiny, emo interloper.

    “Get that snitching-ass gremlin the fuck outta here.”

    - or -

    A paramedic and a surgeon walk into a Boston hospital, and things go downhill from there.

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    18 Jul 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 82

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    Life's not bad for Gideon. She's got a nice predictable job, good friends, a hot roommate. The worst thing is having to deal with her roommate's shitty sister and their terrible friend, but its worth the tradeoff.

    It was simple, and for Gideon that was good enough.

    But things hadn't always been so great. Someone died and the events that followed shattered her world, but you'd never know it talking to her.

    Then one day a familiar face returns and turns everything upside down. Gideon thought she'd moved on but then doubt began to creep in...

    Please read the tags. I'll add them as I come across them. So please review them from time to time <3

    **Completed**

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    16 Jul 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 78

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    Gideon Nav is the defensewoman New York needed, although she prefers defensebutch, thanks. Six feet of absolute dynamite on the ice, with a weapons-grade slapper and smothering shutdown play. And she's finally free, a year ahead of you-know-who in the draft. Her sophomore season is everything she could have asked for.

    Then they play the new expansion team in Denver, and who else but four-foot-nothing Harrowhark Nonagesimus lays the highlight reel hit of the year on her at the blue line.

    Gideon wants payback, and soon.

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    14 Jul 2026

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    It was like watching a puppeteer pull all of Harrow’s strings simultaneously, Gideon thought; the little hagette stood straighter, though not taller- she was still five foot nothing, more furious purse dog than shaking purse dog- but she nodded firmly, once, before turning to Cam.

    "Very well,” she said. “Marry me, Camilla.”

    A vicious spit-take on Gideon’s part translated to one exceptionally high eyebrow in Cam, but nothing more.

    “Like I said,” Cam began carefully, “I’m married to Dulcie, and unfortunately, polyamory is not recognized under the UCMJ. I can’t marry you without her losing her benefits.”

    Then, because Cam was the absolute worst, she shrugged and said, offhandedly,
    “Why don’t you marry Gideon?”

    - or -

    Harrow needs health insurance, and Gideon needs Harrow (to not be a dick.) What better way to provide for them both than a little light fraud between frenemies?

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    09 Jul 2026

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    Harrow’s life got flip-turned upside-down five years ago when she was turned into a vampire.
    Gideon’s life got flip-turned upside-down, like, two weeks ago... and she hasn’t figured out she’s an incubus yet.

    Neither of them are willing or able to satisfy their monstrous base needs. Perhaps they can find a way to help each other, and get their lives turned right-side up again.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    With a very calculated and deliberate gesture, Harrow threw her finger forward and dug it between two of Gideon’s ribs. The taller woman’s jaw flew open and her body bent over on its own, to which she hugged herself without a sound, every inch of her too focused on the pain she was feeling to react in any other way.

    “Every second I spend in your company is a knife buried in my chest."

    Gideon looked up, eyes half closed in a grimace, to find Harrow’s face to be at the same height as hers now that she was folded in over herself, courtesy of those infernal sticks she called fingers.

    “Every second I am forced to converse with you ( - who the fuck talks like that, painfully interceded Gideon, dizzy with pain - ) I feel my IQ being slowly dragged down by your pathetic attempts at communication. Did you know? I actually kind of admire your ability to ignore the ancient purpose of words for information sharing, and instead use them to somehow worsen the preexisting silence. Yet my admiration is nowhere near grand enough for me to want to stand your company for even one second more than necessary.”

    Gideon found her breath again and shakily replied with a grunt. “Cool. I’ll see you at five then.”

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    02 Jul 2026

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    On the execrable scale of interactions involving Gideon Nav, this rises perilously close to excellence.

    -or-

    The burlesque AU with the hate-fucking.

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    25 Jun 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 57

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    The Koniortos Theater presents: SACRIFICE, a new play written and directed by Harrowhark Nonagesimus. Nonagesimus’s directorial debut is a bold, fresh take on a classic myth. Generously sponsored by the Ianthe Tridentarius Foundation for the Arts.

    (tech direction by Gideon Nav)
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    Harrow has an exacting artistic vision and everything to prove. Gideon has boundaries and standards to uphold, dammit, and maybe just a little bit of a crush. Ianthe has a lot of money and some kind of inscrutable agenda. Amazingly, this fic contains no serious OSHA violations.

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    13 May 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 34

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    When Gideon saves her high school nemesis Harrowhark from a fire, the media confuses them for girlfriends. Now, the two are embroiled in a fake-dating scheme to save Gideon's roller derby team through a fancy sponsorship. But what is Harrow getting out of it?

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    13 May 2026

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    Harrowhark Nonagesimus is this close to graduating from high school early and escaping all of her dreadful, hormonal peers. Unfortunately, a rogue physical education requirement - and her own hatred for shorts - forces her to join the school's fencing team.

    Friends are a waste of time, in Harrowhark's opinion. The loud, muscular, extremely attractive saber fighter is determined to kill that opinion super dead.

     “The question, my lugubrious lady, remains: what in the crypt-keeping fuck is your deal?”

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    07 May 2026

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    The one where Gideon is a hockey player and Harrow needs a figure skating partner. Have you ever seen classic hockey player/figure skater rom-com The Cutting Edge? Neither have I!

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    05 May 2026

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    “You’re the new bartender?” Ianthe asks, glancing at Gideon with something resembling distaste. “Come back at tomorrow at four pm. Harry’s going to show you the ropes.” 

    “Don’t call me that,” Harrow says automatically. Then, as the rest of Ianthe’s sentence sinks in: “Wait, I’m what?” 

    “You’re training her,” Ianthe says. She’s smiling pleasantly, but Harrow catches the demonic flash of schadenfreude behind it. “Try not to kill each other, will you?” 

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    30 Apr 2026

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    The Emperor calls for eligible heirs to compete for a chance to marry his treasured progeny, Her Divine Highness, First Born of the First Reborn. Each week one House will be sent home until only one remains and the winning heir shall ascend to stand beside Her Divine Highness, hand in hand, with House replenished and legacy secured.

    Harrow does not intend to compete.

    Note: This story contains spoilers for Harrow the Ninth.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    29 Apr 2026

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