FiltersShadow
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- NCT (Band) (32)
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- SuperM (Korea Band) (4)
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- TWICE (Band) (1)
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The wind is a little strong for a March afternoon, Riku is going to scold him for messing up his face and hair—just a little, though, because Riku is too nice to him. “How old are you, Jaehee-ssi,” Donghyuck asks, offering him a cigarette.
Daeyoung bows and accepts it, fishing for the lighter in his pocket. “I will be twenty-four this year.” Donghyuck nods as Daeyoung lights up his cigarette for him. “Say, do we have time for a little story, young man?”
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“Ten hyung, wait!”
There is something so magical about life, something so out of the thinking boundaries of a human- so incomprehensible that one starts believing in mysticism. Even as I stop and turn around, I don’t feel the world stop- not even for a miniscule of a second. It should have, it must have. The excitement, the smile, the endearing eyes. My blood should have punched my gut to grow a garden in my heart. I should have wanted to fall on my bare knees on the ground and grovel with affection.
But I stand there, numb eyes and steady lips. A stinging pain at the back of my head, and I hear a little shatter from behind my ribcage. “Yes, Jae?"
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For a long time, Donghyuck neither admitted to it nor denied. He is inert, after all. But his friends saw right through him. Perhaps they saw him falling even before he realised he was going to, and maybe they even tried to catch him from falling face first into the pit of fast-sand. But who has ever been able to stop the doom of a destined loser?
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Spending years with Johnny taught Ten that men are no less when it comes to insanity. It’s just society naturalises it, builds the world to facilitate the textbook idea of a man that’s kept happy by crushing everything else. If traditionally women’s insanity rises from frustration and depersonalisation, men’s thrives in the power-trip of it all.
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They're standing at the doorway, the door still open. Anyone could walk in, but nobody ever does uninformed. He doesn't have to worry about the neighbours, the ones living a floor above evacuated a week ago. Ten doesn't want to mind being seen kissing Johnny though.
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Neo Canon (Compliant) Tales: One Shots by FiltersShadow
Fandom: NCT (Band), NCT 127 - Fandom, WAYV
07 Mar 2024
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This is a collection of NCT canon-compliant (-ish) short stories/ short one-shorts. These are written majorly to brush up my writing and to try to break the creative and/or writer's block.
Will traverse across multiple ships. A few of the stories might be connected but they're mostly gonna be unrelated.
- Words:
- 29,098
- Works:
- 6
- Bookmarks:
- 5
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Sicheng, Jaehyun and all that goes between them behind the curtains.
Sicheng who craves yet refrains, Jaehyun who takes and yet isn't taken. It is a journey through the psyche as two being meld together.
- Words:
- 31,120
- Works:
- 3
- Bookmarks:
- 2
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lightning (never) strikes twice by praystation
Fandoms: เธม-โป้ Heart That Skips a Beat | Thame-Po: Heart That Skips a Beat (TV)
15 Oct 2025
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Dylan looked out the car window. “You should just quit now.”
It was the first thing Dylan ever said to him.
Or: Jun gets cut off and needs a job. He gets hired at ONER, but his job doesn't really have a title, just a description. Keep Dylan Zhou in line.
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- English
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- 238,775
- Chapters:
- 14/14
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- Bookmarks:
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Bookmarked by FiltersShadow
07 Jan 2026
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my world is a burning fire and this is the water that calms it down
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Taeyong loves his life, of course he does. Things are good. He has a fiancé and a fancy apartment and a great job. What more could anyone want.
Bookmarked by FiltersShadow
23 Jan 2024
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ripped my heart out of my chest and handed it back to me. i have my bleeding heart in my hand and my chest is hollow and i don't know what to do (in other words, read it, it's just a masterpiece)
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"Is there something you want to tell me, Jisoo?" he heard Seokmin ask, the hoarseness in his voice, the broken tone of his question catching him slightly off-guard. Ache blossoming like flowers inside his chest, he breathed in and out in an attempt to not entirely fall apart right then and there; the other man sounded so vulnerable, so aghast that when the guilt and shame he tried to bat away earlier came hurtling at him in waves, he allowed himself to drown.
"Is there something you want to know?" he drawled out, grimacing when his sentiment came out like a whimper. Lump forming at the base of his throat, the slimy fingers of silence that had him chokehold before had transformed into a knife plunged deep in his stomach, dread and regret filling his veins, cold and metallic, entirely unprepared to see the anguish in his lover's face when he finally turned to face him.
When Seokmin asked Jisoo if he still loved him, he shouldn’t have said yes– between lonely nights and forgotten anniversaries, the last thing he should do was kiss his lover. But after a failed attempt at infidelity, his love for him grew quite immensely.
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A journey spanning years of friendship, something a little more than friendship, and perhaps love.
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19 Aug 2021
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Yk when you witness something so cute that you evaporate?
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“I’m so sorry,” Joshua says, rolling himself up into a sitting position. His limbs still feel heavy and slow, following his brain’s directions half a second behind the beat. The muscles in his shoulders feel stretched out, unknotted. Languid. It’s the unfamiliar feeling of having slept for as long as your body needs to sleep. “I didn’t mean to do that.”
Joshua cannot sleep, unless he's in Minghao's bed. It's kind of ruining his life.