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lightning (never) strikes twice by praystation
Fandoms: เธม-โป้ Heart That Skips a Beat | Thame-Po: Heart That Skips a Beat (TV)
15 Oct 2025
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Dylan looked out the car window. “You should just quit now.”
It was the first thing Dylan ever said to him.
Or: Jun gets cut off and needs a job. He gets hired at ONER, but his job doesn't really have a title, just a description. Keep Dylan Zhou in line.
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07 Jan 2026
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my world is a burning fire and this is the water that calms it down
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Taeyong loves his life, of course he does. Things are good. He has a fiancé and a fancy apartment and a great job. What more could anyone want.
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23 Jan 2024
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ripped my heart out of my chest and handed it back to me. i have my bleeding heart in my hand and my chest is hollow and i don't know what to do (in other words, read it, it's just a masterpiece)
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"Is there something you want to tell me, Jisoo?" he heard Seokmin ask, the hoarseness in his voice, the broken tone of his question catching him slightly off-guard. Ache blossoming like flowers inside his chest, he breathed in and out in an attempt to not entirely fall apart right then and there; the other man sounded so vulnerable, so aghast that when the guilt and shame he tried to bat away earlier came hurtling at him in waves, he allowed himself to drown.
"Is there something you want to know?" he drawled out, grimacing when his sentiment came out like a whimper. Lump forming at the base of his throat, the slimy fingers of silence that had him chokehold before had transformed into a knife plunged deep in his stomach, dread and regret filling his veins, cold and metallic, entirely unprepared to see the anguish in his lover's face when he finally turned to face him.
When Seokmin asked Jisoo if he still loved him, he shouldn’t have said yes– between lonely nights and forgotten anniversaries, the last thing he should do was kiss his lover. But after a failed attempt at infidelity, his love for him grew quite immensely.
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“I’m so sorry,” Joshua says, rolling himself up into a sitting position. His limbs still feel heavy and slow, following his brain’s directions half a second behind the beat. The muscles in his shoulders feel stretched out, unknotted. Languid. It’s the unfamiliar feeling of having slept for as long as your body needs to sleep. “I didn’t mean to do that.”
Joshua cannot sleep, unless he's in Minghao's bed. It's kind of ruining his life.
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Baekhyun couldn't tell if Park Chanyeol, aka the biggest mafia boss in the city, pitied him, saw him as a sex toy to relieve stress or worse, loved him.
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Huang Renjun and Na Jaemin’s story is one better told from the end to the beginning.
Or: Five times Renjun and Jaemin's relationship changed, and one time they realize that it never really did.
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Bookmarked by FiltersShadow
22 Nov 2022
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Me reading Jaemin describe Renjun: Same, sweetheart, same!!
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When Jongin confesses his sins, Baekhyun smokes quietly.
When Baekhyun admits his mistakes, Jongin drowned himself in guilt and silence.
And as they try to fix their sinking relationship, the ashes on the tray keeps piling up.
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16 Jun 2022
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Yeah, just shattering in a sense that sprouts each shard into its own whole!
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Somewhere along the line of his heartbreak, Mark familiarises himself with the shape of Baekhyun's smile.
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10 Apr 2022
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Oh, oh, it's the love. The absolute lovableness of their love!
Baekhyun's Smile: A Healing Fairy!!
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It’s harder than he thought to be around Yuta. Sicheng wonders if it’s possible to want someone so much that it hurts to look at them.
Because that’s certainly what it feels like.
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Bookmarked by FiltersShadow
01 Mar 2022
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I've read this a million times. It's my emotional support fic for a while now and idk why I hadn't bookmarked it yet.
It's really really beautiful
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You'd think an office team consisting of twenty to thirty year olds would be somewhat professional, but these fools are the complete opposite.
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01 Feb 2022
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I really wanna punch something THIS MADE ME FEEL LIKE WEIRD EMOTIONS???
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Hirai Momo is the lead prima ballerina of the Kyoto Ballet.
Im Nayeon is her backup dancer.
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- Part 9 of ficmas
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On the seventh, Yuta takes Sicheng to Sendai.
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johnny takes ten to chicago.
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Renjun stares at him, with that glint in his eye Mark recognises from when they’re filming for variety shows or streaming on V LIVE and always ends in Renjun throwing Mark under the bus. It’s the look that means he’s going to tease and Mark steadies himself for it. “Benefits?” Renjun repeats, the tight line of his mouth shifting to form a grin. “What kind of benefits are you thinking about, Mark-hyung?”
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Bookmarked by FiltersShadow
05 Jan 2022
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I reread this five minutes after reading it for the first time!
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“It was sound only, until Jungwoo feels the arms encircling him. He flinches at the touch, but he’s only pulled closer by the arms that feel more physical than his own body. It’s as if he was floating, but instead of the ground, he is bounded by these limbs. It is no longer sound only. It’s flesh. It’s human.
It’s Jaehyun.
He tries to focus on the soothing noises just a touch from his ears. He feels hands cradling him like a baby. He may sleep like this.
Jungwoo breathes in, the world blurs into nothingness.”
In which Jungwoo finds peace in the shape of his roommate.
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Yuta watches Winwin dancing in the practice rooms quite often, even now. He's never been clear with him about why he does this, always thought he could hide it, play it off as a joke. But then Winwin needs a partner for the Lovely choreography he's practicing, and teaches it to Yuta, and it gets harder and harder to hide.
Bookmarked by FiltersShadow
31 Dec 2021
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Not even three hours into 2022 and I've already felt a million emotions, even the ones I never imagined I could❤️
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your heart ticking like a time bomb by orphan_account for deadlylampshades
Fandoms: NCT (Band)
04 Feb 2019
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“You have too much faith in me," Sicheng says.
“You don’t have enough faith in you.” Yuta rolls his eyes, then quietly adds, “Or me.”
It’s 3AM in a Waffle House in California. The quality of the call is so bad that Sicheng can’t even make out half of what Yuta is saying. It’s a pretty random time to fall in love, and later, Sicheng will ask the universe for a re-do— but right now, he just chalks the strange flutter in his chest up to utter exhaustion and waits for his waffles to arrive.
(Distance douses the heart in radioactive material then runs it through a wormhole. Or something like that.)
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This shared secret is like a game of tag, two players caught in an eternal chase. Baekhyun thinks he’ll never get tired of playing it.
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16 Oct 2021
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Sicheng smiles at Ten in the dim light and he looks like the sun, way more beautiful than anyone has the right to this early in the morning. This, too, has been part of the morning routine for as long as Ten can remember – Sicheng smiling at him and Ten losing his fucking mind over it.
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03 Oct 2021
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This broke my heart and woke my insecurities 💔