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    Shane Hollander’s life changes the night a debt comes due.

    Freshly drafted and on the edge of everything he’s ever worked for, Shane learns his parents owe more money than they could ever repay, and that the man collecting isn’t interested in cash. Ilya Rozanov takes Shane instead.

    As payment.

    Now Shane lives under Ilya’s roof, bound by rules he never agreed to, marked by jewelry he can’t remove, and watched with an intensity that blurs the line between protection and possession. He’s still allowed to play hockey, but off the ice, his world shrinks to one man’s control. The more Shane succeeds, the tighter Ilya’s grip becomes. Because this was never about settling a debt, it was about keeping what’s his.

    And the most dangerous part?

    Shane is starting to feel safest right where he’s trapped.

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    05 Sep 2026

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    The ritual is simple: morning skate, home for a protein shake, then Shane strips to his briefs, lies in bed, and starts scrolling.

    Or, a Grindr AU

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    05 Sep 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 14

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    “Is a cruising park, Shane.” He has a small, incredulous smile on his face. “And you come… dressing like this. Like bunny to pack of wolves.” His hands trace along where Shane’s shorts have ridden up, showing off most of his thigh.

    It takes Shane a second to process it. Shane’s gay, he knows he’s gay. He’s… new to being gay. But he knew what cruising was, because as soon as he realized he was gay, he needed to know all the ins and outs of Being Gay. So, he knows what cruising is. Maybe even intrigued by it. But never something he planned for himself, or even knew how to do by himself. Now here he was, a gorgeous man between his thighs, hand inches from his cock-

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    Shane Hollander accidentally goes cruising. Ilya is there, because of course he is.

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    04 Sep 2026

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    Shane broke up with his high school girlfriend before leaving for the NHL. He doesn't think he'll ever talk to her again, but one day just before his second season, she shows up at his apartment. She tells him she's gay, and her parents kicked her out. Obviously, he offers her a place to stay. His parents, the Metros, and the media all make assumptions about their relationship, and they figure... why not let them assume?

    He says, “It’ll be cool. Like… a sleepover with friends.”
    He says, “What else do you need?”
    He does not say, “I think I get it more than I should.”
    And that’s how Jessica comes to live with him.

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    04 Sep 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 42

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    Doms like to say that they can spot a sub on sight; that they can check the way a person talks, or moves, or avoids their eyes, and just know. But that’s bullshit.

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    04 Sep 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 9

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    Shane Hollander, a retired assassin known as the Namahage, is drowning in grief after his wife Rose's death. Rose leaves him one final gift: a dog named Anya, and a note telling him it's time to stop hiding who he is. At a gas station, Shane meets Ilya Rozanov, a dangerous Russian mobster whose entire demeanor transforms when he sees his dog.

    They keep running into each other.

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    03 Sep 2026

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    When Shane is kidnapped and forced to face a nightmare he never imagined possible in his wildest dreams, he makes a choice that will alter his fate forever. But what other option did he really have? Who could possibly blame him for taking the path of least resistance among an array of equally terrible choices?

    And above all, how could he blame himself for how things played out? After all, that very choice was what led him to the man who was currently holding his leash, staring back at him with those intense blue eyes he loved losing himself in. Ilya Rozanov. His Master.

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    02 Sep 2026

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    Shane accidentally destroys his phone during the 2014 MLH Awards in Las Vegas. When Rozanov refuses to kiss or speak with him after they hook up, Shane decides to stop trying to make their not-relationship work. He doesn’t bother telling Rozanov. After all, Rozanov won’t care—he’s made that very, very clear.

    (Ilya cares. A lot.)

    or, shane drops his phone down an elevator shaft. it changes everything.

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    02 Sep 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 16

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    Mobster and venture capitalist Ilya Rozanov has a crush on hockey player Shane Hollander. When the owner of the Montreal Voyagers won't pay up on an overdue loan, Ilya realizes it is the perfect opportunity to summon Shane to his office to ensure that he's paid, one way or another. And if he ends up owning a hockey team, well. He has to take care of his newly acquired team members.

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    02 Sep 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 42

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    "Hayley." Rose grins, "Did you get Rozanov'd?"

    Shane blinks, "Rozanov'd?"

    "Yeah. Rozanov'd." Rose returns, "He flirts, sleeps with you, and then forgets about you as soon as you leave his bedroom."

    Hayley smiles, a little coy, "We did fuck. It was good. And...I'm seeing him again."

    Rose laughs, "No, you're not."

    Hayley nods, "I swear. I am. We agreed."

    Rose's smile dips, she looks shocked, "What?"
    ____

    In which; Ilya goes on a date with Shane’s roommate, Hayley. And ends up developing a horrible, terrible obsession with Shane Hollander.

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    02 Sep 2026

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    Still looking at the screen, Model Man says, “What is your stop?”

    “Ochanomizu?”

    “Hm.”

    There is suddenly a finger scratching at the hair at the nape of Shane’s neck, just above his collar. Model Man is touching him and looking at the train stops and manages to appear so casual that Shane almost convinces himself it’s by accident. A second finger joins the first, and now they are massaging a little instead of just tickling his hair, and it’s definitely not by accident.

    “Get off with me at next stop,” Model Man says, brushing his knuckles up and down Shane’s neck.

    Shane quits hockey and moves to Japan right out of college, where he gets really fixated on the hot guy in the ad for cherry-blossom flavored beer on his train. And then, one day, hot guy is on his train.

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    02 Sep 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 96

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    “You know, I see the way you look at me on the ice,” Rozanov states. “Can smell the arousal coming off you each time we interact— especially when I check you into the boards, you really like that. Or when we chirp. You like that too. I don’t know a whole lot about what humans find attractive, but I think I made a good choice when I picked this disguise.”

    What Rozanov is saying isn’t a lie— Shane has always found him incredibly attractive. Shane has never acted on his attraction towards him, of course, since being gay in the MLH would be a death sentence to his hockey career. No one knows he likes men, or that he’s attracted to Rozanov. —Well, except for Rozanov apparently... who is also apparently not human!

    “Sometimes…” Rozanov muses, “when you come home from our games… you jerk off to the thought of me.”

    “Can…can you read minds?” Shane asks, thinking that must be the case.

    Rozanov chuckles in response— a genuine sound, not cruel or sinister, and Shane hates how it makes his heart flutters.
    “I don’t need to read your mind,” Rozanov answers. “I just watch you do it.”

    “W...what?”

    “I’ve been watching you for a looong time, Shane Hollander.”

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    02 Sep 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 40

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    Shane Hollander is a sports journalist. He understands hockey, deadlines, and asking sensible questions.
    He does not understand punk bands, tour buses, or why Ilya Rozanov keeps looking at him like that.

    Thirty-four shows. Seven weeks. One bus.

    It’s going to be a long tour.

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    01 Sep 2026

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    It was terrifying and it certainly was concerning. Anyone in their right mind would think something was seriously wrong with Shane, would insist he get help. Hell, they just might have him committed. He doesn't even think he'd blame them.

    But how could he possibly give this up when this is the first time in so long that he's even felt alive? How could he ever give Ilya up? Ilya would never do that to him.

    or; shane is being stalked and he like really kinda is into it…..

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    31 Aug 2026

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    The touch burned: broad strength, casually possessive, callused fingertips dragging across the cloth of his shirt. Shane was six feet and near ninety kilograms of muscle, and Rozanov touched him and steered him like he expected to be obeyed, and Shane-

    He leaned back, caught by the unthinking pull of Rozanov's dominance. Leaned into Rozanov's hand before his brain could even come online and beg for the silence submission promised, body too stupid and touch-starved to know any better. Too easy.

    Shame welled hot in his throat. He controlled the instinctual jerk away and covered it with a step forward, allowing Rozanov's hand to slide off his back as he ducked towards the bar entrance.

    -

    Shane Hollander, newly free of Montreal and all its memories, is ready to start a new life as the alternate captain for the Ottawa Centaurs. His need to submit, his post-concussion syndrome, his nightmares - he can plan for them, control them, and deny them.

    Too bad no plans survive contact with the immovable object that is Ilya Rozanov, the Centaurs' captain.

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    29 Aug 2026

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    Shane Hollander is a sub who’s spent years passing as a Dom in the league. But the MLH has finally noticed the cracks, and their solution is to pair him with Ilya Rozanov, of all people. Rival. Dom. And the last person Shane would choose.

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    28 Aug 2026

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    “You are sick,” Ilya said slowly, enunciating every word. He sprayed another stream of water into his mouth, and Shane couldn’t help but stare at the way his throat moved. He felt hypnotized, trapped in Ilya’s stare, and the other man put the bottle down. “Have you scene before, Shane Hollander?”

    Shane’s expression crumpled before he could wrestle it back under control. He cleared his throat, his stomach cramping uncomfortably. “Have I what? Have--scened with someone? What do you mean?”

    “You are sub,” Ilya spoke with the water bottle waving, his voice casual. He ignored Shane’s defensive posture, gesturing to the trash can. “Sub get sick when not scene. When no Dom to scene with,” Ilya trailed off, looking Shane up and down, lingering on his collarless throat before continuing. “Is…unhealthy.”

    In a world where subs, Doms, and Switches are biologically determined, subs are not accepted within a Dom-oriented sport like hockey.

    Sub Shane Hollander keeps his designation hidden, but when confronted with Dom Ilya Rozanov, he can't fight his designation for long.

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    27 Aug 2026

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    Shane Hollander spends his life in control. A star hockey player, Canada’s Best. He's the man his teammates trust when everything is on the line and the face brands clamour to put in their campaigns. Shane is good at everything. Until he’s not.

    A sickness bleeds beneath his skin, a desperate craving to surrender. Terrified, he does what he does best: buries it until it bubbles to the surface…and someone sees.

    Ilya Rozanov is an expert of his craft at Vetrova House, a place that trains Dominants and Submissives. Competent and too perceptive, he’s also a retired Dominant who hasn’t taken a Submissive in years. For good reason. Caring for anyone is dangerous; he learned that when his life blew up in his face. But Ilya’s demons continue to haunt him, and this time, they come with a point to prove.

    When Shane applies, Ilya does the responsible thing: assesses him and recommends another Dominant. But something goes catastrophically wrong. The House has failed Shane once. Now he must decide if he can give Ilya the power to do it again.

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    24 Aug 2026

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    Shane Hollander would probably rather die than admit to the world (or himself) that he’s a sub, because all respected NHL players are doms. When years of living a touch-starved, repressed, hockey-focused life finally catch up with him and cause an emergency drop, he’s not scared or sad. He’s fucking angry. And he becomes Ilya Rozanov’s problem at the Behavioral Education & Authority Relationships Services (B.E.A.R.S. for short).

    or: Shane is strong, stubborn, difficult and he bites. Ilya is extremely patient but instantly whipped. A not entirely typical bdsm AU.

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    23 Aug 2026

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    Shane and Ilya are intercepted on the road home from the cottage and taken for ransom. When the money does not come, one of their captors turns their imprisonment into a series of drills. Shane follows the rules. Ilya pays when he fails. Every reward costs them more than the last.
    By the time they are rescued, Ilya’s body has been permanently changed, Shane no longer knows how to refuse an instruction, and neither of them believes he is the one who deserves saving.

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    Chapters:
    47/50
    Comments:
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    647
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    25,031

    22 Aug 2026

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