FishindoMai
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Darius's memory of his old life is hazy at best. One thing's for sure, though, he's been Bhaal's scion and as such those who know keep a wide berth around him.
Which makes it all the more baffling when a lithe half-elf just walks up to him and addresses him as Xandris.
Together, Darius and Rolim find out what connection he has to the tiefling that lived and died over a century ago.
And in the process, Rolim, Astarion, and Darius form a friendship that eventually turns into more.Series
- Part 3 of Prophetverse AUs
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First Night, Unexpected Aid by FishindoMai
Fandoms: Baldur's Gate (Video Games), Forgotten Realms (Roleplaying Game), Dungeons & Dragons (Roleplaying Game)
31 Dec 2025
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Right off the nautiloid Shadowheart find herself making camp on scraps with a large, scarred tiefling who doesn't know his name. Or much at all. In a moment of kindness, she chooses to actually help him when he struggles with his absurdly long hair, the knots and dirt tangling the locks.
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- Part 4 of The Tadfools Journey
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He blinks and a series of images appears before his eyes. The little man with the hawk-beak nose, with all his sharp teeth, and that funny hat. He’d stood beside his bed, staring when he's woken up. But not creepily so. Just. Being there.
Maybe the creature had been why he'd woken up in the first place.
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Good Girl by FishindoMai for dragonndoggod
Fandoms: Baldur's Gate (Video Games), Forgotten Realms (Roleplaying Game), Dungeons & Dragons (Roleplaying Game)
13 Oct 2025
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Kinktober Day 13: Lingerie
Darius crosses his arms and leans a shoulder against the doorframe while the door slides closed behind him, a little teasing smile tugging on the corner of his mouth.
“I admit this wasn’t what I expected when I let you in here, but… I can’t say I mind. Drop the arms, turn around, let me see you,” he purrs, drawing a little circle in the air.
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- Part 8 of BG3 Kinktober Challenge
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Kinktober day 11: Pet Play
With ears clipped into his white hair, a collar of soft leather around his neck and a butt-plug with a tail on it; Val'dran always turns into "Kitten".
"Kitten" is a feisty, no bounds, no shame, nothing held back, little firestorm — and Darius loves to play with him.
Recent series
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Prophetverse AUs by FishindoMai, ShandoraTheExplorer
Fandom Baldur's Gate (Video Games), Forgotten Realms (Roleplaying Game)
27 Jan 2026
- Words:
- 45,648
- Works:
- 9
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The Tadfools Journey by FishindoMai
Fandom Baldur's Gate (Video Games), Dungeons & Dragons (Roleplaying Game), Forgotten Realms (Roleplaying Game)
31 Dec 2025
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Snippets and slices of life from the journey the tadfools took while hunting down the Absolute and their quests.
Mostly centered around Darius, naturally.- Words:
- 2,851
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- 4
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Who The Dark Urge of Bhaal was before he became Darius by FishindoMai
Fandom Baldur's Gate (Video Games)
22 Nov 2025
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An indepth exploration of who The Dark Urge was before he became Darius
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BG3 Kinktober Challenge by FishindoMai
Fandom Baldur's Gate (Video Games), Dungeons & Dragons (Roleplaying Game), Forgotten Realms (Roleplaying Game)
13 Oct 2025
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A travel through some of the days of the BG3 Kinktober challenge. All of them containing my Dark Urge Darius, accompanied with guests, lovers and friends.
Part of my personal challenge was limiting my words to around 500 - knowing I wouldn't always succeed in that, but better that than try write 5k for every day and completing none.
Day 1: Massage - Ras
Day 2: Face sitting - Sekh
Day 3: Temperature play – Sorn
Day 4: Scent kink – Halsin
Day 5: Lapdance - Rolim
Day 9: Figging - Gohma
Day 10: Hunter/prey - Alister
Day 13: Lingerie - Everett- Words:
- 5,756
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Roleplay by FishindoMai, Squoxie, TragedySorbet
Fandom Baldur's Gate (Video Games), Dungeons & Dragons (Roleplaying Game), Forgotten Realms (Roleplaying Game)
19 Sep 2025
- Words:
- 175,929
- Works:
- 3
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The pegging of Darius Kilviss by ShandoraTheExplorer for FishindoMai
Fandoms: Baldur's Gate (Video Games)
20 Jan 2026
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"I… uhm…" his lover starts, a blush darkening his pallid cheeks. "I also may have prepared a surprise."
"Oh?" Darius asks, smiling as Rolim comes up higher again, kissing his lips softly. "And what would that be?"
"I c-c-crafted a leatherstrapon," he rushes the last words out in a slew of murmurs Darius can barely decipher. He blinks a few times again, his sleep-hazy brain working overtime to make sense of what he just heard.
"A what?"
"Aletherstrapon," Rolim rushes through the words again, but this time at least his voice isn't a whisper.
"A leather strap-on?" Darius asks, his grin growing and growing and growing even more when Rolim nods and then proceeds to hide his face in Darius' chest.
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- Part 9 of Prophetverse AUs
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To new beginnings by ShandoraTheExplorer for FishindoMai
Fandoms: Baldur's Gate (Video Games)
21 Dec 2025
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The Dark Urge of Bhaal knows why his blood-kin exists. She is a warning, a sign that he is and always will be replaceable.
But when he inevitably falls to Orin's blade, Elegys does the unthinkable.
She follows him into disgrace.
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- Part 2 of Prophetverse AUs
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Contributions for (BG3) Kinkmas 2025.
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Love doesn’t erase darkness, but maybe it provides enough light to survive it.
Malis wakes up on a crashing Nautiloid ship with no memory of how she got there—just a tadpole in her skull and a splitting headache. Add a murderous dark urge that whispers sweet nothings about bloodshed in her ear causing her to want to murder everything in sight, and things only get worse.
Enter Astarion: the eternally dramatic vampire spawn with a knack for trouble and a smile as sharp as his daggers. They meet by knife-point, naturally. And while she rather enjoys that he’s only slightly less murdery than she is, their spicy, messy entanglement becomes the least of their problems.
Thrown together in a mess of illithid horrors, crazed cults, ancient gods, and highly questionable blood drinking, the two wrestle with love, power, and the darkness within.
“We’re the same, you and I,” he once told her. “Monsters.”
If you’re into epic battles, biting banter, shameless smut, and two broken people trying (and failing) to keep it together, this is one such story.
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- Part 1 of Firestar / Malistarion
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When he wakes up, he's not himself. Not that he can remember what being 'himself' even means. All he has is a pounding headache and a name, 'The Dark Urge'.
Oh, and memories of the real world and over 500 plus hours of playtime in Baldur's Gate 3.
Now he's stuck inside the game, with no idea how he got there or what the fuck is going on. And very quickly, he'll realise that the real world of Faerun is nothing like the game. Shit hurts, there's no maps, fast travel, or save scumming. And people are far more complicated than simple video game characters.
If he can keep himself alive and make it through this, perhaps there's something waiting for him in Faerun, a life he can build for himself. But the urge is just as real as everything else, and it's out for blood.
All he wants is to find his freedom before the game kills him or the urge overtakes him.
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