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  1. Public Bookmark 14

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    As Shane and Ilya get closer, they begin to see the parts of each other that they have always tried to hide.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    “Can you still stay the night?”

    “Yes,” Ilya says quickly, nodding into Shane’s neck. “I will stay the night.”

    I will stay forever, he doesn’t say. Just ask me, and I will do it.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    And then his prayer from before the kiss was answered in the form of a soft knock.

    Shane had barely made it up five steps. He paused for a second, wondering if he had hit the metal railing somehow, leaving behind a knock-like reverberation echoing in the stairwell. He shook his head slightly, as if shaking out the thought that it could be anything else. He continued up the steps more slowly.

    Then there was a second knock, and a buzz in his sweatshirt pocket.

    There was no mistaking either of those sounds. He practically snapped his wrist yanking his phone out of his pocket.

    LILY: the car is not here, and is cold. can i keep waiting inside?

     

    OR: What if Ilya's cab in ep2 is late?

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    13 Jun 2026

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    “I want to fuck you before my dick stops working.”

    “You know that’s a possible side effect, right? We don’t know that’s gonna happen.”

    “Mm. If I expect it I will not be disappointed.”

    “If it does, we’ll figure something out. And—“

    “A broken dick is better than a broken brain.”

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    or; ilya takes medication and he can't come like he usually does so they try something new. also emotions and tenderness and love.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    “Is just the new routine, okay?” Ilya pleaded, his voice breaking. “The pills were working and now there is more stress so I just need to get used to it and will be fixed, okay?”

    “How bad is it?”

    “Shane, please.”

    “Ilya, you promised no more secrets, no more hiding. How bad?”

    He covered his face in his palms, his elbows resting on his knees, and took in a shuddered breath. “...bad.”

     

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    After Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander get married, Ilya discovers that his depression won't magically disappear just because he finally has love and a real family. He gets to live and work with Shane full time now that they are on the Centaurs, but it's becomingly increasingly difficult to hide his deteriorating mental health from his husband. He's haunted by dreams of his mother and the fear that his depression and the hockey world's eruption about their relationship is ruining Shane's life. He has to swallow his pride and begin taking SSRIs, navigate the side effects of medicating his depression, and learn to accept love and support from those he loves most. Will the shame eat him alive or can he finally learn that he's worthy of love even at his lowest?

     

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    12 Jun 2026

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    Ilya survives heartbreak, long distance, professional hockey, and the emotional warfare that is dating Shane Hollander.

    What nearly kills him in the end is a misunderstanding about condoms at Whole Foods.

    Or: Ilya mentions they need condoms and Shane says don’t need them. Ilya almost explodes at the thought of them doing it raw before his fantasy is crushed… or is it?

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    07 Jun 2026

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    A place for my half-baked Hollanov NSFW. It was inevitable folks. This is NSFW fanart.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    Ilya really likes Shane’s backwards hat.
    This is NSFW Fanart.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    NSFW fanart

    They are totally so casual about each other. Nothing serious. Totally. Seriously. It’s only sex.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    Welcome to my conspiracy theory that there is an alternate timeline to the Great Tuna Meltdown of October 2016. What would have happened if Shane *had* stayed the night? This is a look at the evening and morning that could have been.

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    28 May 2026

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    “-moya rybka, I am sorry, sweet girl-” Ilya is saying, on his knees in the middle of their living room and patting the rug near him with what looks like devastation on his face as Anya continues to ignore him, curled up on Shane’s lap instead. Fresh off of several stacked events to fit them into a weekend–because Shane’s mom is nothing if not efficient when it comes to the deals she makes–Ilya got home only a few minutes ago, still in the outfit he’d left his Buzzfeed puppy interview in, which Anya had clearly not appreciated, sniffing him suspiciously after her initial excited greeting and then retreating to Shane immediately when he patted his thigh in welcome.

    Shane is trying not to be obviously enjoying Ilya’s turmoil as much as he is, shifting Anya to lay on her back like a baby in one arm and cooing at her.

    “I know, huh? Papa left and played with who knows how many other dogs, and the whole time you were here missing him. I bet he wasn’t even thinking about you, huh?”

    “Hollander!” Ilya says, sounding scandalized. “Do not tell her that! Is not true!”

    (collection of standalone fics/ficlets prompted by my own tumblr posts) (will update as inspiration strikes)

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    22 May 2026

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    Ilya gets injured during the Centaurs hot streak and spirals. Shane takes care of him, and has to get creative about it (aka they both have to grapple with some role reversals + Ilya gets railed for a change)

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    21 May 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 66

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    Ilya is touch starved. This is a reflection of his journey regarding touch and intimacy.

     

    Based on the song: Better Man - 5 sos.

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    20 May 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 71

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    Ilya could feel Shane’s heartbeat. Cradled there on Ilya’s lap, in his arms, offering Ilya all the peace and steadiness he’d almost felt slip through his fingers, his pulse was a grounding rhythm. Proof of life, of reality.

    Shane was there, with him, still. He hadn’t left when Ilya told him about his family and about Russia. About his father. He’d climbed into his lap and held him, like it was easy.

    So there it was: Shane wasn’t just anyone’s, anymore. No longer belonged to a world and a woman that Ilya couldn’t be.

    Ilya kissed him and kissed him; how could he not? The taste of him was home.

    Or: what happened between Shane sitting in Ilya’s lap and the ‘goodnight Shane/goodnight Ilya’ moment.

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    20 May 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 43

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    It wasn’t that Shane had never gotten head before Ilya. His girlfriend had done it for him a few times, and it had been- nice. She’d looked upset when he told her that, but what else was he supposed to say? It wasn’t anything earth-shattering, it wasn’t a revelation; it was just…nice. Her lips were soft and everything was warm and wet. Good enough.

    The first time he felt Ilya’s mouth on him, he understood: that was how it was supposed to be.

    Or: a compilation of blowjobs spanning Shane and Ilya’s relationship.

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    20 May 2026

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    Once they’d bought everything they came in for (too much, really), they left together, having successfully avoided being recognized or mobbed by fans who would’ve no doubt been very confused to see Ilya in Canada for the summer. Wearing, Shane realized belatedly, a Metros t-shirt.

    “That’s my shirt,” Shane pointed out as he started the car. He put his right arm across the back of Ilya’s seat as he backed out - his car had a backup camera, so he didn’t strictly speaking need to turn around, but he did a lot of things he didn’t really need to.

    “It’s, ah- fuck. The expression…I find, I keep?” Ilya tried, giving him a toothy grin.

    “Finders, keepers,” Shane said, laughing at him. “But I like your version better.”

    Shane and Ilya host David and Yuna at the cottage, then have sappy feels-y sex once they go home.

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    19 May 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 64

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    When Shane bent to put a plate in the dishwasher, he felt Ilya’s clever fingers pinching the inside of his left thigh hard, just beneath the hem of his shorts.

    “Fuck!” he yelped, and wheeled on him, shoving him with both hands before he could think too much about it. An instinctive reaction.

    Ilya staggered back a step and then grinned boyishly, reaching out to shove Shane in return, both big hands on his shoulders.

    It was on.

    Or: Shane and Ilya at the cottage, accidentally breaking things. But not because of sex. Mostly.

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    19 May 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 76

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    Shane got into moods like this sometimes. Well, to be fair, he was always like this, laser focused and one track minded. Sometimes that track happened to lead to Ilya's dick. Ilya certainly wasn't complaining. It was easier to just go with it and let Shane direct him to where he needed him to be.

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    19 May 2026

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    Shane was gay. That was the entire point of this whole thing. He was a man who loved another man. And he was a man

    He was a professional athlete, nearly six feet tall, just about 200 pounds. But for every single thing about him that he felt like served to qualify him as a man, it was like Ilya had somehow turned the dial up to eleven. 

    And Shane loved it. 

    or, five times that Shane is overwhelmed by his husband's masculinity and one time that Ilya realizes he is not the man of the house. 

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    19 May 2026

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    It's just a hat. Ilya knows it's just a hat. He has, at various points, made a reasonable and intelligent case to himself for why it is just a hat. Shane knows exactly what the hat does to his boyfriend. Shane is not sorry about this and will gladly take responsibility for the consequences of his actions.

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    19 May 2026

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