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In which Max retires two years before Daniel does.
“Donate to a charity,” Victoria says, hauling him out of his darkened room and shoving one of the cats into his arms, “become a model, stream yourself playing gun games like a teenage boy, just do something.”
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- Part 4 of f1 anon oneshots by "5"
- Part 16 of assorted rpf oneshots by V5
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03 Nov 2024
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For Buck realizing he's Bisexual in his 30s sucks. Realizing he's bi and hopelessly attracted to his straight single dad best friend? Reeaally sucks.
Buck has some self reflection to do and some hard realizations to face. He's also trying to get better at taking care of himself. He's not great at it.
*This fic will oscillate WILDLY between fluff, angst, smut and back again. Be warned!
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09 Sep 2023
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“I'm gay.”
He's looking at his feet, because he hasn't quite come to terms with the fact that he's saying this in a room where other people, strangers, can hear it.
But this is still the first time he's said it this way: out loud, in a declarative sentence. Being nervous is fine. Frank said that being nervous is fine, and Buck just said he's proud, and the only thought Eddie has in his head is that it's embarrassing he can't raise his head and say it like a man, so clearly, he's going to need to hang on to other people's words for the time being, someone who isn't his dad trying to explain the ways Eddie's allowed to inhabit the world.
He doesn't need to ask anyone's permission to be who he is. That's also a thing Frank said.
in which eddie attends a self-empowerment group for gbtq men to supplement his therapy, and is empowered to: forgive himself, say "i'm gay" to his own reflection in the mirror, accidentally adopt an adult, make fried rice, and tell his straight best friend that he's in love with him. not necessarily in that order.
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06 Aug 2023
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Eddie is new to LA. Feeling lonely, he goes to a bar for a drink and meets a beautiful stranger that kisses like a dream. What starts as a one night stand quickly moves to frequent no strings sex. When circumstances lead to them spending time together out of bed, Eddie realizes he’s attached to Buck in a way he never planned for.
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28 Jul 2023
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“It’s also that I like sex,” is what he says instead, and hates how pathetic it sounds. “And it’s fun, but it’s like—unless it’s with someone really important, it’s kind of the same level as going to the movies?”
Eddie smiles at him. Somehow, impossibly, it’s even softer than the last time, sweet at the edges.
“What if it is with someone really important?” he asks, and squeezes, his fingers pressing into the hollows between the bones of Buck’s hand.
or: buck picks up a pamphlet, has an existential crisis, and shows up at eddie's door, in that order.
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27 Jul 2023
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“I thought we were past this,” Hen murmured, chin resting in her hand, elbows on her knees. “I know everything has gone to shit lately, and he’s taken more risks, but I thought he’d moved past his reckless days.”
“He wasn’t being reckless.”
They turned toward the doors of the ER waiting room to see Eddie having just bustled in, a bit breathless.
“Eddie-“
“No, no, guys, I know I wasn’t there and I don’t exactly have the room to comment but… Buck isn’t reckless, alright? He’s smart. He knows the risks that he takes, and if he made a decision, he weighed it. Problem is, he weighs the remote chance of anyone else’s survival against his own.”
The team exchanged glances.
“You’re saying he doesn’t value his life,” Hen whispered.
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Buck gets hurt on the job. Cue the introspection for both him and Eddie.
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26 Jul 2023
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It was an accident. He slipped. That doesn't mean he isn't going to take advantage of the opportunity that presents itself.
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Post Lawsuit, Buck accidentally cuts his arm. He decides that maybe not getting help is best for everyone.---
TW for suicidal idealization and injury that turns into a suicide attempt.- Language:
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27 Jun 2023
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How Come You Didn't Tell Me We Were Dating? I Didn't Know Either! by Sonayesul
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
20 Mar 2023
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“Omigod, I’m in love with Buck,” Eddie said, burying his face in his hands.
“I didn’t mean to cause a crisis,” Frank said.
“I’m in love with Buck.” Eddie repeated.
“I should not have assumed your relationship with him,” Frank continued on.
“I’m in love with Buck.” He’s like a broken record.
“Maybe we should end early today.” Frank suggested and Eddie weakly nodded.
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In which case, Buck and Eddie have been dating for six months.
Except neither of them got the memo.
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25 Jun 2023
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Buck’s never been one to shy away from his sexuality or the truth of it. The team knows he used to sleep around a bit, but he’s also had healthy relationships. They just happen to only know about his heterosexual relationships.
When Buck runs into his ex-boyfriend Casey at Hen's birthday party, new information comes to light about more than just Buck.
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13 Jun 2023
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But My Hopes Are So Much Higher (Don’t Count Me Out, I’m A Survivor) by BlackUnicorn
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types
12 May 2019
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Nine months after coming out of the ice, Steve does a good deed by saving a kid from a fight. Or so he thinks. What follows is hardly anything that he could have foreseen as Steve's life changes and changes and changes and he with it and maybe, just maybe, the future isn't so bad after all.
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Steve was just walking down the street to the little shop at the corner to get something to eat when he heard it. Grunts and swears and angry hisses. The tell-tale sounds of a fight. When he walked into the alley to see what was going on, he was met by a painfully familiar scene – two people fighting each other, one big and bulky, the other small, smaller even than Steve had been before the Serum. The little one, Steve wasn’t able to tell if it was a boy or a girl, was just scrabbling back on their feet, bright blue and pink hair falling into their eyes; eyes that spoke of burning anger and boundless fury and Steve – Steve couldn’t just stand there and watch.
“Hey,” he called out, grabbing the big guy by his shoulder and pulling him back, “Pick on someone your own size.”Series
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25 Feb 2023
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Home Is the Hunter by Aliset, GhostCwtch
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
12 Jun 2019
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Steve Rogers has been in the 21st century ten days when he fights the Chitauri in the Battle of New York. He doesn't know a lot about this strange new time, but he knows he doesn't trust SHIELD.
Clint and Natasha have a mission of their own. Their mission? Isn't what SHIELD thinks it is.
(Or, the AU where Steve starts learning how to live in the 21st century with the aid of the most unlikeliest of allies.)
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12 Jan 2023
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Our rain-washed histories (don't need to be told) by sirona
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America (Movies)
26 Mar 2017
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Dumped by SHIELD into the real world of the 21st Century, Steve must learn how to live a normal life again, and rediscover the things that make it worth embracing.
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10 Jan 2023
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so. you think you hear laurel? by daidalos
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
12 Jun 2018
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“Man, are you ever planning on clueing Stark into the fact that you know exactly what’s up with this century?”
A smirk curled around Steve’s lips as he glanced at Sam. He laughed when his friend groaned.
“Not a chance in hell.”
When Steve Rogers came out of the ice, the world was convinced they knew everything about him. The world was convinced that Steve would hate the future, and all of its strange technology. Of course, the world was wrong - not that Steve felt the need to let them know.
Because what the world seemed to forget, was the fact that Steve Rogers is a little shit.
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21 Jan 2022
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Well, someone had to write the post-Winter Soldier fic where Bucky gets a decent meal and some homemade apple pie, right?
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- Part 1 of Came Back Haunted
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08 Jan 2022
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Bucky's been trying to book Captain America actor Steve Rogers on his show for longer than he can remember. But when the actor does agree, he's not expecting their first meeting to be quite so... well documented... by social media.
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- Part 41 of Meet-Cute AU's
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05 Jan 2022
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lonely houses off the road by Etharei
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
28 May 2014
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Barnes is now glaring at him for some reason. It's somewhat terrifying but also, oddly, a little reassuring— because that's emotion right there, which means there's still somebody behind those eyes. Somebody who seems to think Sam is being a bit slow on the uptake. "Time parameters exceeded. Mission failed."
"Wait." Sam narrows his eyes. "Is this some kind of... report? Debriefing?"
"Mission report," confirms Barnes, looking pleased. Well, looking slightly less murderous than before.
In which various people deal with things they never signed up for, but at the end of the day no one's particularly surprised.
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28 Dec 2021
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Hey, Asshole! A New York City Love story by bunnymaccool
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
17 Mar 2018
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Bucky's running late for the bus and he's stuck in line behind some ridiculous shoulder to waist ratio bastard who's too busy flirting with the baristas to get his frickin' order in. After he tells the dude off, completely in his rights he feels, the damn oversized puppy-faced ass keeps following him around and trying to apologize. And okay, dude is hot like burnin', but Bucky just doesn't have the time or patience for soothing the wounded ego of some gymrat wannabe with an obsession for dressing like he's hiding from the mob and .... why are you laughing, Sam?
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- Part 1 of New York City Assholes
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27 Nov 2021
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From Grit to Pearl by BlueSimplicity
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types, Captain America (Comics)
16 Jan 2021
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He does not have a name.
He has been called many things over the years; a weapon, a ghost, HYDRA’s Fist, the Soldier, and from what they have told him his work has shaped the century.
But he does not have a name. His name, like so many other things, has been taken from him, stolen.
Forgotten.
Until the day it is not, and remembering, he breaks free, killing his handler and making his escape in a desperate bid for freedom.
Frightened, lost and hurt, he seeks out the last person in the world he can trust, his baby sister, now an almost eighty-year-old widow, somehow knowing she is the only one who can help him.
It is a difficult journey, one filled with pain, tears, and things that should not be possible. But also with recovery and redemption, rebirth and miracles, family and hope.
This story is a love letter between Bucky and his sister Rebecca, the world, and eventually his childhood best friend, Steve Rogers, the boy he once loved. But ultimately, it is the love letter Bucky writes to himself, as he reclaims who he once was, discovers who he is now, builds a new life for himself and realizes he might, just might, be as strong, as beautiful, as precious as a pearl.
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21 Nov 2021
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Lucky in Love by dr_girlfriend for Lissadiane
Fandoms: Marvel (Comics), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types, Hawkeye (Comics)
10 Aug 2019
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Clint is only a couple of sips into his cardboard cup of coffee, his brain barely out of neutral, which is probably why it takes him so long to realize that some damn psycho is trying to kidnap his dog.
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“I’m not some charity case,” Bucky says pugnaciously.
“I didn’t think you were,” Clint answers back readily enough. “I mean, I can tell you’re fucked up for sure, but of the two of us, I’m probably the bigger disaster. My sleep schedule is shit, and I drink coffee straight from the pot. I sing in the shower even though I’m deaf as fuck. I have arrows everywhere because I’m an archer — did I tell you that? And I was raised in a literal circus, so I’m not exactly domestic. Let’s see, what else?” He squints down at the ground, rubbing the back of his neck. “Oh, yeah, I won the building in a poker game with the Russian mafia and every once in awhile they show up and try to take it back, but usually I handle it, no problem. Uh...”
Clint happens to looks up and Bucky’s eyes are wide, his mouth hanging open. Clint’s hand freezes where he’s rubbing the back of his neck, suddenly embarrassed. Yeah, when you put it all out there at once, it doesn’t sound so good.
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31 Oct 2021
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The Bucky Barnes Guide to Household Management by CryptoHomoRocker for waveridden
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
03 Jul 2014
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"Steve doesn't even notice at first, is the thing."
Or: Steve is unobservant, Bucky learns to be good at things that aren't killing people, and knitting happens.
(Written for starlight_sugar, who requested "domesticity, and also knitting.")
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Bookmarked by HannahAMa
29 Oct 2021