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    The moment he tried to turn away from the sink, Dazai’s stomach rolled. The aura swam, edges of the dark bathroom tilting and flashing with static, and for a second the mirror caught him sideways—half a face, half a ghost, the rest erased.

    Chuuya’s voice cut through cleanly. “Don’t look for it. Look at my voice.”

    It was such a stupid sentence it almost worked on principle alone.

    Static, nausea, bright crescents of nothing—a blind spot opens in the center of Dazai’s world; Chuuya narrates the dark like a lifeline.

    or: when dazai can’t see, chuuya makes sure he knows who’s there.

    Feveruary 2026 - Day three - Migraines

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    11 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 43

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    When he thinks back on it now, what Dazai remembers the most is how listless he was. He hadn’t cried. He hadn’t felt anything. It had felt more like following a line of thought to its natural conclusion—what happens if I do this?

    He remembers the sensation registering dimly, more pressure than pain at first, and the strange disappointment when it didn’t immediately turn into something bigger, something clarifying. He remembers the blood, too, sticky and warm and everywhere.

    The adults around him had panicked in a way that made no sense to him, voices rising, hands shaking, someone yelling his name like it mattered. Dazai had watched it all from a careful distance, mildly confused by the urgency, wondering why this was what finally made them react.

    or: Rain makes it worse. The migraines leave Dazai half-blind, nauseous, and barely verbal. Chuuya comes to yell at him and instead finds something he wasn’t supposed to see.

    Whumpuary 2026 - Day nine - Old injuries (Alt)

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    11 May 2026

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    Chuuya scowled. “I mean, it’s not—what, did you think I’d just—show up with a teddy bear? We’re in the goddamn Mafia. We’ve got blood on our hands. We’ve got—”

    “Right,” Dazai said, nodding too fast. “No, Chuuya is right. It was silly of me.”

    Chuuya’s mouth opened. Closed. He looked furious at the universe.

    Dazai, very carefully, did not let his voice shake. “I’ll go.”

    “Dazai—”

    Dazai stepped back. His body felt far away. Like he was watching himself from the ceiling. Like he was moving through water.

    He had, somewhere in his coat pocket, a folded piece of paper—a card he’d made because the etiquette guide said cards were traditional and because the idea of giving Chuuya something felt like leaving a small, secret piece of himself somewhere safer than his own skin.

    He did not take it out.

    or: dazai reads the rules for valentine’s day and waits for chuuya to follow them. chuuya never knew that there were rules.
    time to fix the heart he accidentally broke.

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    01 May 2026

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    After a bad fight, Chuuya comes back to his apartment with ruined knuckles and a mouth full of regrets. He finds Dazai asleep in his bed, face buried in the soft warmth of Chuuya’s blanket like it’s the only safe thing left.

    or: Dazai doesn’t sleep unless something has scraped him hollow. Chuuya doesn’t forgive easily. Tonight, both of them give in.

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    29 Apr 2026

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    Chuuya was being weird. Not only his random timing but his physical appearance as well. The large coat draped over his shoulders was pulled tightly around him, covering his arms and there was a glisten of sweat on his forehead. There was also an odd expression on his face that Dazai had come to recognize as masked discomfort or pain.

    “Oh? What could you possibly need from me, puppy?”

    Chuuya flushed at the nickname but didn’t attempt to punch him or grab him. Very strange indeed. Dazai glanced at Chuuya’s face once more. He was nervous. Most likely of Dazai finding out whatever he was trying to hide.

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    Chuuya breaks his arm and goes to the one person who can force him to get help whether he likes it or not.

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    26 Apr 2026