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  1. This has been deleted, sorry!

    02 Apr 2026

  2. Rec 65

    Mystery Work

    Part of my private fics
    Summary

    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    01 Apr 2026

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    "I can't, OK? You win."

    "I think you can try harder than that."

    Shane stares up at Ilya and Ilya stares down at Shane, and Shane realizes he's not getting out of this without playing along. There's a challenge in Ilya's eyes, a glint of danger that makes the competitive nerve in Shane's spine itch.

    He takes a deep breath, and tries to break loose. Really tries. Tries to buck Ilya off his lap and tug his arms free. Tries to roll out from under him. Even plants his feet on the mattress to get more leverage but…he can't do it.

    OR; Ilya discovers he might be stronger than Shane. Luckily, this is an incredibly hot discovery for both of them.

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    31 Mar 2026

  4. Rec 32

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    Ilya fucks around (literally) and finds out, because Shane Hollander has a temper

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    What if they hadn't gotten back together after all that Rose stuff? And Rosanov messes around instead?

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    30 Mar 2026

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    While in search of a roommate, Ilya comes across an interesting Facebook Marketplace listing from Shane Hollander.

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    30 Mar 2026

  6. Rec 78

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    Shane squirms around to reach into his back pocket and drops something on Ilya’s chest. He tucks his chin to see.. a small folding knife, blade tucked away, a plain black handle. It looks utilitarian, like someone might take it on a camping trip. Ilya blinks at it, looks up at Shane who is frozen above him, a question behind his eyes. 'A mark' he said. 'Something that lasts' he said. Ilya feels his brain stall like he’s just fucked up his car, and when it coughs back into gear he abruptly realises he’s getting hard so fast it actually hurts.

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    They're nearly at the end of their time at the Cottage. Luckily, Shane has an idea to make it memorable.

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    18 Mar 2026

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    Ilya doesn’t even realize when Arthur slips from his thoughts. There’s no sharp turn, no clear moment where the article stops being about a little boy who loves reptiles and starts being about the man lying beside him in bed. It just… happens. The way his mind always seems to find Shane eventually, like water finding its lowest point.

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    a character study on shane’s undiagnosed autism

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    14 Mar 2026

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    5 times Ilya gets turned on by Shane being boring + 1 time Shane lets him do something about it

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    13 Mar 2026

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    06 Mar 2026

  10. Rec 426

    Mystery Work

    Part of my private fics
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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    06 Mar 2026

  11. Rec 13

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    Sakusa Kiyoomi is depressed. His parents disowned him, his siblings don’t talk to him anymore, and he is flat broke after his parents pulled their funding for his education and drained his bank account, all because he came out as gay.

    Now, Kiyoomi has to figure out how to stay in university and keep his place on the volleyball team. The key to that, it turns out, is Miya Atsumu.

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    05 Mar 2026

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    Harris, who was sitting next to Shane, nudged him with his foot. “Yeah, I mean, it’s not kinky kinky unless Shane went out and bought, like, a full-on sex swing or something crazy like–”

    Harris stopped talking because Shane had frozen. Completely frozen. His glass halted halfway to his lips. His eyes went wide and fixed on a point on the far wall. The blush that had been a soft pink bloomed into a scarlet tide that crept from his neckline to the roots of his hair.

    Ilya, watching him, threw his head back and burst out laughing.

    (or, 5 times Ottawa Centaurs found out their sweet Canadian cinnamonroll is a freak and 1 time they realized that Hollanov's freaks are matched)

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    05 Mar 2026

  13. Rec 83

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    Dr. Galina had helped him make a list of symptoms that had bothered him in the past year. Lethargy, poor appetite, sleeping too much, sleeping too little, irritability, suicidal thoughts, periods where he couldn't think clearly at all, thinking too much. She added a few to the list that he didn't agree with: large purchases, impulsivity, fighting. He fought back with her on them, and she added one more: belligerence.

    Snippets of Ilya Rozanov's bipolar symptoms, and a glimpse of his journey through diagnosis.

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    26 Feb 2026

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    It’s been weeks now since he’s been back and the Raiders’ first practice is tomorrow. He’s staring down at the barrel of a long, long few months of solitude. The thought shouldn’t be so daunting still, but it is. It is. It’s different now that Shane is his boyfriend, now that he knows what it’s like to spend long, uninterrupted days together and now that he knows what it is to feel the lack of them.

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    26 Feb 2026

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    Shane’s eyes snap open. Wait a second.

    “Ilya,” Shane says, propping himself up on his elbows. “Ilya, wake up.”

    Ilya makes a pained noise, eyes still shut. “I shut curtains already.”

    “It’s not that. Ilya, hey. Don’t go back to sleep.” Ilya tries to bury back into Shane’s chest, but adrenaline knifes through Shane’s hangover long enough for him to peel Ilya off and roll him into his back. Ilya blinks blearily up at him, starfished in the sheets. Beautiful and naked and missing his mother’s cross.

     

    OR: When Ilya’s cross goes missing after the Centaurs celebrate their first Stanley Cup win, Shane is determined to get it back. And so are the Centaurs. And the rest of Ottawa.

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    24 Feb 2026

  16. Rec 3495

    Mystery Work

    Part of my private fics
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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    23 Feb 2026

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    “You’re so fucking good for me, Щеночек.” Puppy

    Shane nods fast and loose, the praise making the buzz beneath his skin grow more and more intense.

    “Why don’t I get to call you puppy?” Shane gasps out after a few seconds, his lips and chin slick with his own spit and his voice hoarse from Rozanov’s hand on his vocal chords. Rozanov’s hand barely falters against his neck, but a low groan escapes his mouth.

    “You– hah– you listen just as well as I do. I ask you to bend me over the couch and you– fuck, you just fucking did it. You’d do– do anything I asked, huh? You’re good for me too, puppy.”

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    or: that 2 second scene from episode 4 where Ilya bends Shane over his couch, now with with d/s dynamics and puppy play (kinda?)

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    16 Feb 2026

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    The Exile schooled his expression in a way that seemed to fool everyone but Ilya. The Exile seemed scared of his own shadow, the very core of his being something he seemed to want to excise, cut out entirely and smother to death so no one ever had to see it. Ilya wanted to see it.

    He often saw glimpses, when they were alone, of who Shane was behind the charade. Shane was such a bright light that it blinded Ilya at times, the need to avert his eyes overwhelming, to look away from what’s warm enough to make his heart bloom.

    Ilya looks down at the Exile, down at Shane, and sees beautiful dark eyes staring back expectantly, and Ilya has never been one to deny him anything.

    (hollanov star wars au based on KotOR II that has almost nothing to do with star wars and everything to do with gay sex)

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    04 Feb 2026

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    Ilya fucks Shane in—and on—his beautiful, expensive, shiny, custom baby blue convertible. That's pretty much it.

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    30 Jan 2026

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    Ilya loves being Shane's dog. He hopes he's good enough to earn it.

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    • Part 2 of Dog
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    132,390

    28 Jan 2026

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