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    Mike wheeler has always been good at hiding things. Unfortunately for him, the people who love him are starting to notice.

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    24 Aug 2026

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    OH. MY. GOD. Mike being depressed will getting to be angry. CHANCE GETTING FUCKING REJECTED HAHA IN YOUR FACE FUCKING SUCK THAT BITCH. Cant wait for whatever teen shenanigans they get up to >:3

  2. Public Bookmark 55

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    Mike didn’t have any plans for his future apart from following his best friend to college so that everything could stay exactly the same between them.

    But when it doesn’t, when Will meets new people, or more specifically, a new person, Mike realises just how far from okay he is with that. And it may just lead to him realising some other things that he’s feeling too…

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    Mike and Will move to College, Will gets a boyfriend, and Mike gets very, very jealous

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    21 Jul 2026

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    hOLY SHIT THIS WAS PEAK. i loved it.jealous mike. mike figuring himself out. mike and nancy. supporive karen. Ted Wheeler hate. even hopperwasawesome. fr one of the best written fics iveread<33

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    Will burst into one of the most blinding, dazzling smiles Mike had ever seen. It wouldn't matter if they were on the darkest, cloudiest night in the middle of the ocean; Will was a beacon of light. Mike couldn't tell if there were actual stars in his eyes or if it was just a reflection, but it didn't matter. Will was too stunningly beautiful, and that look was too intense, and he had to look away as his stomach turned and his brain tried to come up with a generic response to whatever Dustin was saying on the radio. The past few weeks he had been desperately trying to convince himself that it was just his old crush rearing it's head. He had moved on from Will, really. They could be friends again without all the relationship drama that came between them in highschool. But sitting on the top of a hill on a cold November night he realized nothing had changed at all.

    Fuck, he was still madly in love with Will Byers.
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    After graduating, both Mike and Will struggled to adjust to life after the Upside Down. It didn't help they had already drifted apart. But now, 8 years later, Mike finally reached out again, and the 2 struggle to rebuild their friendship while also hiding their romantic feelings for each other.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    bookmarking this so i can read after french exam lmao

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    Mike's life is split in three categories; the life he should have, the life he wants to have, and the life he has to have. Currently, he's living in limbo between all three; he'll never have that white-picket fence and suburban wife, not when the only girl he could try to love has left him, and while he's finding it harder to live the life he has to have— the life where he hides himself so deep, not even the people he loves know who he is— he'll never get the life he wants, either.

    Limbo sucks, to put it simply. He's so close to what he wants (which is Will, no matter how hard he tries to shove it down) but he just can't push past that barrier and talk to Will, not when everything he does always feels wrong.

    But, maybe, Mike might come to learn that what he wants isn’t so bad, after all.

    (Or; Mike's struggle with his internalized homophobia— among other things, including the concept of free will, Robin Buckley's mildly terrifying presence, and wanting things Mike's sure he doesn't deserve— structured around the five stages of grief. You can mourn a life you'll never live, and you can mourn someone you haven't actually lost.)

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    20 Jul 2026

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    read this, ascended, forgot, found it on pinterest and im saving it for GOOD. this is a masterpiece and i loveit sm it protraoys mike's religious guilt and internalised homophobia so well!!

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    "Mike could reason a lot away.

    He'd been having nightmares since the day Will went missing, and headaches and even nosebleeds were symptoms of sleep deprivation and stress, both of which weren't exactly uncommon occurrences in his life. He hadn't heard any clock, and he thinks he'd know if he'd been hunted by a monster from another dimension - probably.
    But Mike was also not a complete idiot - usually - and he was good at recognising patterns.

    Most damming of all, all of this had stopped practically the second he left Hawkins.

    This fucking town."

    Aka my rewrite of season five, featuring Mike being vecna'd and very slowburn very angsty Byler.

    How long will it take Mike to tell someone he is being hunted and psychologically tortured by an interdimensional monster?
    Longer than you'd think.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    AHHHH SO GOOD!! WEAVES MIKE BEING VECNA'D INTO CANON MIKE SO GOOD???? AND I LOVE EVERYONES CHARACTERIZATION HERE AND MIKES GOING THRU LITERAL *HELL* I CANNOT THIS IS PEAK