ItsAmbrosiusDarling
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And I am relieved that I left my room tidy (they’ll think of me kindly when they come for my things) by ItsAmbrosiusDarling
Fandoms: The Outsiders - S. E. Hinton, The Outsiders (1983), The Outsiders: The Musical - Jamestown Revival & Levine/Rapp
08 Feb 2026
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He doesn’t remember what he said to Darry. What he does remember is Sodapop’s gasp, still ringing in his ears. He remembers the way Johnny’s face had gone from intensely uncomfortable to horrified. He remembers the silence that had trailed behind him when he spun around and burst out the door, fleeing like a bat outta hell. Ponyboy doesn’t know how long he's been running, or where he is, but he does know that if he stops everything will come crashing down again.
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Ponyboy says shit, and the world falls out from under him.Series
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They’ll never know how I stared at the dark in that room by ItsAmbrosiusDarling
Fandoms: The Outsiders - S. E. Hinton, The Outsiders (1983), The Outsiders: The Musical - Jamestown Revival & Levine/Rapp
07 Feb 2026
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Ponyboy doesn’t remember how or when It came. Maybe It started following him after the death of his parents, or maybe when he realized that he was different from everyone else. Hell, maybe he was born with It, like a twin no one else but him could see. What he does remember, is being very, very young, sitting on the couch as his family chatters around him, and wondering why he feels so alone.
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A short one-shot on Ponyboy, It, mental illness, and the feeling of being alone
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You Have Everything (and you still want more) by ItsAmbrosiusDarling
Fandoms: The Outsiders - S. E. Hinton, The Outsiders: The Musical - Jamestown Revival & Levine/Rapp
26 Jan 2026
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Johnny doesn't always resent Ponyboy, just sometimes, like right now. He tries not to (believe him, he really does), but it's hard. Because Ponyboy has everything Johnny could have ever wanted.
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Johnny thinking about how amazing yet stupid Ponyboy is and how much he resents and loves him.
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- Part 3 of A Study on Resentment
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Nobody's Son by ItsAmbrosiusDarling
Fandoms: The Outsiders - S. E. Hinton, The Outsiders: The Musical - Jamestown Revival & Levine/Rapp
21 Nov 2025
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Ponyboy Cade had never had his cuts taken care of before; sometimes his mom would patch him up when Dad hurts him too much, but he’s usually unconscious when that happens, and she’s never there when he wakes up. So it was an odd experience, having Mrs. Curtis disinfect and put a band-aid over his knee with gentle hands. He had never been treated gently before, and when he started thinking about it, his eyes stung, so he decided to not think about it any more.
Ponyboy & Johnny Swap!AU
Ponyboy Cade & Johnny CurtisSeries
- Part 2 of A Study on Resentment
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People Are People, But It's Like You're Made Of Angel Dust by ItsAmbrosiusDarling
Fandoms: The Outsiders - S. E. Hinton, The Outsiders: The Musical - Jamestown Revival & Levine/Rapp
18 Nov 2025
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Ponyboy Cade loves Johnny Curtis, and he’d fight anyone who says otherwise. Johnny is everything, after all. Ponyboy would have nothing without Johnny and he knows it. Johnny was Ponyboy’s first friend, the person who introduced him to the gang, the only person who truly gets him, his best friend. Without Johnny, Ponyboy would have never felt what it’s like to be loved, and for that Ponyboy will always love Johnny. But sometimes, during moments when no one is looking at Ponyboy (no one ever does anyways; not really), he resents Johnny.
Ponyboy and Johnny swap!AU
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- Part 1 of A Study on Resentment
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A Study on Resentment by ItsAmbrosiusDarling
Fandom The Outsiders - S. E. Hinton, The Outsiders: The Musical - Jamestown Revival & Levine/Rapp
26 Jan 2026
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A multi-fandom collection of all my works exploring the resentment people hide deep down
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Last Words of a Shooting Star (Pony's Version) by ItsAmbrosiusDarling
Fandom The Outsiders (1983), The Outsiders - S. E. Hinton, The Outsiders: The Musical - Jamestown Revival & Levine/Rapp
08 Feb 2026
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A collection of Pony-centric oneshots, all inspired by Mitski's 'Last Words of a Shooting Star'
Not necessarily connected, but if you wanna read it like that be my guest *queue the Beauty and the Beast music*- Words:
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An anonymous writer starts writing in to Will and Robin's queer gossip/advice podcast, 'Dear Dorothy', for help on confessing his love to his best friend. Will tries to offer advice on how best to go about it, aided by his own similar experience being in love with his best friend, who coincidentally is acting really strangely...
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OR: Five times that Will unknowingly helps Mike attempt to seduce him and the one time he knowingly does.
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Bookmarked by ItsAmbrosiusDarling
12 Jan 2026
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why am I not surprised - the lightning thief by siriustheblackstar
Fandoms: Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan
15 Aug 2025
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“The Fates were furious. Not only had the gods continued to ignore their children, they had now also decided to turn a blind eye against what was happening. Gaea was rising and the gods’ solution was to shut down Olympus, leaving their children to fight a war they couldn’t possibly win without help.
There was one solution. A dangerous one, one that could not be taken lightly and would cause a lot of suffering, especially for one particular demigod.”Percy Jackson, along with a few of his friends gets sent back in time. To make matters worse, the fates have ordered them and the gods to read books, about his thoughts or else they won’t return to their timeline. Of course he’s furious, but, as the books progress and he sees the gods finally owning up to their own mistakes, he starts to wonder if there might be another reason as to why they were sent back in time, other than to embarrass him in front of his friends and family.
It’s another reading the books fic! I know it’s been done before, but if you’re like me and love this kind of stuff, then I guess you won’t care and eat it up as much as I do.
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- Part 1 of Reading Percy Jackson
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- English
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Bookmarked by ItsAmbrosiusDarling
30 Oct 2025
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James, alongside Peter and Sirius had successfully completed their first animagus transformation a few months ago. Peter is a rat, Sirius is a dog and James is a doe? A female deer? Huh?
or the one where james is a doe and subsequently realises she's trans
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"Dad could make books float across the living room, and Mum could patch up his knees with the flick of her wand. Surely they could understand how desperately James wanted to be their little boy? He couldn’t imagine them caring for a son any less than the daughter they believed him to be.
And of course, James had been right."
There aren’t nearly enough trans James Potter fics on this website, so I’ve taken it upon myself to write a trans Prongs one-shot. Enjoy : )