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    Shane survives the world’s worst flu and thinks the nightmare is over.
    It is not.

    Because now Ilya is sick.
    And Ilya is stubborn, delirious, chaotic, and apparently capable of flirting with household lamps.

    Shane promised he would take care of him.
    He just did not realise it would involve grocery store emergencies, Russian melodrama, world's worst meals, and a fever so high it nearly stops his heart.

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    06 Jan 2026

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    Winter 2019:
    Shane’s bye week lasts about twelve seconds before it turns into fever-fuelled melodrama and 1,187 unread messages ranging from “I’m dying” to “your backhand was trash.” Ilya loses a game, hides in an airport alcove, and goes full worried boyfriend, praying to get to Shane as quickly as humanly possible, and counting the kilometres from Ottawa to Montreal while keeping it quiet from the team.

    Then it’s Nurse Ilya time: cool cloths, small sips, soft Russian endearments, and the clingiest naps known to man until the fever finally breaks and they know it's going to be okay.

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    06 Jan 2026

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    Ilya’s eyes drag over him, starting from his head, to his jersey-clad upper body, down to his bare thighs. He’s not wearing any underwear, but the shirt is long enough to hide it. Ilya’s gaze darkens ravenously as he lets his gym bag slip from his shoulder to the floor with a dull thud. His eyes travel up again, catching on the number stamped on the arm of jersey, the C on the front. “What’s this?” he questions.

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    05 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 88

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    Welcome to Shane Hollander’s Manual™—a field guide to living with a high-performance luxury Russian husband. Read carefully if you've upgraded from secret boyfriend to spouse and discovered new features.

    ◦ Core modules include:
    🡢 Russian Mafia Wife Energy
    🡢 Passenger Seat Princess Mode
    🡢 Snack Procurement Policy
    🡢 Default Language Settings
    🡢 Therapy Support - Scheduled Service
    🡢 Captain Engine Shift
    🡢 Manual Oil Change Routine
    (Note: Expect wallet amnesia.)

    [ This is their strategy: keep score, split the difference, choose each other again, everyday. But also Shane's playbook for living—and loving—his husband Ilya Rozanov, on and off the ice. ]

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    05 Jan 2026

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    “You didn’t like it the last time we tried it,” Shane said.

    Ilya gave a one-shouldered shrug. “Was years ago. Maybe it is an acquired taste, like licorice.”

    “You also don’t like licorice,” Shane pointed out.

    “Yes, but I keep trying it because Luca likes it so much.”

    “And then you make a face and tell him how awful it is.”

    “When have I ever told you your dick is awful?” Ilya said, looking mildly offended. “I am its number one fan.”

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    02 Jan 2026

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    "You ever wonder," Ilya began, voice rougher than usual, like gravel dragged through snow, "how wrong people can be about you?"

    Shane smirked, leaning back into the couch, but the joke died in his throat when Ilya's gaze cut sideways, dark and unreadable. "Like what?" Shane prodded, swirling his whiskey. He expected another one of Ilya's teasing deflections, the kind that usually ended with them tangled in sheets, laughing. But Ilya exhaled hard through his nose, fingers flexing like he was gripping a stick before a face-off.

    "Like assuming things about me the first time I got fucked," Ilya said, the words abrupt, jagged.

    ---

    Or Ilya finally decided to bottom for Shane

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    02 Jan 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 25

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    Ilya is overwhelmed, his life is falling apart, his father is dying, his brother hates him, and he feels completely alone. In a desperate move to ease the pain in his mind he asks Shane to hurt him during sex. Shane doesn't like the idea, but when Ilya threatens to find someone else to do it he reluctantly agrees. When the experience doesn't end well Shane is left to pick up the pieces and try to make Ilya feel better in other ways.

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    02 Jan 2026

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    Ilya crumpled against Shane. Outside, the lake was black glass. A bat cut across the moon again, quick and gone.

    “She would like this place,” Ilya murmured softly, sniffling and failing to smile. “Quiet. No shouting. No boots.” His voice dropped. “She would love you.”

    Shane pressed his mouth to Ilya’s hair, careful, reverent. “You are so beautiful, Ilya. So perfect. Your mother was right. I know she loved you so much because I can see her in you.” Ilya whimpered softly, eyes closing and lashes fluttering against his cheeks.

    (They make it to the cottage but Ilya's got a lot of unresolved trauma and wakes Shane up in the throes of a nightmare. In the quiet of their cottage they work through some of it).

    Added an epilogue:

    “You’re my good boy, aren’t you, Ilya?” Shane’s voice was soft and deep. He loved watching how Ilya reacted-biting his own lip and closing his eyes, a tear spilling down as his thrusts became erratic. Ilya was a really emotional person and, deep down, wanted to be told he was good, even if he would deny himself it.

    “Please, please, please l-let me.” Ilya mumbled out, words heavily accented and wet as he gasped for air.

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    02 Jan 2026

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    “Do you want to know how it feels?”

    Shane let his hand fall back to the couch. He pushed himself up onto his elbows and lifted a brow at Rozanov. “What – holding the Cup? You’ve already made that joke once.”

    “No.” Rozanov’s fingers encircled Shane’s wrist and then he was pulling Shane’s hand between his legs.

     

    Or: Shane tops.

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    01 Jan 2026

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    "Well, Hollander. Winner gets to choose what we get up to tonight, as agreed, yes?"
    "Yes," he grumbles. Shane pulls his shirt off over his head in one move, folding it on the counter. "Where do you want me?"
    "For what? You think I want to fuck you?"
    "Uh...yes?"
    Rozanov gives an exaggerated stretch. "But I worked so hard out there, beating lovely Montreal asses. I'm tired. I think I will lie down and let you do work tonight."
    "You..." Shane's brain short-circuits. "Me do work?"
    "Yes, Hollander."
    "You want me to ride you?"
    "No," he says softly. "I want you to fuck me."

    Dom from the bottom Ilya x sub from the top Shane, in the situationship era

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    01 Jan 2026

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    Ilya gets his skates on and tests the ice underneath him. It feels nothing like their professional rinks, which are always perfectly smooth. Each little imperfection in the ice creates a bump that shocks up his legs, and he almost feels clumsy. Ilya hasn’t felt clumsy on ice since he was four years old.

    “Have you ever skated outside before?” Shane asks, noticing Ilya’s reaction. 

    “Maybe, once or twice,” Ilya lies. “But I am city boy, remember.”

    “Well, there’s no Zamboni.” Shane grins, and skates confidently past Ilya, further out into their small rink.

    --

    or, Shane and Ilya make the most of their Christmas break.

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    01 Jan 2026

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    Shane never thought of himself as a jealous person. But Ilya Rozanov made him feel like he was losing his mind.

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    01 Jan 2026

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    “Ilya hasn’t been very well recently.” Shane swallowed, he hated saying that out loud, “Not for a long time actually.”
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    Ilya's depression is flat, still and cold like water, sometimes he thinks it might drown him. The Hollanders are here to help him float.
    (Or Ilya has a bad day, Yuna notices, and in the Hollander household love and support are given by force.)

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    29 Dec 2025

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    Shane is still learning that he doesn't have to be perfect in his own relationship. Ilya is still learning the rules of Shane's bad days. So when Shane tries to push him away after a crushing loss, it leads to a tense argument. But ten years of rivalry are no match for Shane’s tears; the second he starts to cry, Ilya folds like a house of cards.

    Or: Shane tries to starve himself as punishment for losing, Ilya tries to feed him, and it turns into a very soft night of pampering because Ilya is legally incapable of staying angry at a crying Shane.

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    29 Dec 2025

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    Hollander was full of surprises. He was awkward, fumbling, and shy, but someone had taught him how to suck a cock like a champion, and Ilya’s size did not deter him. When Ilya tried to pull him off, to act the part of a gentleman and finish elsewhere, Hollander doubled down and ignored his warnings. He swallowed every drop and then peeled back, looking up with doe eyes, eager for approval.

    “This is not your first time with a man?” Ilya asked, knowing the answer.

    Hollander glanced away, tensing slightly. “Um, no. No, but it’s been a while—a long time.”

    OR, Shane Hollander has a dark secret, and Ilya is desperate to learn it. (read the tags, please!)

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    14,980

    09 Dec 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 5

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    “You were falling asleep.” Trevor rolled his eyes, “So we put you to bed.”

    “So you could have fun without me.”

    “Oh my god.”

    “Darling,” Adrian lowered himself to kiss Sypha’s cheek, “We weren’t trying to leave you out of anything. You know we would have come to bed very soon and done anything you wanted.”

    “Hmm.” Sypha huffed, letting her head fall against Trevor’s chest.

    Adrian purred as he kissed her again, “We still can.”

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    12 Nov 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 21

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    When the baby is having trouble sleeping again, Adrian takes care of his lovers and their baby.

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    16 Aug 2025

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    Denis hasn’t noticed Mickey’s lapse of attention, and instead gives him a considering look. “You don’t have a brother, do you?”

    Mickey cuts a confused look over at Nasha. She shrugs, so Mickey turns back and shakes his head. “N-no, sir, no brothers. No family at all.”

    “Huh,” he says. “You’re the spittin’ fuckin’ image – y’know what, see for yourself.” Then he looks over his shoulder and bellows, “BARNES! OI, BARNES! Get over here!"

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    11 Aug 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 77

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    '“Heyyy, so…” Arkady throws an arm over Mickey’s shoulder. Two other scientists move to block the hallway. Mickey’s trapped. “You know you still have to work, right?”'

    OR

    Mickey 17 is manipulated into continuing the experiments we saw at the dinner scene.

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    11 Aug 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 74

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    “Let me fuck you.”
    17’s eyes flew open. “What?”
    “C’mon,” 18 negotiated, squeezing the base of 17’s cock, before using his other hand to sneak his fingers down the older model’s pants to squeeze a handful of 17’s ass. “Let me fuck you. I can tell you want it.”

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    6,006

    11 Aug 2025

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