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  1. Public Bookmark 69

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    Shane Hollander has a plan for his first natural heat in five years: Hayden’s couch, strict boundaries, and absolutely no complications.

    The plan did not account for Ilya Rozanov.

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    15 May 2026

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    “Goodnight, lyubimyy. Sleep tight, I won’t let the little bugs bite.” Ilya pinches Shane’s waist as if his fingers were the ‘little bugs,’ but soothes over the teasing nips with soft touches moments later. 

    Shane smiles sleepily at the alpha’s words. He drifts off to sleep knowing Ilya will stay true to his promise. He’ll stay with him while he rests and he’ll take care of him when the next wave of heat inevitably strikes.

    He’s very good at that. The whole ‘taking care of Shane’ thing.

    [Or: Ilya helps Shane through his heat like planned. Not like planned, they end up confessing their feelings.]

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    14 May 2026

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  3. Public Bookmark 54

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    Ilya Rozanov knew he would marry Shane Hollander the first time they met.
    As the omega admonished him for smoking a cigarette at the back of their high-school, a shudder passed through Ilya’s body and his alpha awakened at the sight of the very hot man standing in front of him.
    That night, Ilya dreamt a hopeful dream. One that entailed lots of smiles and hugs in his near future. One that entailed a spritzy omega he had just met. It was a dream of wedding bells and dashing suits, the laughter of a little girl and the delighted smiles of her parents. He dreamt his future.
    Yet, he had forgotten to dream his divorce.

    Shane Hollander was divorced.
    Shane Hollander was sick.
    Shane Hollander knew that his divorce was making his omega sick.
    But he also knew that his alpha deserved a better, less troubled omega. When his mind and his omega violently protest each other and his sickness gets worse, how long can he hide it from the father of his child?
    ……………………………………..

    In which omega Shane is close to going feral in distress after their breakup, and Ilya doesn’t know.

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    14 May 2026

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    In the soft edges of the offseason after the cottage, where midnight airport pick-ups, private rink practices, takeout food, and the warmth of a borrowed T‑shirt live, Shane and Ilya build something tender and secret, something that feels safe.

    But beneath the surface, something in Shane is shifting. A slow unraveling he refuses to name. Fatigue that lingers, bruises that bloom too easily, a body that won’t obey the discipline he’s built his life on no matter how much he tries to control it.

    When everything finally breaks, their world tilts. Love that suddenly has to hold more weight than either of them ever wanted to imagine.

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    Shane's battle with cancer.

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    27 Mar 2026

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  5. Public Bookmark 17

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    The death of a future that never really got the chance to develop.
    The death of Shane Hollander the young and promising prospect, instead Shane Hollander Ottawa college student who had no idea who he was without hockey.
    It was a bitter situation to swallow.

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    12 May 2026

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