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John was going slowly enough to get a glimpse of the hookers' faces. Some of them looked old and worn, and others looked no more than goddamned kids.
And then his heart gave a lurch in his chest and he nearly slammed on the brakes, remembering at the last moment to ease off so the car wouldn't veer. His hands trembled so badly he had to tighten his fingers on the wheel to keep them steady. He crawled along the curb, then slowed to a stop. The boy who had been standing there came around to the driver's side and leaned over the foggy window, one hand braced on the roof.
"Lookin' for company?"
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31 Aug 2025
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On the worst night of Spencer Reid's young life, humiliated and left tied to a goalpost on his high school football field, he is rescued by two mysterious new transfer students. They become the first real friends he’s ever had. Then, without any warning or notice, the young boys move away. Spencer hasn't heard from them since.
How will he react when the oldest is arrested by the FBI for serial murder, as well as a plethora of other crimes? How will he react to seeing Dean Winchester on the other side of an interrogation room?
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- Part 1 of The "Old Friends" Saga
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28 Jun 2025
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With Friends Like These. by Stuntdemon_6
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005), Criminal Minds (US TV)
14 Mar 2024
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Spencer needs some help.
He's needed it for a while, the headaches have been building and building and building. He was a scientist, a doctor, he had faith in the medical field. But when doctors cant find anything physically wrong, and the palo mayumbe priest in florida was convinced this wasnt a medical issue, and with everything he saw with the Winchesters last...
Maybe it's time to call that number Dean left him.Series
- Part 3 of The "Old Friends" Saga
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04 Jun 2024
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There Is a Light That Never Goes Out by Gorgeousgreymatter
Fandom Stranger Things (TV 2016)
09 Jan 2023
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19 Mar 2024
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with no cross to bear (these words just come out) by hitlikehammers
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
07 Mar 2023
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“Goddamn,” Eddie kind of shouts, but kind of growls; he’s not entirely in control of the way his voice is shaping words. “You little twits talked about him like a minor god when I first met you, and then here you are, all,” he gestures wildly at the gathered…all of them before he asks maybe the question with the actual point:
“Do you even know whether you love him or you hate him?”
In their defense, after they stop being stunned-silent, they start looking fucking angry. Dustin looks downright appalled.
“What?”
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Or: Steve Harrington isn’t just the best thing to happen to Eddie Munson. He’s kinda the best fucking thing, period. And the fact that he doesn’t seem to realize it, himself? Is a fucking tragedy.
So, yeah: Eddie sure as hell does make it his single-minded mission to ensure everyone around them makes a point to stop talking shit and let Steve know what he means; how much he is loved.
Because all of Eddie’s own—perfectly valid—biases about his absolute revelation of a boyfriend aside: it’s literally the least these dipshits can do.
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25 Feb 2024
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“Okay. I get it. I’m a shit head for walking, Harrington. Just… stop being mad at me long enough to help me through the fucking door so I can go to bed and forget all this shit ever happened.”
“Oh, no. You’re pressing charges.”
Eddie laughed angrily. “No, I’m not! That’s just gonna make it worse! Next time—”
“There won’t be a next time.”
“Fuck off, Steve. Fuck off. You were the one that ditched me to go on a date.”
“You don’t get to be angry about who I date.”
“I’m not saying that!”
“Then what are you saying?” Steve howled.
“I’m saying that some of this anger you have towards me should really be directed towards you, hm? I wasn’t the one who ditched his roommate to go get his jolly’s off—”
Steve growled and stepped out of the car. Slamming the door behind him.
After a 25-day quarantine, the teenagers learn a lot about themselves... and fall in love
Steddie Smut on Chapter 8, Chapter 9, Chapter 14, & Chapter 16
Ronance smut on Chapter 10 & Chapter 12
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- Part 12 of Different Flavor of 🌈
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25 Feb 2024
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A group of one shots where Steve struggles with his mental health and a sexuality crisis at the same time. Finished (for now).
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25 Feb 2024
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Eddie believes three core things about the art of performance. 1. all the world's a stage. 2. performance is both a weapon and a shield, he wields it as both. And 3. you can’t act death.
To quote Stoppard: “It’s not gasps and blood and falling about—that isn’t what makes it death. It’s just a man failing to reappear, that’s all…”
And Eddie had gasped and bled and fell about, and was foolish enough in that moment to believe that was death. But he forgot a crucial step: he reappeared.
Or: Steve is taking it day by day, flitting between the high school and the hospital and Hopper’s cabin, locking any thoughts of Eddie Munson away at the back of his mind. Meanwhile, Eddie is just trying to get out of the Upside Down, with nothing but a nail-shield and the world's worst company.
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25 Feb 2024
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“Wait, you've never made out with anyone?” Daniel asked, A small smile on his face, indicating that his question was not teasing, but curious. “Like not even a kiss?” Daniel added in response to Oscar’s shrug.
“I mean… I’ve had crushes but they didn’t amount to anything and I was so busy with racing so I…” Oscar trailed off.
“What do you like?” Lando interrupted. Oscar must have looked a little bewildered because Lando added “Guys? Girls?”
Oscar shrugged again “Oh, I don't know…”
Or, Oscar spends his rookie F1 season falling in love with his teammate.
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25 Feb 2024
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25 Feb 2024
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“Oh,” Steve says. Then again, “oh,” a little quieter. His expression changes; from confusion to something pained almost. “Mr Munson, I don’t…” he takes a deep breath, his voice a little shaky as he continues. “I don’t think he…I don’t think he likes me like that.”
He doesn’t say “it’s not like that.” Neither does he say “I’m not like that.”
That’s the first thing Wayne notices.
or: Wayne decides to give Steve the shovel talk, only to realize he might not be the one needing one
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17 Jan 2023
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Steve Harrington's Deaths (And The Times He Maybe Saved The World). by badpancake
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
28 Aug 2022
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“I had another one.”
It stops the playful atmosphere instantly.
Not everyone tells him when they have a Memento. Lucas had kept to himself, and Will had refused to tell Steve about his dream. Some of them just tell him, softly, I remembered number one-seventy-three, or I had a Memento, last night. Sometimes it’s easier to just mention that it happened, acknowledge it and move on.
And Robin, for the most part, had done this. She hadn’t mentioned the details, because she’s sure that Steve is tired of hearing them, doesn’t want to hear his death from another person’s eyes, another person who is left with his body for a day before the loop dissolves into nothingness.
AKA: In the aftermath of it all, when Steve is learning what happiness means for him, people start to remember his deaths.
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05 Jan 2023
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Dirty Little Secret (I'll Keep You) by NotEvenCloseToStraight
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
25 Jul 2022
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The notes are shoved into Eddie’s locker, lewd offers for a no strings attached, no eye contact encounter from guys that refuse to dirty up their life, their social standing, or the pretty perfect All American girl they’re dating with the stigma of being gay.
It’s only ever Eddie on his knees in the dirt, on the ground, on the locker room floor, rough hands and sneers, never reciprocation but always ‘this never happened’’ and being ignored the next day like whoever Eddie is and how he loves is wrong.
Eddie laughs at their anger and bats his eyes obnoxious when they pass in school. He pretends their words don’t hurt and soaks up the brief seconds of fake affection so he won’t feel lonely anymore, so he can stop thinking about King Steve and unrequited love before it breaks his heart again.
But one day, STEVE is the one to leave a note in Eddie’s locker and it HAS to be a joke, some sort of cruel, taunting, popular kids ganging up on The Freak hell of a joke, right?
…Eddie doesn’t know if his heart can take being Steve’s dirty little secret.
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- Part 1 of Dirty Little Secret Verse
- Part 3 of Stranger Things Fics
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09 Oct 2022
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speak to me as though no one will hear by orphan_account
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
28 Jul 2022
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“I’m not perfect, okay? I’ve never claimed to be, but I try,” His voice broke, left in shambles as he continued. “I try so hard. I have given everyone everything they’ve ever asked of me and I never complained; not really! I could’ve left this town years ago and never looked back, but I didn’t. I stayed because I care about those kids, about Nancy and Robin and you.”
“Steve,” Eddie started, “I didn’t-”
“You didn’t what? Notice? Care? Nobody does!” Steve said, throwing his hands up, “I mean, do you how long it’s been since someone said they loved me? Even my parents can’t be bothered to say that shit! I have been waiting years for someone to notice that I"ve changed! That after everything I’ve been through, I’m still here! I’m not some idiot who peaked in high school!”
Caught in the insufferable silence, all he could do was cry.
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Or Eddie thinks Steve's confession is a joke, and Steve realizes that nobody really thinks he's changed.
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09 Oct 2022
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The One in Which a Time Loop is Fucking Exhausting. by badpancake
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
17 Jul 2022
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It’s the first time in a while that he doesn’t know what comes next. He’s dove into the water hundreds of times. Screamed as his flesh was torn apart, heard Master of Puppets in the distance and held back tears. Felt Max’s cold, small hand in his as she laid in the hospital bed. There are things that always happen, no matter how hard he tries: El doesn’t arrive in time. Eddie dies. Max is put in a coma.
Steve fails. They lose.
“Steve, how many loops have you been through?”
His head is nodding, and his eyes are watery, and Eddie has approached him like a spooked animal.
“I lost count.”
AKA: The one where Steve Harrington is stuck in a time loop, and Eddie Munson is really fucking hard to save, or: fuck Volume 2, these bitches are in love.
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31 Aug 2022
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When it was clear he wasn’t going to answer, Cas spoke softly, “You don’t have to worry about me. I’m not going to make a big deal of this or try and stop you from being you. Nothing has to change.”
“What if I want it to be a big deal?” Dean asked insolently, horrified that his voice cracked just a bit, “I mean – fuck – Cas, you’re my soulmate! What if I want things to change?”
Cas paused for a moment, watching Dean carefully before his shoulders slumped and he shook his head sadly, “No, I don’t think you do.”
They stood awkwardly in the locker rooms before Cas finally said, “I’m going to go for my run now.”
Dean watched him walk away, his heart stuttering at the sight of his soulmate leaving him and yelled out, “I’m going to prove you wrong, Cas! You’ll see!”
When Dean discovers that the nerdy Castiel has the same soulmark as he does, he vows to do whatever it takes to convince Cas to be his.
After all, they were soulmates. So it was bound to be easy to get him on one date, right?Bookmarked by Lissymar
02 Aug 2021
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When it was clear he wasn’t going to answer, Cas spoke softly, “You don’t have to worry about me. I’m not going to make a big deal of this or try and stop you from being you. Nothing has to change.”
“What if I want it to be a big deal?” Dean asked insolently, horrified that his voice cracked just a bit, “I mean – fuck – Cas, you’re my soulmate! What if I want things to change?”
Cas paused for a moment, watching Dean carefully before his shoulders slumped and he shook his head sadly, “No, I don’t think you do.”
They stood awkwardly in the locker rooms before Cas finally said, “I’m going to go for my run now.”
Dean watched him walk away, his heart stuttering at the sight of his soulmate leaving him and yelled out, “I’m going to prove you wrong, Cas! You’ll see!”
When Dean discovers that the nerdy Castiel has the same soulmark as he does, he vows to do whatever it takes to convince Cas to be his.
After all, they were soulmates. So it was bound to be easy to get him on one date, right?Bookmarked by Lissymar
02 Aug 2021
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The year is 1996, and Dean’s stuck in Kankakee, Illinois while Dad’s on a long-haul hunt. It’s not too bad. He’s even got a friend, now—even if Cas is a weird, gawky loner kid who gets way too intense about his sci-fi novels and doesn’t know how to stop staring. Just business as usual.
Until his dad comes back, and it isn’t.
The year is 2011, and the shadows known as ‘angels’ and ‘demons’ are falling from cracks in the sky, raining death, destruction, and monsters where they pass. When the Joint Task Force asks for their help in stopping the end of the world—John Winchester, his sons, and a ragtag band of hunters—well, that’s just business as usual, too.
Until Dean meets the cold blue eyes of their team liaison—Dr. Castiel Novak.
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08 Jul 2021
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A 14.13 Lebanon rewrite. When Dean uses a wish-granting pearl to try and kill the archangel Michael before he can escape the cage in Dean's head, they instead wind up with a newly-resurrected John Winchester.
It's been more than a decade since John died, and a lot has changed: Mary is alive, Sam and Dean have what passes for a proper home in the Men of Letters Bunker, and they're living with angels. John doesn't know angels are real, he doesn't know about the fragile new relationship between Dean and Castiel, and most of all, he doesn't know that Dean said yes to Michael, or that Dean's plan to defeat Michael would send him to a fate worse than death.
Now Dean must contend with both his father asking questions he can't answer, and his loved ones learning about the darker truths of his childhood, all while constantly battling the archangel trapped inside him. But Dean coming to terms with his history may be the difference between this being the beginning of a journey—or the end.
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- Part 2 of a triptych of dean/cas
- Part 3 of the greatest works, liz edition
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- 7/7
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16 Jun 2021
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'Aaron should have known something was going on with Andrew when he had agreed to change their deal. It had taken Aaron months to build up the nerve to demand to be let out of it, determined to keep Katelyn no matter what. In the spring of their freshmen year at Palmetto, Aaron finally approached the subject, cornering Andrew in their shared kitchen and laying out his terms. He was not expecting Andrew’s counteroffer: sessions with Dobson once a week and an understanding that if anything happened with Katelyn, Andrew would step in.
Thoughts of Katelyn, of not having to hide her anymore, took up all the space in Aaron’s mind and he never wondered why Andrew would have relented so easily.
Looking back, it should have been obvious what was going on.'OR
5 times Aaron should have realized Andrew had somebody, and the one time he met him.Series
- Part 1 of Inked Truths
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09 Feb 2021