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Castiel Novak is cursed. He doesn’t know about it but he does know that he’s not allowed to get close to anyone (according to his religious parents anyway) if he values his eternal soul. He’s survived three years of university but temptation is quick to knock on his door at a party he feels obligated to attend.
Dean Winchester can’t seem to get lucky. He’s failing his classes, his long term girlfriend ended things, and his friends are dragging him to yet another pointless party in a futile attempt to cheer him up. It all seems irrelevant until he strikes up a conversation with the mysterious blue eyed boy from his English class.
As the pair are sucked into strange dreams, awkward attempts at a relationship, and machinations centuries in the making, both can’t help but to find solace in the other and their mutually assured destruction.
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The smut oneshot that warped into porn with a plot after a flu induced fever dream.
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08 Jun 2024
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Four years after Castiel is subsumed into the Empty, he returns just in time to snatch Dean from certain death at the end of a rebar spike. Dean had never expected to see his best friend again, and had made his peace with Castiel’s death and tried to move on. Or so he thought. Castiel’s return gives them both a second chance at the love they lost—if Dean can get past his complicated feelings, if Cas can withstand the transition he’s undergoing, and if either of them can survive the one last (?) case that Team Free Will takes on together (for old time’s sake and a mini-vacation) at Temple Heights Spiritualist Camp in Maine—a case that holds eerie and tragic parallels to their own love story.
The characters in this story may be fictional… but Temple Heights is real.
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- 15/15
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03 Nov 2023
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“A photo shoot, Sammy, really?” Dean scoffed. Bunch of spoiled-rotten, plucked and primped assholes running around making ridiculous amounts of money to stand around and smile into a camera like an idiot. No, thank you.
“C’mon, Dean, it makes sense. If you were a shapeshifter, wouldn’t you want to be the best-looking person in the room?” Before Dean could answer the question, Sam shot him an innocent look and said, “Oh, and did I mention they’re looking for a PA?”
For Suptober 2023 Day 5 - Portrait and Day 6 - Full Spread
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- Part 5 of Suptober 2023
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- English
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- 2/2
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07 Oct 2023
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Written for the ficwip February challenge 'hey, sweetheart' and combined with a Tumblr ask prompt!
“You’ll be here all week? Terrible that you’re workin’ on Valentine’s Day,” Doris tuts disapprovingly, “you ought to be spendin’ it with your special someone.”
“I ain’t got a special someone right now,” Dean assures her kindly, leaning back in his chair, tapping the table that separates him from Doris and her husband, “and I don’t mind working.”
“Well, of course you do!” Doris exclaims.
“I work most holidays, I really don’t mind –”
“No, you’ve got a special someone,” Doris corrects, eyeing him critically, smirking in a way that crinkles all of her many wrinkles, “a woman like me can tell.”
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11 Sep 2023
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between sex and death and trying to keep the kitchen clean by ftmsteverogers
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
07 Dec 2022
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"I don't get you," Dean spits. "I don't get what you want. Just — just tell me. I'm a big boy, I can take it."
"I did tell you!" Castiel exclaims. "I told you, and then I died!"
(In which Castiel is rescued from the Empty, Jack gives up the powers of God to be a kid again, and Dean overcompensates.)
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- English
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- 1/1
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14 Aug 2023
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03 Jul 2023
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It feels like some sort of cosmic joke. A man, his would-be lover/platonicish life partner, and two of his ex-hook-ups walk into a bar. Only Dean is struggling to find the punchline. When Claire’s car breaks down, Dean and Cas interrupt their semi-retired life to meet up with a local hunter in need of back-up. Unfortunately for Dean, they’re meeting up in a dive bar that just happens to be the local haunt of his ex, Rhonda Hurley. Even worse, Cas and Claire neglected to mention the hunter they’re meeting is Annie Hawkins, one time lover to Dean (not to mention Sam and Bobby).
But that’s okay, because Dean figures they’ll get the details of the case and head out. What he doesn’t know is the monster is targeting women, and may be specifically going after women who are into, well, women. So they need Annie AND she needs a girlfriend for this to work. Enter Rhonda Hurley, looking to get out of town and willing to play fake girlfriend for awhile to help her old friend. And it isn’t like Dean can send a civilian and a hunter he had to bury once into a dangerous situation alone. So it looks like they’re all headed on an awkward family vacation.
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- 5/5
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18 Apr 2023
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Deciding to rent a lake house for Christmas with everyone they love seemed like a great idea at the time. Dean and Cas are building a life together, finally finding the tools to do it right this time. Dean still has his hard days, but seeing an ex-hunter therapist for the past few months is helping him accept that he deserves his happy ending.
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02 Apr 2023
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BAM! Cas is back! Yep, just like that. Thanks Jack.
Dean Winchester is basically a functional mute with more issues than the Impala has miles on it. The wordless man needs to tell Castiel he loves him too - so he hatches a brilliant plan.
Operation: Lie Your Ass Off For The Greater Good.
What's the worst that could happen?
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- Part 1 of Good Things Do Happen
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- English
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05 Feb 2023
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Where Dean and Cas Get a Few Things Clear by airplanejam
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
06 Jan 2023
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The thing is – Dean’s always had a thing for babes in glasses. He’s also pretty much always had a thing for Cas. These thoughts were, up until this moment, distinct, separate, night and day, Roxy and Jane, never to meet. An angel of the lord surely could have no reason to need glasses.
But Cas is less angel and more human these days. He’s got salt and pepper in his hair and crows’ feet tugging at his baby blues and blood in his veins that's about fifty percent black coffee. He bruises and shits and snores and it’s good. Hell, it’s great. Except for the part where he apparently spends too many hours watching Real Housewives reruns in the dark and has resultantly rotted his corneas away to the point where he had to go and say “Sam? Is that you?” which led to the thick-lensed frames on his face which led to Dean’s current mental emergency. Or something.
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In which Cas gets glasses and Dean tries not to lose his mind.
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28 Jan 2023
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Cas is back from the Empty, human, and convinced that his relationship with Dean is unsalvagable. Can Dean get his shit together in time to prove otherwise?
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Cas felt his heart racing as Dean approached.
Then Dean’s arms were around him. Cas wanted to live forever in that moment of closeness.
Which lasted all of four seconds.
Dean drew away quickly, and Cas swayed on his feet, unbalanced.
Dean gave him two pats on the shoulder.
“Good to have you back, buddy,” he said, his voice flat and mechanical.
Cas was dying all over again.
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22 Dec 2022
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Standing on the bridge beside his brother, Dean looks around.
Something’s wrong.
Because this Heaven, this place Dean supposedly deserves, just seems so... empty.
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- Part 1 of stayverse
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- 15,073
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- 3/3
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16 Nov 2022
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Cas' grace isn't in his body, but around Dean's neck. It's a heady responsibility.
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15 Nov 2022
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In which Amara doesn't bring back Mary, she brings back John Winchester.
Dean is uncertain what Amara's meaning is when she brings John back, and struggles with coming to terms with the new family dynamic. Sam tries harder to keep the peace than he used to, and Cas does not get along with John at all- though he tries. Testosterone is at an all-time high as these four men struggle to coexist in the hunting world with very different ideologies.
We explore just how much the brothers have changed in the ten years without their father's guidance, the trauma they still haven't resolved, and the feelings that Dean and Cas hold for one another despite the very real and new barrier that is John.
This story begins 12x01 and ends around 13x06
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12 Nov 2022
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In 1983, Mary Winchester was murdered. Her killer was never convicted. Instead, he died in a suspicious fire the very next year.
Two decades have passed since then. Mary's son Dean is in his early twenties but still living at home, trying to keep the peace between his brother Sam and their unpredictable father. The only bright spot in Dean's life is Cas, his boyfriend of five years. Unfortunately, their future together is on hold until Sam moves away for college.
In the fall of Sam's senior year of high school, a series of mysterious murders resurrects the trauma of the past. Together, Dean and Cas set out to answer some important questions: are the murders connected to Sam and Dean's recent nightmares about their mother's killer? And what other secrets are buried in the Winchesters' past?
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- 7/7
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10 Nov 2022
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Dean pulls the Impala over at a cider barn about thirty miles out; doesn't really think about it, just sees the hokey orange lettering off the roadside and lets his hands guide the Impala off the interstate with gravel spitting under the wheels.
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03 Oct 2022
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So the man crouching in front of Castiel is named Dean. He wonders if that’s supposed to mean something to him.
“Cas must’ve got hit with something earlier. He just dropped like a sack of fucking potatoes a minute ago. By the time I was checking on him, he had already woken up again, but now he doesn’t fucking know who we are.”
“I’m right here you know,” Castiel says testily.
Sam’s eyes are wide even as his eyebrows are furrowed, and he looks between Dean and Castiel again.
“What do you remember, Cas?”
“Firstly, that I’m not Cas. I don’t know who Cas is, but it’s not me. I don’t know who either of you are, either."
or the one where castiel is hit with a memory curse that makes him forget the winchester brothers and is stunned to find out he has a family... also why can't he stop thinking about dean?
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29 Sep 2022
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Dean’s expression is dubious where he cocks up one eyebrow. “Cas, this isn’t- There’s nothing I can do about it, okay?” The walls of him, the barb of him that had been there when Castiel stepped into the bathroom, has been reduced to nothing. In these sorts of moments, Dean willingly shows his hurt. And maybe- maybe he will let Castiel help after all. “It’s just… in my head.”
“There’s nothing you can do about it.”
Dean blinks at him, startled.
“Like I said, there’s something I could try.”
Looking down to his hands, then back up to Castiel, Dean seems to hesitate. “And it’ll- it’s not just more soap is it?”
“No, Dean,” the beginnings of something fond make the corners of Castiel’s lips twitch, “it’s not more soap.”
or the one where castiel imagines them all a peaceful cowboy life and helps dean wash his hands
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29 Sep 2022
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it's hard to dance with a devil on your back (shake it off) by fleeceframe
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
28 Sep 2022
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It’s with a hesitant grip that Castiel raises his bow again. He knows rather obviously that he’s fully dressed, but he feels naked when he starts playing for the second time. Expression of any type is terrifying in that way, he supposes. Look at me, it says, and see what I am telling you without telling you. The lonely melody creeps from his fingers again.
He finds himself rocking back and forth on the balls of his feet with each broad movement. As though he’s trying to play the violin with his whole body instead of just his hands. It's a strange feeling. I won’t cry, but maybe you could cry for me.
“Cas,” Dean interrupts abruptly between the time that Castiel picks his bow up to end one note and to start the next. “Are you okay?”
or the one where castiel is reunited with his love of fiddle playing and dean wants to be there for him when things get hard
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29 Sep 2022
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Castiel slips from his chair to kneel at Dean’s feet. He takes Dean’s hands in his, and there on the floor holding something with devotion, he understands Communion. He understands Eucharist. He understands believing in someone so deeply that to shelter a piece of them within yourself is an act of untempered faith, love and prayer and deep-wide trust.
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Cas comes back. Dean can’t stop touching him.
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13 Sep 2022