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Shane doesn’t know when this started. Maybe he was always like this, but things had escalated since he was drafted. Shane was afraid of a lot of things, but of all the things he was afraid of, the one thing he couldn't push away or hide from was himself. Control was the only thing keeping him tethered to this world. Control made him a great hockey player, and helped him nab a Stanley Cup, but control was also eating him alive.
His search led him to Reddit, where all actually helpful answers came from, and he read a word he had never thought about: chastity. He knew academically what that meant, but in relation to him, he had no idea. Then he learned a new set of words: cock cage.
Was he really doing this? It was impulsive, and he didn't even know if he would follow through when it came, but he felt possessed. He was getting hard at the thought, and wasn't that the fucking problem? He needed time back in his day that didn't involve jerking off to Rozanov, and this was certainly a solution.
or, Shane gets a cock cage and learns a lot about himself and his relationship with Ilya
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- Part 1 of The State of Dreaming
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06 Feb 2026
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"Is he cute?"
Shane's head snaps up. "Excuse me?"
"You heard. Is he cute? Handsome?"
Shane was baffled. What the fuck was going on? Why were they talking about this random ass rookie when all he wanted was for Ilya to destroy him?
"Ilya, why are we-"
"Answer, Hollander."
Shane gasps as Ilya finally moves, and his pace is anything but gentle.
"He - oh, fuck, Ilya - yeah, he's cute", he finally grits out, his hands clinging to Ilya's shoulders, nails digging into his boyfriend's back."Yeah? Is he really pretty, hm? Loves talking to you, yeah? Admires you?" Now Ilya was just straight up cruel. Shane didn’t want to like this as much as he did, but fucking hell. "Does he blush for you? Get all red and shy when you talk to him?" Shane was ready to kill this man.
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Shane navigates finding one of his teammates hot and Ilya is so down for itBookmarked by Lonley_reader
05 Feb 2026
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something you can build by some1_around
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Jan 2026
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Six months ago, Shane’s intimate conversation and break-up with Rose Landry was recorded and leaked. In those six months, his life had completely upended and everything had changed, for better or for worse. Except for Ilya. He still has Ilya, and he’s beginning to understand that he always will.
It’s 2018. Shane Hollander has to figure out his new life, in a new city, on a new team, while being out to the world but not by his own choice. Ilya, along for the ride, also has to learn what it means to be connected to a place, to a person, and to his own inner truth.
(Sequel to “something you can fix,” set post-Heated Rivalry, pre-The Long Game)
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- Part 2 of something you can fix
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03 Feb 2026
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Ilya Rozanov's Sex Ed Class by made_of_tea
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Jan 2026
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Harris appeared in the doorway. "Troy said we're giving a dick-sucking talk?"
Ilya threw his hands out, exasperated. "We do not need every dick-sucker in the building to explain this."
"Maybe not, but I don't want to miss an Ilya Rozanov dick-sucking speech," Harris said, standing next to Troy.
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Ilya has become the go-to guy for sex advice. This time, everyone else joins in.
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25 Jan 2026
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Bet on it (it being Shane) by saltforthesea
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Jan 2026
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Ilya takes Shane and a bunch of their Centaurs teammates to the legendary New York gay sports bar - The Kingfisher. Shane quickly discovers, to his own horror, that the entire team has been placing several bets on his first encounter with a gay bar.
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Ilya was holding seventy Canadian dollars in his hands.
“What the fuck man?” Shane snapped the money out of Ilya's hand, staring at it with wild eyes.
“Is good investment, betting on your behavior,” Ilya mused, retrieving the money from Shane and stuffing it into the back pocket of his pants.
“You did what!?”
“It was Rozy's idea,” Bood explained the obvious, still Shane tried to give him a sympathetic smile. He meant well. They all probably did. Everyone had their own way of dealing with this menace that happened to be Shane Hollander's husband.Bookmarked by Lonley_reader
23 Jan 2026
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Five times the Centaurs show up for Pride Night on the road, imperfect and unscripted. Plus one time they do it at home, deliberately and out loud.
Takes place after The Long Game, once Shane has joined the Centaurs.
Featuring: rainbow tape, merch tables, fashion mistakes, friendship bracelets, and Pride as something you do, not something you announce.
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23 Jan 2026
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how sweet it tastes by ofmonticello
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Jan 2026
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“What’s his deal?” Wyatt asked, appearing beside Shane. He was looking at Ilya with an amused expression, something Shane saw from Wyatt a lot. Actually, he'd never seen Wyatt look negative at all.
“This.” Shane turned his phone on, putting the screen in Wyatt's view so he could see a post from some sports reporter.
Adam Müller ✅ @AMullerNHL
The #OttawaCentaurs have traded for Left Wing Hayden Pike.
More information on this trade below.---
hayden gets traded to the centaurs after a lot of deliberating, and his first season in ottawa proves why the change was worth it (plus the summer after)Series
- Part 2 of Hollander-Rozanov-Pikes
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23 Jan 2026
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Heaven Has Got Nothing On Us (Oh, I Love You Even When My Body Turns to Dust) by overlycaffeinatedgalaxy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Jan 2026
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The moment Ilya slips the wedding band onto Shane’s finger, it feels like the world goes quiet for the first time in his life.
Peaceful in a way Shane has never known.
They’re married. Husbands.
And Shane is excited for all of the firsts that lie ahead of them as a married couple.
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22 Jan 2026
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Honestly, it was a miracle they had won the Cup this past season, with how divided the team had become. And it was no one’s fault but his own, Shane thought.
That’s why he had been so determined to win. To prove himself. To earn back his teammates' respect. To fix the divide. If that meant more pressure on himself, stricter dieting, more workouts, more time spent at the rink, ignoring quips and small acts of defiance against him, playing through any pain or illness, then he had decided that’s what he would do.
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19 Jan 2026
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Shane is finally ready to come out on his own terms in an emotional Instagram post about his relationship with Ilya...
The only problem is everyone thinks he was hacked.
To be fair, Ilya writing: No is true, I'm gay for Hollander, did not help.
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19 Jan 2026
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Desperate for Ilya's touch, soft or rough, Shane makes a risky trip to Boston for a weekend to submit to the other man, eager and ready to be pushed to new limits.
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- Part 3 of Hollanov D/s
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04 Jan 2026
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There is no plot. There is no foreplay. This is smut.
He never broke eye contact with Shane–not for a second. Their breathing picked up, growing heavier as that familiar pull of desire and want overtook them. They stared at each other, fully aware of just how far gone they both were, how badly they wanted each other, how obsessed they’d become with each other.
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04 Jan 2026
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all these little deaths by theflyjar
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Jan 2026
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The bites will leave a mark and bruise into pretty rings, but Shane’s never cum so hard from a blowjob before. And Rozanov has never been so hungry for it.
They don’t say anything, because they don’t need to.
They’re different, but still the same.Or: Shane’s a masochist and Ilya is a (sweet) sadist.
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03 Jan 2026
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a hockey injury makes ilya curious
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03 Jan 2026
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Ily and Shane are not lovers. They are barely friends. They are not anything.
Ilya wants to hurt Shane. Shane begs for it.
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03 Jan 2026
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Voulez-Vous by Starlight_Goddess
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Dec 2025
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"So you want to submit to me, da? Let me take good care of you, make you feel good and happy?" Ilya asked and heard Shane humming as a reply. He pulled away to look into his dark eyes, "Use words, Hollander."
Shane looked down, Ilya's light eyes were dark and his posture was exuding control and determination. He wanted to give himself completely, wanted Ilya to tear him apart, piece by piece, and then wanted him to put him together again. Rinse and repeat. He knew he was already ruined, no one would ever be able to fill Rozanov's shoes, nor he wanted anyone to.
Ilya was it for him. He wanted that man for forever.
"Yes, I do."
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OR The one where Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov explore the world of kink and BDSM during their last few days at the cottage.
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01 Jan 2026
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break me down (then put me back together) by subbyjeongguk
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Dec 2025
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shane and ilya try bdsm for the first time after their cottage getaway, and it doesn’t exactly go as shane had thought it would.
(google didn't tell him he would sub-drop on their first try).
canon universe hollanov, post-cottage and episode 6, subdrop!shane, dom!ilya
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- Part 1 of shane & ilya vs bdsm!
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01 Jan 2026
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Shane lingered in the doorway, holding out for the chance that any second now Rosanov would come around the corner and lead Shane back to his bed. That he would help with the feeling of despair and emptiness that had hit Shane the moment Rosanov had taken his hands off Shane and reached for his damn pack of cigarettes.
Refusing to look at him. Refusing to touch him, the space between their bodies felt like it was ten miles wide even as Shane could feel Rosanov’s cum drying on his skin. Usually, Rosanov would at least clean him up before ending their nights together, but apparently Shane wasn’t even worth that courtesy anymore. There was a sudden feeling of hotness behind his eyes at that thought.
AKA a post-episode two subdrop fix-it fic
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29 Dec 2025
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He spots the note, finally. It was half-hidden under the packing peanuts. So you do not wake the hotel next time.
“Fucking asshole,” Shane says into the quiet. His heart is pounding. There’s no one there to see, but he feels raw and exposed. He’s standing in his kitchen holding a fucking ball gag that Ilya Rozanov sent him. A ball gag in Boston Raiders colors: red and gold and black.--
Ilya sends Shane sex toys.
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22 Dec 2025
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The unbearable summer heat leads the Marauders to crash in Remus' air-conditioned basement flat. Peter is sleeping in the guest room, James is on the sofa, and Sirius is sleeping with Remus in his bed. Behind closed doors in the intimate setting of Remus' bedroom, playful touches between Remus and Sirius always lead to shagging. However, they're abruptly interrupted by James crawling into bed with them. The pair continue to fool around while James is completely unaware of what's happening under the covers, that is, until he connects the dots.
"You alright, Pads?" James questions; he can only make out a vague shape of his best friend in the dark room, especially without his glasses on. "You're awfully quiet," he comments, squinting into the darkness.
"Yeah," Sirius sighs, sounding somewhere between a sigh and a moan. He does his best to cover the sound with his hand.Or: Remus and Sirius have an unspoken agreement to shag at any given chance. James interrupts to crawl into bed with them. They continue to fool around while trying their best to keep quiet despite their newest bed companion. However, things heat up, and James seems keen on assisting with their romp in the sheets.
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15 Jul 2025