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    Yeonjun realized this was exactly what he wanted.

    He wanted to look frail.

    He wanted to look like he would break if anybody made a wrong move around him. He wanted people to look at him with the same morbid fascination he felt when he looked at photos of emaciated people who had become wandering ghosts, trapped in a wasting shell.

    Not quite in the other world, not quite in this one.

    Merely floating weightlessly between both, with frost-covered hearts.

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    06 Aug 2024

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    There were rumors circulating that management tried to keep Felix and Hyunjin apart because the company wanted to minimize rumors about them being lovers. That couldn’t be further from the truth. The reality was that the company would prefer it if they flirted on camera. They loved that shit. It brought in views and attention, which meant more money for the company. Hell, if Felix needed some quick cash, he could probably just kiss Hyunjin on a live and he'd get a cash bonus for making viral content.

    Instead, Felix and Hyunjin rarely interacted because they couldn’t fucking stand each other.

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    Please note the tags. This fic is heavy, and the tags will get updated as we go. I cannot stress the tags enough!!

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    26 Jul 2024

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    Jimin’s mental health starts to deteriorate when the group goes on a month-long break. Yoongi tries to help him out the best he can.

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    24 Jul 2024

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    This is his dream. Felix is living his dream.

    He has to remind himself of that, sometimes. The stress is high. Between the dance rehearsals, the music video shoots, the live shows, the interviews, the social media posts, the songwriting, the recording sessions, etc. it can get really hard at times. And those are just the tangible things. The things you can put on a schedule. There are also the less tangible things, like the expectations and industry standards. Maintaining your appearance. Maintaining positive interactions and professionalism with staff and the press and the fans. Not being involved in any scandals.

    Felix didn’t always feel like he was living his dream. Sometimes, he just felt awful and overwhelmed and in desperate need of a break.
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    Or: Lee Felix's slow spiral into drug addiction.

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    22 Jul 2024

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    "What about you?"
    "Sometimes I really hate myself, you know?"
    "Yeah, I know"
    Two hearts crack a little.
    "I don't like that you know."
    He sniffles and chokes out a chuckle.
    "Well I don't like that you know either."

    Wooyoung has a couple of demons, and they're the worst kind. The kind you can't run from.

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    15 Jul 2024