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Section D: Conflict of Interest Assessment
Are both parties regularly scheduled on the same shift? ☐ Yes ☐ No
Do both parties work in the same department/unit? ☐ Yes ☐ No
Proposed mitigation measures (if applicable): _________________—
They check yes on both boxes with a shared look, and then they peer at the third line.
“I’ll stare at you less,” Jack says. “Promise.”
A laugh bubbles out of her unbidden. “No you won’t.”
“No, I won’t,” he agrees. “But we can tell them that I will.”
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Samira and Jack decide it's time to make their relationship HR-official. HR has other ideas.
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04 May 2026
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She tilts her head, baring her neck.
Crosses burn him, but this is an altar he can bow before.-
Jack Abbot is a vampire. So why is Samira the one that's so hungry for this?
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04 May 2026
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Samira Mohan goes to bed on Tuesday night and wakes up on Tuesday morning, which should be impossible.
Or: sixteen Tuesdays, one horrible loss, and the slow, terrifying discovery that letting someone in might be the only way out.
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04 May 2026
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"I know it's normal." His voice is sharp, suddenly. "I know all of this is normal. The stages of grief, the timeline, the— I've read the literature. I know what's supposed to happen. I just don't understand why knowing doesn't make it hurt less."
Linda sets down her pen. "Because grief isn't an intellectual exercise, Jack. You can't think your way through it. You have to feel it."
"I don't want to feel it."
"I know."
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Jack's therapist watches as he rebuilds and finds Samira along the way.
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04 May 2026
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Hours later – after blood and guts and a life saved on the kind of Hail Mary that makes her brain sing – Jack Abbot turns towards her and grins. Arms folded across his body and his eyes more than a little bit wild; like the mess of it all thrills him the same way it thrills her. "I'd heard you were good, Mohan," he tells her easily, "but hoo-boy, was that something to watch."
An AU where Jack Abbot never worked in The Pitt
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02 May 2026
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Since she’s finished treating his wound, Samira throws away her gloves and hands Jack his t-shirt, hoping he would put it on quickly. It was a tad bit distracting to see her sugar daddy randomly shirtless.
Jack and Samira had come to their agreement a few months prior.
Or...
That Mohabbot scene with context.
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02 May 2026
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“You were young once,” Samira says, inserts the knife — “Did you ever find someone?” — and twists it.
She expects Robby to deflect, to reassure her that she’s not like him, that she won’t end up miserable and alone at her best friend’s, her ex-whatever’s, second wedding. Instead, he laughs and says, “You got me there.”
(Samira and Robby, at Jack's wedding)
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02 May 2026
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Samira knows there are apps to make this kind of thing easier, but she prefers going about it this way. Something about the spontaneity, the idea of leaving it up to fate, makes her feel less guilty about it. She imagines herself filling out an intake form - unhealthy coping mechanisms, check. High risk behavior, check.
or maybe:
Samira has unhealthy coping mechanisms. Jack helps her through it.
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02 May 2026
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Samira Mohan has been trying, to the best of her ability, to improve her work-life balance.
Naturally, the universe responds by making the night shift attending move into the apartment next to hers.
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01 May 2026
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To him, she’s a disruption, an eyesore in pink.
Plus-size, shy, anxious, and innocent, Preeti doesn’t belong in the path of ruthless Arjun Malhotra.
She doesn’t cross it on purpose. She doesn’t do anything to earn his attention. But he targets her anyway and even he doesn’t know why.
Preeti has unleashed something dangerous. Something she will never escape and she remains completely oblivious to it.When men like Arjun Malhotra fall in love, they do not become dangerous to themselves. They become dangerous to everyone else, especially the one they choose to keep.
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25 Apr 2026
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He saw what he had expected: fear mostly and pain of course, the raw emotions of any wounded animal. But there was something there that surprised him. It wasn't courage exactly, somehow that was the wrong word for it. Discipline. Some kind of tenacious inner strength that was unusual in someone so young. This was a girl who exerted an enormous amount of control over herself. All of it working overtime not to panic.
And yet, at the same time, she looked so impossibly fragile. Her wide blue eyes were so open, the fear so close to the surface it seemed like he could touch it if he were a bit closer. There were no walls up at all, no hint that she knew she should try not to look so much like prey. And the grip she had on herself, cost her dearly. Something inside of her seemed to be burning far too hot. Flames licking the feet of some virgin martyr.
His cock stiffened in his trousers.
“You heard my name.”
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25 Apr 2026
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"My father would have liked you," she says softly.
"You think so?"
"I know so. He valued people who listened more than they spoke. Who paid attention." She gestures at the flowers around their feet. "Who found beautiful places and sought to share them."
"And your mother?"
Samira laughs. "My mother would say you are a knight with no lands, no title of significance, and no political value. A waste of time for me to be even conversing with."
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Princess Samira has spent her life being the spare: invisible when it's convenient, controlled when it's not. But she didn't account for Sir Jack Abbot, a knight with nothing to offer but his sword, his life, and the way he looks at her like she's the only person in the world
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23 Apr 2026
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"I want you to finish cooking."
"Okay."
"I want you to finish the risotto. I want to eat it."
"Okay."
"And you don't get to come until I do."
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Jack cooks Samira dinner. She ends up hungry for something else too.
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23 Apr 2026
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(I couldn't bear watching Jack Abbot in pain any longer so I wrote him a safe space where he could slow down and rest, and somehow that included the space between my legs)
Jack finds himself stranded in a cabin in northern Sweden during a blizzard. For the first time in years, there's nowhere to go, nothing to manage, no crisis to solve. Just a woman who saved his life, a storm that won't quit, and the unsettling discovery of wanting something bad enough, and feeling safe enough, to reach for it.
“Wait,” he said, his voice low and rough. He rested his forehead on hers, his breath erratic. “I should probably mention I'm missing a few original parts.”
She pressed her hands to his chest, her dark eyes locking onto his.
“I noticed,” she said, a small smile touching her lips. “I think you’ve got more than enough parts to keep me busy, Jack.”
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23 Apr 2026
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Jack gets stuck in a snowstorm, and is saved by a woman he can't help but get closer to.
(and, yes, I am very aware that this is also undeniably Pope Cody-coded 💜)
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22 Apr 2026
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“This one is lopsided,” Jack says, stepping around the one she just pointed to, hands on his hips. His head is tipped as though he’s seriously evaluating an EKG and not a literal fucking tree. “It’ll lean once it’s weighted.”
Samira squints at it. It looks like a perfectly acceptable tree to her. It’s green. It’s tall. It’s also, most crucially, the closest one to the parking lot.
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10 Apr 2026
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Jack tells himself just one more drag. One more inhale, one more hit of nicotine, just to settle his nerves. Reclaim a small semblance of control. But the second he lifts the cigarette to his mouth, he knows he’s lying to himself. The filter meets his lips in the exact place hers had pressed in an unthinking, automatic motion.
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10 Apr 2026
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It’s not long before he finds the JA hidden near her wrist, tucked into a little swirl of vines. He presses his lips to it and stays there for a moment, breathing in her scent. He’s being very gentle, which would be touching if it didn’t make her want to grab him and pull him in by the collar.
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10 Apr 2026
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She gets a month off. She’s scheduled her boards two weeks in. Her lease ends in July.
She’s pretending that it doesn’t.
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10 Apr 2026
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It could be the bottle of wine she's drunk, but Samira doesn’t think she’s delusional to believe there could be something between her and Abbot.
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10 Apr 2026