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03 Apr 2026
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02 Apr 2026
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In Another Life (It's You, It Will Always Be You) by Amee19
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
11 Jun 2026
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The last thing Shane and Ilya expected when they died after living a long, happy life together was to wake up back in their 17 years old bodies the day they first met.
They get to redo everything together and to fix what they got wrong the first time.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 138,960
- Chapters:
- 26/?
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- 7,163
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02 Apr 2026
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boston lily & associates by flashytonystark
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Jun 2026
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Celeste Navarro:
PAUSE.
BACK UP.
Did Jackie add Ilya to our WAGs group chat?Hannah Wilson:
Is this even allowed?
It kinda feels illegal.
No offense, Rozanov. It’s just that you play for the other team.Ilya Rozanov:
Is that…
How you say? Double meaning?Celeste Navarro:
HA!----
Or the one where Ilya Rozanov has a minor crash out after learning Rose Landry is still in the Metros WAG Group Chat but he hasn't been added & now he must infiltrate the group because he is the ultimate wife.
**This is a current crack fic WIP that accidentally developed a plot. I hope to have updates posted once a week-ish, but there is no publishing schedule.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 93,504
- Chapters:
- 19/?
- Collections:
- 4
- Comments:
- 2,153
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- 7,100
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- 2,429
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02 Apr 2026
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we can keep it light, we're going somewhere by summerandmazes13
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Jan 2026
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Ilya and Shane are roommates in college. They both try to pretend it doesn’t mean anything when Ilya comes home to Shane randomly nesting in his bed after a few months of barely speaking, but when Shane presents as an omega, they can no longer deny their connection.
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- Part 1 of And They Were Roommates!
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 15,922
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 185
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14 Mar 2026
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They have spent nine years almost. Almost together, almost over it, almost ready to say the thing neither of them has said. Then one night changes everything and almost stops being an option.
or: the toxic Hollanov you have always wanted
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- English
- Words:
- 76,479
- Chapters:
- 8/8
- Comments:
- 777
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- 3,622
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14 Mar 2026
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Public Bookmark 1960
Mystery Work
Part of WWAW
Summary
This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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12 Mar 2026
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fall in love again and again by hollanovest
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
10 Mar 2026
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5+1 where shane and ilya are married, but no one knows. they decided the best way to handle the situation is clear; fall in love again in front of the other centaurs.
5 “firsts” +1 where the centaurs lose their mind.
title from everything is romantic by charli xcx
Chapter 1: planning
Chapter 2: crushing
Chapter 3: flirting
Chapter 4: dating
Chapter 5: kissing
Chapter 6: laughing- Language:
- English
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09 Mar 2026
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I knew you'd haunt all of my what ifs by allmylovesatonce
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Jun 2026
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Five years ago, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov quietly went their separate ways. They handled their heartbreak differently. Shane cut off his family and friends and focused only on hockey, not that it helped, his game has totally fallen apart. Ilya had the support of the Centaurs, even if they didn't know why they were supporting him.
But when Ilya announces his retirement at the end of the next season, it shakes Shane back to reality. He has one season left to play against the man he still loves; and then, would he ever see him again? As Shane starts to piece his life back together, the biggest missing piece is still Ilya.
Ilya had planned to just enjoy the last season he'd play of professional hockey and obviously try to win another cup. But when Shane reaches back out, he has much more to consider. He never expected to talk to Shane again, but he can't deny that it's everything he's wanted in the last five years.
Can they salvage what they had? Should they even try? How can Shane and Ilya be a part of each other's lives again?
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- English
- Words:
- 121,370
- Chapters:
- 17/18
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- 1,288
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08 Mar 2026
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fresh bruises we learned patterns to by downtheroadandupthehill
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 May 2026
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The first time they’d done this, in Ilya’s bed, Shane had been mystified at Rozanov’s insistence that he not enter the nest without Shane’s permission. Now, Shane feels something akin to smugness flexing its claws in his chest. A primal satisfaction at the rightness that he is the one with the power - at present, if not for much longer - alpha just outside the nest and at his mercy.
Like Shane will only yield for someone who has earned it. He can draw out Ilya’s suffering just a little longer, make him earn it.
Shane rakes his gaze over the delicious chest and bicep muscles bunching above the edge of the nest. “Waiting for something, Rozanov?”
“Are you going to let me into your nest, omega?” His pronunciation of the endearment is more Russian than English, accent thickening around the syllables.
“Depends. You gonna give me your knot?”
“Hm, does not sound like begging yet to me.”
Some months after Shane recovers from rejection sickness in Ilya's bed, they share their heat/rut together at the cottage, both clinging to the delusion it's still casual.
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- Part 2 of mutual instincts
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 52,868
- Chapters:
- 3/3
- Comments:
- 763
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06 Mar 2026
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Public Bookmark 7590
Mystery Work
Part of AZRAELRIEGO
Summary
This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
Bookmarked by Lost_In_You
04 Feb 2026
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A Year Later by IlyasBoyfriend
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Feb 2026
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Following "A week later" we get into the life and the struggles with the relationship between Hayden, Shane, and Ilya. Jealousy, love, fights, all the angst
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- Part 2 of A Week Later
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 76,100
- Chapters:
- 23/23
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- 169
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- 536
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- 128
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- 28,526
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02 Feb 2026
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Sound of sirens, rush of pain (I almost thought I heard you call my name) by 17darwinism
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Dec 2025
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"He imagined Shane would be similarly unforgiving if Ilya took his own
life. Not that Ilya ever would. Unless he couldn’t help it." (The Long Game)or,
Two years after being diagnosed with depression, Ilya wants to commit suicide.
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- Part 1 of Please, God, I'm finally loved
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 10,846
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 484
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- 6,555
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30 Jan 2026
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The Centaurs Have a PR Problem (and It’s Married) by Justaromanticfool
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
08 Jun 2026
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Shane and Ilya are finally on the same team! The Centaurs’ communications and PR department hasn’t known peace since.
Featuring: the unhinged internet, chaotic group chats, Ilya being a menace, Shane being very tired, Harris trying (and failing) to contain the chaos, Luca accidentally starring in his own little rom-com, wholesome group dynamics and love all around.
- Language:
- English
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- 74,531
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- 18/26
- Comments:
- 4,756
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- 25,421
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- 6,988
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24 Jan 2026
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Hold On (I Still Want You) by velminort
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Jan 2026
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Shane and Ilya broke up. It was the adult, mature decision they made together and moved on from. Except Shane is still Ilya's emergency contact and Ilya's coach just called.
Ilya had a seizure. Well, seizures. Multiple. He is in the hospital, in the operation block and suddenly Shane is met with the possibility that last words Ilya Rozanov ever heard from him were "Maybe love isn't enough."
And then complications occur. And Ilya is not waking up.
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They’d sat on a perfectly ordinary Wednesday afternoon in their perfectly ordinary kitchen, with coffee that had gone cold on the table between them, and calmly dismantled the life they’d built together. One sentence at a time.
“Maybe we need space.” “Maybe we’re just hurting each other.” “Maybe love isn’t enough.”
He wants to go back and shove that version of himself against the wall. Shake him until his teeth rattle.
Love is the only thing that matters when someone is under general anaesthesia and a stranger is touching their brain, Shane thinks wildly. Love is literally the only currency worth anything in a room like this.
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- Part 1 of Hold On (I Still Want You)
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Every time your soulmate lies, their words are written on you.
Shane doesn’t lie often. His soulmate does though.
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05 May 2025
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Consequences by ez_pz_lemon_squeezy
Fandoms: Heartstopper (TV), Heartstopper (Webcomic), Heartstopper (TV) RPF
15 Jul 2024
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Charlie is stubborn. He's a free man. A free gay man. A free Omega gay man. And Charlie Spring can do whatever he wants. If that means stopping his suppressants, scent blockers and birth control then it's down to Charlie Spring to suffer the consequences.
Alpha Nick Nelson, his unofficial mate, would do anything to help Charlie. Especially during his heat but sometimes.. Charlie being stubborn is too much for Nick to handle.
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Expect smut, lots of angst with a happy ending and a consequential sequence of events due to Charlie's actions. Uploading every Monday and chapters are around 1000 words each!
CWs are in the notes and I'm updating tags as chapters are uploaded so keep an eye out x
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Charlie & Nick meet while on holiday and share a drunken night together. Six weeks later, Charlie is staring down at a pink plus sign on a pregnancy test.
Several years later, Charlie has transitioned and is starting to settle into life as a single Dad.
When Charlie moves himself and Wren into their first apartment, ready to start their lives, everything is turned upside down when he meets their new neighbour who turns out to be a familiar face.
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