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  1. Public Bookmark 50

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    “No. I didn’t do it for some shitty, hollow principle like that. I did it—” And this is one of those moments where you know what’s going to happen next but are powerless to stop it before the tragic conclusion. Like a car crash off a cliff and you’re double strapped into the passenger seat.

    Chuuya knows it’s the end, and Dazai’s trying to untangle him from the web he’s made.

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    15 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 13

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    After the events of BEAST, Osamu Dazai opens his eyes—and realizes death has refused him.
    Typical.

    Because apparently, even the afterlife decided he’s too much trouble. The universe, in its infinite cruelty (or maybe its sense of humor), decided that death was far too ordinary for someone like him.

    So here he is—small, four-legged, and fluffy. A stray cat in Yokohama.

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    Or: BEAST!Dazai gets reincarnated as a cat with plot incorporating canon too at Act 2.

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    26 Nov 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 63

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    They’re supposed to “act like normal teenagers for once.” So Mori forces them to go trick-or-treating—in matching costumes, no less. Chuuya is furious, Dazai is making it worse, and Yokohama has two fifteen-year-old mafiosi terrorizing its candy supply.

    Mori and Kouyou are delighted. Everyone else is not—except maybe Dazai, who seems a little too attached to the collar—and to the goddamn bell Chuuya keeps eyeing like a bomb.

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    26 Nov 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 84

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    “Looking for something?”

    He raised his eyes, and found the creature' smile. It felt wrong, out of place on his triangular face.

    It was lying on a branch, and its whiskers twitched while it stared down at him.

    “Yes,” he answered. “You.”

    The creature' smirk widened, eyes squinting in crescents.

    “Well then,” it slowly got up and stretched its front legs, its sharp nails digging into the bark. “This might just get interesting.”

     

    (Or, sorcerer!Chuuya and Dazai fight curses, evil organisations and people from their past out for their blood, and still manage to find themselves in the midst of it all.)

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    25 Nov 2025

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    It is widely known in the Port Mafia that Nakahara Chuuya has a hundred and ninety ways to exact revenge on Dazai Osamu.

    Shooting him in the shoulder is the 10th mildest method listed in their arrangement.

    "Why did Chuuya save me?"

    "Ha? You called, dumbass."

    Or: 'You came. You called.' but make it Soukoku after episode 11.
    And I needed to feed the “Chuuya patched up Dazai’s injuries in Meursault” brainworm.

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    24 Nov 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 47

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    Using The Book comes with consequences, a truth Dazai understands all too well. Since he uncovered the cursed thing, its toll has etched itself onto his body; bit by bit, the Book transforms his wounds into glass.

    As the mirrors on his skin begin to spread past their limits, though, only Chuuya notices the effect it's having on Dazai. This sparks a series of long drives, frantic searches, and unspoken emotions, as he desperately fights to prevent the inevitable death Dazai seems destined to face.

     

    AKA: Dazai's turning to glass. Dazai is dying. But Chuuya won't stand by and watch that happen. Not without a fight.

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    14 Nov 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 28

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    "I think it'd be nice to lose our virginities together," Dazai comments one night, staring a little too hard at the moon instead of Chuuya's face.

    Chuuya can't help it. He lets out a half snicker, half snort that probably sounds a little disgusting and a lot inappropriate. "I thought you told me you were done with alcohol."

    "I was lying, obviously," Dazai informs him, and Chuuya can easily imagine the derisive tilt of his brow even as his gaze holds steady on the sky. "But I'm not drunk right now."

    Bottom Dazai Week Day 4: First time — or in this case, first consensual time.

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    25 Oct 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 32

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    “You died. That’s what happened.”

    In slow motion, Dazai looked up from his wrist—hand frozen in midair where he picked at the layers of bandages—and at Chuuya with interest. His arm fell to his side, and he let out a laugh. Without seeing his expression, he sounded genuinely amused. Like he had just heard the funniest joke. But before Chuuya was the look of a boy lost and unsure of himself who laughed away a reality that could one day be his.

    “…I died, huh?” Dazai murmured to himself, appearing lost in thought. “I still find all this hard to believe, but you have to understand why, don’t you? I’m drifting through the city looking for a place to call home, I have no roots, I barely care about the mafia, and you speak so confidently that I’ll assassinate the boss and take over in a few years.”

    Chuuya couldn't accept that the Dazai he knew had died. He was there one day, then gone the next. All Chuuya has of them and as proof that they once existed together is a photo dated 30/05 on the back. This is not the same Dazai in front of him now, but it's someone Chuuya refuses to lose again now knowing what awaits them in the future.

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    17 Oct 2025

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    from S2E9:

    “Do you still wear the coat that I gave you?”
    “I burned it.”

    They’re the wrong words to say.

     

    Mori’s abuse runs deep—deeper than anyone, including Dazai, had realized. And he’s doing it all over again.
    [WARNING. *PLEASE* MIND THE TAGS.]

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    03 Oct 2025

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    “What, I know you or somethin’?” Chuuya asked.

    Briefly, a look rushed over Dazai Osamu’s face— an emotion so quick, Chuuya couldn’t put a name to it. Then, his face mellowed out into a smile that had Chuuya itching for a fight; that screamed I think I’m the smartest person in the room, with just enough smugness and condescension to really rile him up.

    “No,” Dazai said and looked weirdly vulnerable, like he was admitting some big secret. “No, you don’t.”

    Or: the fight against the DOA ends badly for everyone involved. Now, the only person capable of ending everything before it even happens, would rather be dead and buried alongside his friends than deal with time travel of all things. Worse, when whatever adverse reaction No Longer Human had to the book has burned Dazai off the timeline as a whole.

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    01 Oct 2025

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    Seeing the words scrawled in blood, Dazai couldn’t help the smile that spread across his lips.

    Once upon a time.

    “Once upon a time, there was a boy who died.” The smile turned bittersweet. “And then he came back.”

    Twelve-year-old Dazai gains the memories and experiences of his older self. Three years later, he’s an informant in the business of trying to stop the end of the world, but is repeatedly distracted by Chuuya’s own agenda to force Dazai into ‘self-care’ and ‘living’.

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    22 Sep 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 42

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    Humans were most unnatural, tainted by the burden of intelligence that nullified instinct in exchange for a guarantee of boredom and safety. The most dangerous thing they had to fight with was their own mind, sharp and refined. Trust in fellow man was an evolutionary failure for a species that sought thrills in the high of deceit and the low of isolation. They always want something. They always need something.

     

    And in the very end, they’ll beg a divine and even more self-motivated being to grace them with company in death, yet refuse to die first.

     

    tl;dr bsd hunger games au with my own twist

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    29 Aug 2025

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    “Dazai, what the fuck is this?”

    Brown eyes, still cloudy, peered up at him as if the words hadn’t even been comprehended in Dazai’s mind. His head cocked to the side in a silent question and Chuuya moved to push Dazai’s leg up a bit further, bringing it into the light so they could both see properly.

    The near entirety of the skin was marred, of course, self-inflicted scars crisscrossing each other, old enough to have turned a faded white, but that wasn’t what he was focused on.

    The issue lay in a series of fresh ones. They were scarily recent, probably only a few days old at best, and scabbed over. None looked bad enough to have needed stitches but they were pretty damn close.

    Those hadn’t been there the last time they’d done this. In fact, nothing of the sort had been there any of the times they’d fucked since before Dazai left the Port Mafia.

    In which Chuuya and Dazai have been having casual sex for years and all of that is fine until Dazai relapses for the first time since leaving the Port Mafia.

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    28 Aug 2025

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    The year?
    2003ish.

    The vibe?
    Skater boy Chuuya has been getting by with sleeping on floors and stealing necessities since he was seven years old and ran away from that rather mysterious, disturbing, forgotten past of his. But his life is turned upside down upon meeting a weird, lonely boy: his friendships unravel; he moves in with Dazai and his guardian Mori; and he’s now got one summer left before he’s thrust into school for the very first time. Only blasting pop punk music will save him.

    Meanwhile, Dazai’s suicidal plans have been interrupted by a new toy—dog, boy, whatever—to play with. If only he could stop being an asshole and figure out what these strange new emotions mean.

    And then why don’t either of them feel like real human teenagers?

    The dynamic?
    “Dazai wants to keep him in a cage like a canary—chattering loudly in the corner, pretty to look at, something he could sink his teeth into.” VS. “Chuuya only allows himself a moment of sadness for Dazai, before thinking, He’s so fucking annoying, no wonder he’s lonely.

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    08 Aug 2025

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    Dazai has a crush on the most popular boy in school, Chuuya Nakahara. Unfortunately, Chuuya has no idea that Dazai exists.

    That is, until they end up paired together for a weekend science competition and are forced to share a hotel room.

    From there, Dazai's whole world is turned upside down.

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    08 Aug 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 46

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    “He laughed all the way back,” Chuuya muttered, voice muffled against the table. “And in the end, he still came up with a plan to finish the mission perfectly. Fucking asshole.”

    He lifted his head again, blinking blearily at the others. Their expressions were dead serious now—awkward, even. Hirotsu stared into his drink like it might offer him a way out of the moment. Chuuya frowned. What was up with them?

    “Why aren’t you laughing?” Chuuya asked, his voice slightly slurred. “You always do. Make fun of me for bringing up this idiot at every meeting.”

    Tachihara opened his mouth to say something, but closed it just as quickly.

    “Right,” Chuuya let out a dry laugh, downing another glass. “It’s because he’s dead, isn’t he?"

     

    or, for two years, chuuya thinks dazai is dead after he leaves the mafia.

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    07 Aug 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 65

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    Where humans are assigned a guardian angel at birth, Dazai's immediately suspicious when he's assigned to Chuuya belatedly for some unknown reason. As for the previous guardian? Disappeared without a trace, as if they never existed. Whispers circulate, but the truth is lost to time.

    All that's left is for Dazai to uncover that truth and immortalize it in history before another messenger meets the same fate.

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    26 Jul 2025

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    "You don't need to look for him, or coordinate with his teams, or stitch him up. Your job as a partner ends when the mission's done" points out the negotiator, filling up a glass for his leader.

    He nods along, accepting the drink and raising it as a toast to Chuuya. "No one said you had to take care of him."

    Chuuya harrumps, laying his arms over the bar top and burying his head on them, muffling his next words like a sulking toddler.

    "No, I'm gonna."

    Shamelessly eavesdropping, Albatross laughs.

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    Or, the many times Chuuya has saved Dazai, and the one time he repays the favor.

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    03 Jul 2025

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    "Generally speaking," Dazai says, and he doesn't sound anything like the Dazai that Chuuya knows, "I can't imagine I'd go through the effort of faking my death when dying is both easier to achieve and more of a pleasant experience. Though it depends on the how and the why, of course."

    "Bastard, stop talking in circles and–"

    "Boss, huh?" Dazai says, and Chuuya breaks off. It sounds wrong, from Dazai, and Chuuya lets Dazai go. Dazai drops down to both knees, and then sits there, gazing past Chuuya and looking at the makeshift shrine on the imposing wooden desk. There's something dark in his gaze, and it's almost comforting. Almost, because it's familiar; it's a knife in the darkness that Chuuya has watched bring down hundreds of people.

    "What," Chuuya snaps. "Going to tell me you want the position back?"

    "Back," Dazai murmurs, drumming his fingers on his knees before he finally climbs back up to his feet. His hands go into his pockets, his posture relaxed and easy, and none of it makes any sense. "Chuuya, was I really?"

    -

    In which Dazai of the Beast light novel the Dazai of canon swap places and have to solve some mysteries to return home. Or try to, at least.

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    02 Jul 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 61

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    In a brown, sleek cover book it read:

    Dazai Osamu. Universe Unknown.

     

    One night it came to my attention that I finally have a purpose in this wasteland of a life. Where for the past twenty-two years I have simply been floating through the wave of life, and waiting to be swept away into the sea never to be seen again; a chance to save a loved one came to me.

    I only have one chance to make this right, only one chance to ensure that the one of the few people who has ever had the misfortunate skill to understand me, finally gets to write their book.

     

    Or

    The one where beast soukoku learn the depth of their love and how far they'll go for what is theirs.

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    01 Jul 2025

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