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    “Does it have anything to do with the person who gave you that ring?” he asks, nodding toward the band wrapped around the man's finger.

    For a second, the man looks confused. Then his gaze drops to his hand, and a slow smirk spreads across his face. “Maybe. What would you say if I told you I was married?”

    “I'd ask if you were happy.”

    OR

    Ilya meets hockey's Golden Boy, Shane Hollander, at a party and falls hard. There's only one problem: Shane's wearing a ring, just not the one Ilya thinks.

    The purity ring fic no one asked for.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    Shane huffs out a breath, a faint, helpless smile pulling at his mouth. “I know.” His thumb brushes along Ilya’s cheek. “I just think this is taking a lot more out of me.”

    “What is?” Ilya frowns, kissing the inside of Shane’s palm.

    “This,” Shane says quietly, gesturing between them. “Keeping it a secret. I thought it would be easier. Just don’t talk about my love life, right? Avoid the questions. But it’s not like that. Every time something good happens, something funny, I think of you. I want to tell them about you. And every time I don’t, every time I hold that back, it hurts. And then I get angry, too, because no one else has to do this. No one else has to filter their life down to hotel rooms and fake names. I think what JJ said wasn’t really about him at all. It just reminded me that I can’t even brag about you.”

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    After two blissful weeks at the cottage, Shane and Ilya return to their lives back in Boston and Montreal. As the season begins again, Shane is consumed by a loneliness so profound it pushes him to grasp at anything that might ease the pain.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    “Tell me,” Ilya cuts in gently, but there’s no real room for refusal. His gaze locks onto Shane’s, unwavering. “Tell me you’re pretty.”

    For a second, Shane looks like he might swing at him, like every instinct in him is fighting this. Ilya’s smile is a bit wicked as his hand grips the base of Shane’s cock a little tighter. And then something in Shane’s face shifts. Desire seems to win. It always does.

    “I’m pretty,” Shane mutters, the words reluctant and rough.

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    Hayden Pike is trying to look out for his recently heartbroken friend when he texts Ilya Rozanov, a known stoner, to ask if he has any edibles. What Ilya doesn’t expect, and what Hayden neglects to mention, is that this “friend” is none other than Shane Hollander, frat president and the guy Ilya has been agonizingly crushing on for months.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    “Promise me you’re going to break up with him,” Ilya says, the teasing edge in his voice fading into something more serious. “I am very selfish, Shane. I do not want to share what is mine.”

    Shane nods almost immediately. “Tomorrow,” he breathes out. “I’ll break up with him tomorrow.”

    OR

    Shane has never been completely certain about his relationship with his boyfriend. There’s always been a sense that something is missing. But when he meets his boyfriend’s coworker, Ilya Rozanov, he finally understands what that missing piece is, and realizes he’s found it in Ilya.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    Gift giving isn't a competition but Shane is still winning.

    aka Shane gifts his husband the best present for his birthday-- himself.

    aka aka free use hollanov but on steroids

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    19 Jul 2026

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    "'That’s still a lot of windows,' Shane comments offhandedly.

    He turns around and is almost caught off guard by the hunger in his husband’s eyes.

    'Yes. It is.'

    He thinks that, maybe, this is what prey feels when they know they’ve been caught.

     

    aka I fix episode 2 but set it eight years later. they have rough window sex. it's a whole thing.

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    19 Jul 2026

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    Ilya (12:22 AM):
    What does your soul mark say?

    Shane (12:24 AM):
    Really?

    Ilya (12:24 AM):
    Yes, really. It has been 24 minutes since it appeared

    Ilya (12:40 AM):
    Hello?!?!?!

    Shane (12:41 AM):
    I was getting off the bus you impatient prick.
    Are you always this annoying?

    Ilya (12:42 AM):
    Yes. You know this, now tell me.

    Shane (12:44 AM):
    Okay.

    Ilya (12:48 AM):
    WHAT DOES YOUR SOUL MARK SAY??

    Shane (12:49 AM):
    IT JUST SAYS OKAY!

    Ilya (12:50 AM):
    It's me, I knew it 🥰

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    In a world where your soulmate's first words appear on your body on your 20th birthday, Shane Hollander is disappointed to have gotten such a mundane word. Ilya Rozanov is thrilled.

    Now available in Russian thanks to the incredible withergloww!!

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    19 Jul 2026

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    It was supposed to be a simple comment, a passing question asked in jest about whether Ilya had any regrets around their wedding.

    But when it turns out that he does, Shane and his husband vow to right their past wrongs and re-do their wedding ceremony, but this time with a better guest list, their own vows included, and perhaps a couple dozen chairs.

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    19 Jul 2026

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    Ilya doesn't do ‘apologies,’ he does vengeance.

    So when the Montreal Voyageurs issue Shane an apology as half-assed as their season, Ilya vows to go down swinging, and to take them all with him.

    Because when it comes to Shane, there's nothing he won't do to protect his husband.

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    19 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov live worlds apart. Separated by 4,450 miles, but brought together by a middle school assignment. As years go by, the letters back and forth never stop, and feelings grow with each one. The secret? They are all anonymous, never telling each other their names. What will happen when their lives converge on one moment that may change everything.

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    After writing to a boy across the world for the past five years, Shane and Ilya find out they may know more about each other than they ever thought.

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    19 Jul 2026

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    A picture is worth a thousand words, and when a single photo of Shane Hollander leaving Ilya Rozanov's house is leaked, the press decides that they know the entire story. What Shane learns is that Ilya Rozanov would move mountains for him, and he might need to in order to restore life to how it was before. But was before better than what the future holds?

     

    Or…

    Shane Hollander feels like his life is falling apart and Ilya steps in to help pick up the pieces.

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    19 Jul 2026

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    It’s not going viral because Jane’s true identity was exposed—or even because Ilya was blatantly sexting in public. That part’s as expected as Shane doing yoga or any human being on earth breathing.

    No, the texts are going viral because no one can believe how bad this “Jane” is at sexting.

    The women of the world are outraged. The men of the world are baffled. No one can understand why Ilya Rozanov, whose abs have their own fan club, is wasting his time on ‘a piece of cardboard that wished to be turned into a real girl’ (this particular joke has 300k likes and counting).

    Or: After a social media trend mocks Shane's sexting skills, he tries to improve them. It goes about as poorly as you'd expect.

    Now available in Russian

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    19 Jul 2026

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    Ilya traffics opium for the Bratva.

    Shane secures weapons for the Yakuza.

    When they meet in a Shanghai club, neither knows what the other really is—and that's the only thing keeping them safe. As their connection deepens, two criminals from rival organizations discover that the person they trust most could destroy them.

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    19 Jul 2026

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    The image of blood spreading across white ice is burned into Shane's mind. So is the way Ilya Rozanov looked at him across a hundredth faceoff—sharp, challenging, alive.

    Now Ilya needs a place to recover, and Shane needs to stop having nightmares. It's practical. Convenient.
    It's also the most dangerous thing Shane's ever done.

    Because you can't feed someone smoothies, wash their hair, and watch them nearly die (twice) without catching feelings. And Shane's been running from those feelings since 2010.

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    19 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander's world ends on the ice in the last game of the season. He wakes up with synesthesia—every voice floods his vision with colors so overwhelming he can't stand to be around anyone. His best friend makes him sick. His parents give him headaches.

    Except Ilya Rozanov. His rival. The man he's been sleeping with in secret for three years. Ilya's voice is the only one that doesn't hurt.

    So Shane does the only thing he can: retreats to his cottage and calls Ilya to come stay. Alone together, they can't hide anymore.

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    19 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander is a confident dancer at a club that's gotten darker since Ilya Rozanov bought it three months ago however Shane thrives on the edge.

    What he doesn't notice is that his new boss is completely obsessed with him.

    Ilya tests the waters methodically: coffee ordered just to watch Shane work, conversations that linger too long, gifts chosen with unsettling precision. Shane interprets it all as the mark of a meticulous employer. It takes threats, violence, and Hayden spelling it out in brutal detail before Shane finally understands: Ilya doesn't want his labor.

    He wants him.

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    18 Jul 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov is unapologetically, effortlessly gay. He moves through the world with a confidence Shane Hollander has spent his entire life trying to bury. When the Olympic figure skater joins the Montreal Metros as a skating coach, Shane can't stop watching him, and worse, Ilya watches back.

    As private training sessions blur the line between professional and personal, Shane finds himself drawn to everything Ilya represents: honesty, fearlessness, freedom. But Shane has a legacy to protect and a carefully constructed life that doesn't have room for someone like Ilya. Someone like himself. The question is whether he's willing to risk it all.

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    18 Jul 2026

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    Shane's supposed to meet Ilya in room 1221, but a wrong number lands him at Scott's door instead. What starts as an accident becomes something Shane didn't know he needed—someone who understands, who doesn't hide, who makes him feel like he can be honest.

    One night changes everything. Now Shane wants more than stolen moments in dark hotel rooms. He wants this—both of them. And Ilya, finally realizing what he stands to lose, is ready to fight for him too.

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    18 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander, an 18-year-old rookie for the Montreal Metros, meets Ilya Rozanov at a sporting goods store. The charming, wealthy Russian stranger buys him nearly $5,000 in equipment, a gesture Shane thinks is just kindness. But Ilya wants more than that. Through careful texts, gifts, and planned run-ins, Ilya tests and pursues Shane, who doesn't see what's happening. As Ilya plans his next move, a fake team-required suit fitting, his dark obsession becomes clear: he doesn't want Shane's gratitude.

    He wants Shane himself, completely.

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    18 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander has a plan: 11 games left, then seventy-three days alone at the cottage to reset. No people, no stress, no suppressants. His body will fix itself.

    Except his suppressants are failing faster than he realizes. His new linemate Ilya keeps showing up—in hotel rooms, on his line, in the spaces Shane usually keeps empty. And Ilya notices things. The way Shane's scent is changing. The way he's slowing down.

    Shane counts down to the cottage like it's salvation.

    But Rozanov doesn't keep his distance. And Shane's control is slipping.

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    103,988

    18 Jul 2026

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