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  1. Public Bookmark 51

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    Shane is away.

    Yuna and David invite Ilya to dinner anyway.

    What starts as a simple meal slowly becomes something much bigger—a reminder that family isn’t always the one you’re born into.

    Sometimes, it’s the one that chooses you.

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    09 Aug 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 86

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    Shane is trying his hardest to change the way the media, the NHL and the world sees he and Ilya's relationship before they come out publicly. It's much harder than it seems and it's getting on Shane's last nerve.
    Ilya is just happy to go along with whatever.

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    4 time Shane tries to change the narrative and the 1 time the narrative changes on it's own.

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    09 Aug 2026

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    Ilya was tossing aside his gloves to grope at his throat, his jersey having gotten darker just in the last few seconds.

    “Dorogoy.”

    Shane didn’t remember jumping the boards or tossing away his gloves and helmet, but next he knew his bare hands were grasping at the cold, drenched front of Ilya’s jersey. Whether it was the impact of another body or the strength finally leaving him, Ilya shakily sank to his knees, taking Shane with him. He heard someone from his bench scream for a medic.

    Or, Ilya gets seriously injured during a game and Shane is barely holding it together. Cliff and Hayden finding out AU.

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    3/3
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    09 Aug 2026

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    “I’ll make you a deal then.” Shane arched an eyebrow, and Ilya continued, “If by my 23rd birthday, you are still a virgin, I’ll have sex with you.”

    Shane spluttered, swinging his feet out of Ilya’s lap as he sat up. He knew he must look insane, eyes wipe and mouth gaping, but Ilya could not have just said what Shane thought he said.

    “Are you insane?”

    “Well, yes, but that’s besides the point.” Shane couldn’t help his bark of laughter despite his heart still hammering a hole through his chest. “We trust each other. It gives you time to find your own experiences, but if not, well, you know I’ll take care of you.”

    “I–,” Shane started, not sure how to process this new information. That Ilya would even want to have sex with him. He needed to say no - fuck no - because then their relationship would change and Ilya was the one thing that had been constant for most of his life. He couldn’t possibly. He needed to say no, but instead he found himself saying, “Sure.”

    or; if shane is still virgin at 23, ilya will take his virginity. spoiler alert: he is

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    08 Aug 2026

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    “Please,” he whispered, “just tell me what the real problem is.”

    “Did Rozanov call you a few weeks ago? From Russia? After his father passed?” his mom asked.

    The lie rushed out of him on reflex,

    “No, we don’t talk. Why would we?”

    “There’s a recording, Shane.”

    OR Everyone learns what Ilya said on the phone call from Russia before Shane does

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    07 Aug 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 40

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    David’s first pride parade he wears a free dad hugs shirt and is surprised by how many hugs he gets.

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    06 Aug 2026

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    What if Shane and Ilya kissed during Vegas?
    What if Ilya got Shane to stay at his place after eating tuna melts?
    What if they admitted how they felt a lot sooner?

     

    A little what-if fic to curb the need for these two characters and their love.

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    13/13
    Comments:
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    06 Aug 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 86

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    "I invited J.J. over tonight. I'm gonna tell him."
    On the other end of the line, Hayden went still for a moment. For long enough that it started to stress Shane out. So, naturally, he started sputtering into the speaker.
    "Or do you think I shouldn't? Oh no, did he say something in the locker room I didn't hear? Hayden do you think J.J. could be homophobic?? Like, I don't think he would be but I don't know actually and I'm—"

    or

    Shane comes out to J.J. Boiziau. It goes well. Until it doesn't. Because of a peculiar unplanned house guest.

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    05 Aug 2026

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    J.J.’s eyes settled across the parking lot, where Shane had hung up the phone but was still crouched, his silhouette dark, head down, hands at the back of his neck. Fatigued, trying to make himself smaller, hide how exposed he clearly felt. Because he and Roz were a thing. Not a one way thing but an actual… thing. Shit.
    J.J. hated Florida. The humidity fucked up his skin, and they had those giant snakes that weren’t even supposed to be there but some idiot Florida men had set them free and the swamps there were so fucked that they thrived. J.J. set his jaw, determined, before he responded. “Tell Jackie to get three tickets.” He reached into his bag and confirmed his passport was there. “It will be harder for Coach to punish all of his captains. I’m going with you.”
    He nodded his head definitively.
    Hayden nodded back.

    Or

    After the Centaurs' plane almost crashes, Shane, Hayden, and J.J. go on an increasingly ridiculous road trip across Florida to get to Ilya and his increasingly suspicious but always lovable teammates.

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    Chapters:
    5/5
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    03 Aug 2026

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    Remember when Hayden Pike punches Ilya after Shane said not to, right before the announcement of the Irina Foundation? Remember that that was the second time Hayden laid his hands on Ilya in the first month of knowing him?

    Or, Shane gets rightfully fed up after the first month of Hayden's behavior towards Ilya. Punching Ilya was the final straw, so he tells Hayden to pretend he never found out. It sets off a chain of events landing him, happily, in Ottawa a year earlier and with a better support system for both him and Ilya.

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    Chapters:
    18/18
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    03 Aug 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 15

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    Set between 2017 All Stars and Grigori Rozanov's death.

    Shane and Ilya have seen each other a bit more and started developing something beyond just fuck buddies.

    Ilya drives to Montreal after Boston plays in Ottawa to see Shane at his apartment only to find Rose Landry in his bathroom overdosed on pain pills.

    And then a bunch of other things happen and there's cute and sweet stuff too.

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    I wrote this months ago. It's one shot and there will be no more of this universe, though I do have another Ilya with epilepsy that I stopped working on but may pick up again.

    If you are waiting on the follow up to 'are my legs gonna last?' it is coming, the first chapter is just kind of a fucking beast because of how I decided to do it, so...be patient I beg.

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    02 Aug 2026

  12. Rec *

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    Pike was looking at him expectantly, with something that seemed terribly close to knowing.

    “Rose is here right now.” Ilya settled on, weakly. His shoulders drew in unconsciously, protecting him from a blow that never came. And maybe it was selfish of him, wanting Pike to know that it was not his fault. That maybe, he was not as much of an asshole as Pike believed him to be. His accent was thick as he clarified, “He does not…want anything with Lily.”

     

    or: Ilya is struggling post tuna-meltdown. Then Shane gets hit, and suddenly everyone is asking questions Ilya can't answer.

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    Comments:
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    02 Aug 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 48

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    After Shane leaves Ilya knows exactly when it all when wrong in Boston.
    Shane just wants to return the clothes he stole and maybe fix what he broke.

    What if Shane returns to Ilya's house after the tuna-meltdown and they speed-run getting together.

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    1/1
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    02 Aug 2026

  14. Rec *

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    Shane is frozen to the spot. Or, it’s more like he’s being ripped apart from the inside. Half of his body - the parts connected to his panicking brain and nervous system - are pulling him out, towards the road, towards escape, towards safety. The other half of his body, the parts that might be connected to his heart, are trying to drag him back inside.

    In this moment, he is completely unable to decide which direction to go, and with each stuttering heartbeat it’s getting harder and harder to breathe. His body decides for him, brain and heart meeting in the middle, and he collapses down onto Ilya’s front step, giving in to the panic attack and letting his brain fill with fog.

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    Shane runs away during tuna melts, but only makes it to Ilya's front step. Everything that happens after is similar - except that it's so, so different.

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    Chapters:
    10/10
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    02 Aug 2026

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    Hayden wanted to apologize but wasn’t even sure what to apologize for. “If you’re so embarrassed about your choice of boyfriend, maybe get a better one?”

    It wasn’t any worse than anything Hayden had said before. In fact, it was probably fairly tame as far as insults went, but it didn’t matter. Hayden could see the moment something inside of Shane detonated. One minute Shane was standing only a handful of feet away, his suit jacket clutched in his hands, and the next the jacket was dropped to the floor in a heap, and Shane’s hands were fisted in Hayden’s shirt, his back slamming against the wall.

    Holy fuck, he thought. Shane is going to fucking hit me.

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    or, Hayden makes one too many shitty comments about Rozanov and Shane finally snaps. And while he never actually lands a blow on his best friend, the defeated way he talks about ending their friendship has Hayden rattled. After the Centaurs plane makes an emergency landing, Hayden knows he needs to do everything in his power to make it up to his best friend, with Jackie's help of course.

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    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
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    58,195

    01 Aug 2026

  16. Rec 95

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    That should be the end of it. The interaction should be forgotten, pushed out of his mind, and never brought up again except maybe to make fun of Hollander. “Hey remember that time I fucked you so well you started speaking french?” He could say. Better if he never brings it up again, never holds onto anything of Hollander’s, not even the memories. Except…except…

    Except Ilya can’t push it out of his fucking head.

    And so, that is how Ilya starts learning French.

    OR

    four times Ilya understands what Shane is saying, and one time Shane understands him

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    01 Aug 2026

  17. Rec *

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    There really was no way he would have been able to break up with Shane tonight. He is a weak, weak man. He is a weak man who needs to get the fuck out of here before he goes back on Twitter and causes problems, or before he does something else insane like sniffing through Shane’s underwear drawer or running a reverent hand across his yoga mat. All around him is Shane Shane Shane and Shane is not here. Shane is at Montreal General Hospital in unknown condition, possibly alone.

    Ilya is putting his shoes on before he fully realizes that he’s decided to go to the hospital.

     

    Shane Hollander is carted off the ice after getting hit by Cliff Marlow. An exhausted and still-grieving Ilya Rozanov spirals, makes some stupid choices, and accidentally finds himself hanging out with his situationship’s parents.

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    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
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    31 Jul 2026

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    Shane steals a look at him, then brings his eyes back to the road. Does it again.

    And then again.

    "So," Shane finally says. There’s the hint of a playful smile on the corner of his lips. “Boyfriend…”

    The word hangs between them, softly and within reach. Ilya tamps down a clipped reply of: is not a big deal, Hollander.

    Because maybe it is.

    OR The Cottage: Extended Edition. In which Shane and Ilya have some more feelings, a few more breakthroughs, and lots more sex.

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    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    210
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    39,622

    30 Jul 2026

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    Shane finds himself alone with Cliff Marleau at a club and decides it’s time to tell him about his relationship with Ilya ! Cliff takes this onboard like the himbo he is!

    Read Cliff trying to comprehend Shane and Jane being the same person and asking the real important questions like, would Shane still love Ilya if he was a worm?

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    122
    Kudos:
    1,109
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    193
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    5,374

    30 Jul 2026

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    “I was trying to be cool about it.” Shane's confession is a quiet whine, muffled into his palms. “Go with the flow, y’know?”

    It’s almost unbearable, how much Ilya adores this perfect, neurotic man. “Hollander,” he says patiently. “You have never once gone with flow. Not ever in your life.”

    There is only one grey cloud in the perfect blue sky of Ilya’s summer.

    His two weeks at the cottage are almost over, and Shane still hasn’t asked him to stay.

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    21,522
    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
    305
    Kudos:
    4,210
    Bookmarks:
    1,208
    Hits:
    41,027

    29 Jul 2026

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