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slow down, you crazy child. (you’re so ambitious for a juvenile.) by v0idance
Fandoms: Red Dead Redemption (Video Games)
23 Dec 2025
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Cold. Dark. Wet. Arthur hung in that dank cellar for three days, turning from prideful to panicked to down-right pathetic. Rotting, alone and for one of the few times in his life, completely and utterly terrified.
“His shoulder pulsed and oozed, lines of purple and yellow reaching across his arms like spiderwebs. He has started to get more feverish, illness making his mind delirious. Thoughts shoot off like buckshots, cycling through a million contradictory feelings. He's never wanted to live so badly. He's never wanted to die so badly. The delirium is a crutch of sorts though, acting as a catalyst for his derealization. Delusional and numb, he stares forward blankly. The sickness in his mind is crafting daydreams of fishing trips and long adventures on horseback. Visions of a setting sun over the pond at Clemens Point, his family laughing and drunkenly singing songs by a campfire.”
work in progress!
title from vienna by billy joel
my retelling of the blessed are the peacemakers mission because i’m pissed about how rockstar executed it. first fic in three years play nice but i am a slut for feedback
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22 Nov 2025
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Soap's life can be categorized by a series of shitty relationships. His shitty relationship with his family, with his sexuality, with his body. The only thing he can genuinely say he has pride in is his job, but he's doing better once he joins the 141. Soap's doing better until he sleeps with Ghost, and all his hard work unravels in his hands. Now he's undercover to catch the attention of the head of a Russian Mafia family funding Makarov's reign of terror and dealing him weapons, hopefully Soap can keep it together long enough not to get caught.
AKA Soap comes to terms with his mean bastard kink, while facing the fact he's being treated better in a fake relationship with a mark then he ever has been his whole life.
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12 Sep 2025
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Henry thinks they are in love. Real, pathetic, ugly love. Thought maybe they were on the same page. They weren't.
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12 Sep 2025
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nam-gyu tries to move on from thanos and his immature actions by leaving behind a letter.
inspired by a thangyu edit created by xobellatrix on tiktok.
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09 Sep 2025
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Subong lives for the slam of bodies against the sides, the roar of the crowd, the sting of cold air in his lungs. Namgyu lives for the spotlight, the spin of blades, the silence right before the music swells.
They don’t mix- hockey player and figure skater, muscle and grace, chaos and control. And yet, thanks to one very poorly managed rink schedule, they’re forced onto the same patch of ice.
What starts with insults sharp enough to cut glass turns into late-night practices, unspoken truces, and a dangerous kind of closeness neither of them saw coming.
Enemies, maybe. Friends, possibly. Lovers? Well- who knows?
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09 Sep 2025
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06 Sep 2025
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namgyu, a 19 year old in college with his friends, and even worse, his enemy thanos. they were both well aware of each other’s hatred, until namgyu wasn’t sure of his feelings anymore when he starts coughing up flowers.
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thangyu hanahaki disease au
chapter 5 is an epilogue!
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25 Aug 2025
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Love Is His Only Limit by pepperzanne
Fandoms: Squid Game (TV 2021), 정신병동에도 아침이 와요 | Daily Dose of Sunshine (TV)
06 Oct 2025
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“Nothing is permanent except change.” Thanos was once told; he was unsure of what to make of it at first. Changes were unpredictable.
Unpredictability had been the very thing to bring him closer to Namgyu, though, and it was what he needed at the time.
Someone to motivate him to be the best version of himself.
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A story in which Thanos & Namgyu set off into recovery together.
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19 Aug 2025
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The way light does not care if shadows follow by xxManitaxx
Fandoms: Squid Game (TV 2021)
12 Sep 2025
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Drowning in debt and self-loathing, Namgyu's only hope is a desperate heist: stealing the famous cross necklace of his best friend, the very man he has complicated feelings for. Yet, the weight of his actions force him to confront if he's truly just the "fucking loser" he's always believed himself to be.
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19 Aug 2025
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For years, Subong and Namgyu have been glued together—gaming marathons, basement concerts, all-night highs. But under the banter and bad habits, there’s something neither of them dares to name. Now Subong’s girlfriend is pregnant, and she wants him to cut his deadbeat friend out for good.
As the walls close in, Namgyu’s secrets begin to bleed through—secrets that could shatter what little they have left. Subong is faced with a choice: become the clean-cut father everyone demands or risk everything for a pull he’s been trying to ignore.
One choice builds a future. The other could burn it all down.
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18 Aug 2025
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“They say the Ghost has no heart,” the soldier says, casual like he’s just come back from an evening stroll instead of a torture session. Without breaking eye contact, he taps the tip of his knife, still wet with Johnny’s blood, against the one-way glass, leaving behind a smear of crimson. “But I do not think that is true. I think I have found the Ghost’s heart, and I have strung it up like meat from butcher. Right. There.”
The man smiles, close-lipped and unassuming, and that disturbs Ghost more than any grin with too many sharp teeth ever will.
“It is pretty heart. Very pretty. But like butcher, I will carve it up in front of you if you do not tell me what I want to know."
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12 Aug 2025
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Thanos knew something was wrong when his phone was ringing and the bed next to his was empty. He never would have guessed just how right he was.
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Thanos gets a call in the middle of the night of Namgyu dazed and crying, asking for him to pick him up at a party.
This fic has content of sa, date rape roofies, and brief mentions of suicidal thoughts/ref to sh.
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07 Aug 2025
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Harrington looks like shit, and somehow Billy's the only one who seems to fucking notice.
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23 Jul 2025