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    The doorbell rings just as Shane is finishing brushing his teeth – the first thing they rose to do, because he wants to kiss Ilya good morning – and he and Ilya exchange a confused look in the bathroom mirror. It's barely dawn, and Ilya's curls are adorably tousled from sleep as he scratches his ribs lazily, toothbrush dangling from the corner of his mouth. 

    Shane hesitates, then rinses his toothpaste out and runs a hand through his hair. "Fuck, it's probably anti-doping."

    No one else would be here at this hour – unless it's an emergency.

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    Ilya doesn’t even realize when Arthur slips from his thoughts. There’s no sharp turn, no clear moment where the article stops being about a little boy who loves reptiles and starts being about the man lying beside him in bed. It just… happens. The way his mind always seems to find Shane eventually, like water finding its lowest point.

    a character study on shane’s undiagnosed autism

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    Shane has spent his entire career rising above it.

    After one dirty hit, one slur, and one question too many, he stops.

    A press conference becomes a confession—and a line is finally drawn.

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    No matter the universe, Monty will be a perpetual terror to everyone who makes the incalculable error of loving him.

    Eleven hours before their flight, red-eyed and hoarse from bellowing at his mother’s locked office door, Monty spilled off Percy’s windowsill into his bedroom.

    Percy wasn’t there. His father, on the other hand, was, and arrived in Percy’s room with a cricket bat hoisted over his head. He lowered it to his side when he saw the blubbering teenager on his son’s floor, and Monty managed to explain the situation after a few false starts.

    Percy’s father softened at once and explained the wedding Percy and his mother were out of town to attend. Monty struggled not to burst into fresh, miserable tears at the brutal injustice of it all and left through the front door.

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