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    The doorbell rings just as Shane is finishing brushing his teeth – the first thing they rose to do, because he wants to kiss Ilya good morning – and he and Ilya exchange a confused look in the bathroom mirror. It's barely dawn, and Ilya's curls are adorably tousled from sleep as he scratches his ribs lazily, toothbrush dangling from the corner of his mouth. 

    Shane hesitates, then rinses his toothpaste out and runs a hand through his hair. "Fuck, it's probably anti-doping."

    No one else would be here at this hour – unless it's an emergency.

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    24 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

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    04 Jan 2026

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    Ilya doesn’t even realize when Arthur slips from his thoughts. There’s no sharp turn, no clear moment where the article stops being about a little boy who loves reptiles and starts being about the man lying beside him in bed. It just… happens. The way his mind always seems to find Shane eventually, like water finding its lowest point.

    a character study on shane’s undiagnosed autism

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    04 Jan 2026

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    Shane has spent his entire career rising above it.

    After one dirty hit, one slur, and one question too many, he stops.

    A press conference becomes a confession—and a line is finally drawn.

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    02 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 54

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    No matter the universe, Monty will be a perpetual terror to everyone who makes the incalculable error of loving him.

    Eleven hours before their flight, red-eyed and hoarse from bellowing at his mother’s locked office door, Monty spilled off Percy’s windowsill into his bedroom.

    Percy wasn’t there. His father, on the other hand, was, and arrived in Percy’s room with a cricket bat hoisted over his head. He lowered it to his side when he saw the blubbering teenager on his son’s floor, and Monty managed to explain the situation after a few false starts.

    Percy’s father softened at once and explained the wedding Percy and his mother were out of town to attend. Monty struggled not to burst into fresh, miserable tears at the brutal injustice of it all and left through the front door.

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    26 Aug 2021

  6. Public Bookmark 13

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    29 Jun 2021

  7. Public Bookmark 9

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    13 Jun 2021

  8. This has been deleted, sorry!

    04 May 2021

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    A series of stand alone fics, exploring the boys’ steady progression from dead, to undead, to... well, good question.

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    06 Apr 2021

  10. Public Bookmark 17

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    05 Apr 2021

  11. Public Bookmark 82

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    in which Alex and Willie lose their braincells around each other - much to the chagrin of their friends
    ft. gay panic, anxiety, queer panic, general snark and idiocy and a lot of cheesy love bc i love them

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    05 Apr 2021

  12. Public Bookmark 10

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    04 Apr 2021

  13. This has been deleted, sorry!

    12 Dec 2020

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    There's something off about him - more so than usual. The way he moves, the way he reacts - or, the way he doesn't - the way he looks at things as if he's peering at everything through a rippling pool of water; it's the way in which he sits and in his appearance, too. He moves as if he's a ghost, or as if he might think that he is one.

    He sits, looking like a corpse among them, pale and wilting like a dead flower, and he hardly says a word. Diego doesn't know what to do. Luther does.

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    11 Dec 2020

  15. Public Bookmark 72

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    18 Oct 2020

  16. Public Bookmark 24

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    After a life-changing accident rocks his world and costs him nearly everything, Roger travels north to escape the demons of his past on a small sheep farm. He wasn't expecting to find clarity or absolution; he certainly wasn't expecting to make three new friends, let alone fall in love.

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    23 Aug 2020

  17. Public Bookmark 66

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    30 Jun 2020

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    30 Jun 2020

  19. Public Bookmark 99

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    “Invite Alexis to Christmas at my parents’,” he told David.

    David groaned, tipping his head back. “My sister continuously ruins my life,” he grumbled, dragging himself up off the couch reluctantly and picking up his phone.

    Patrick brings David, Alexis, and Stevie home for the holidays.

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    29 Jun 2020

  20. Public Bookmark 33

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    John is a lonely Californian rancher looking for a family. Roger is an upper-class single father fleeing scandal and tragedy. Driven to desperate measures, the two meet through a national matrimonial paper and Roger makes the long journey westward with his two children to start a new life. Signing a marriage certificate is the easy part. Building a life together—and gaining each other’s trust—is a lot more difficult.

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    78
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    2,358

    05 Apr 2020

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